Friday, June 18, 2010

Back to school aft 1-2weeks of short sch vacation .
life in sch wasn't great at all .
dragged myself to lessons everyday .
boring lessons & unreasonable grades for a specific module .
I am not happy at all .
no laughters , no smiles , but I'm used to it .
I'm in my own world .

It's been many many years since I went out of Singapore, not even mentioning abt Msia alone.
Few weeks back, I finally went to Msia jb , at least !
with my dearest bf & my family .
it's a short half day but I was really excited ! ❤
& on the next day, I went jb again tgt with my bf, family & relatives .
long-awaited day uhs .
I wanna go somewhere further in the future .
somewhere ..
one of my wish, my dream ❤

Romance life ;
random ups & downs .
he've done certain things to upset me once in a few mths .
& I really hope those unhappy stuffs wouldn't happen agn .
I envy the current 9pm show `
- the wife having such a sweet husband who will do 1 lil sweet thing to make the wife happy every single day, being so faithful & never do things that will make the wife unhappy ❤

Bf's in camp for ard 9months ..
& my love for him did not change at all ;
still loving him whole-heartedly . ❤
although he has not much time spare for me ;
but I'm still contented & feeling blissful to have him loving me .
it's gonna be our 2years anniversary in few days time !
but sadly, it falls on a Monday, & having Sunday a 'Father's day' .
no hopes for spending time alone with him celebrating our 2yrs .

Did a scrap book with our photos, & sweet words meant for him only .
hope he like this lil gift .
although it may look simple & easy , but the effort spent can't be seen on the surface .
such as searching through all of our photos, choosing the nice ones ,
combining 2 pics into one, printing over 200 pics for our album & the scrap book .
cutting out the pics, tearing bluetacks to paste it ,
cracking for ideas on what what to write & how to design .
but I believe it's worth it ❤

I believe our love will last,
never give up on me & do not let ur feelings fade .
& pls don't do things that will anger/hurt me .
alrights, my dear ❤
i love u so much ! ❤

Working life
Coping with sch & work at the same time is not an easy task .
morning to late afternoon = school (with headaches & stress)
evening to night time = work (with pressure & expectations to be met)
I couldn't sacrifice either one because both are equally important to me .
if I don't work, I'll left with totally no income to sustain my life .
I've no other source of income for expenditure, except for my current job .
one-two-three hundreds per month, I'm contented .

Myself
Maybe I'm starting to change a lil ..
bad teenage-hood encountered & adding to recent bad encounters ..
is changing me to a person whom I didn't know how to describe .
I'll control myself .
I've tried talking to a few close ppl, & they agreed with me .
So am I'm thinking too much, or maybe I'm not in the wrong at all ?
but I feel bad at times .

There're many ppl passing by around in my life .
who are the ones who will stop by & notice me?
I can count a number of them .
but will they stop by for just a moment or for a lifetime?
I need people who are true & is willing to stop by for me for a lifetime .

Family .. Family ..
I truthfully hope that things will go more smoothly , more happily .

I tell myself,
everything will be alright & I can be happy & blessed !