Back to school aft 1-2weeks of short sch vacation .
life in sch wasn't great at all .
dragged myself to lessons everyday .
boring lessons & unreasonable grades for a specific module .
I am not happy at all .
no laughters , no smiles , but I'm used to it .
I'm in my own world .

It's been many many years since I went out of Singapore, not even mentioning abt Msia alone.
Few weeks back, I finally went to Msia jb , at least !
with my dearest bf & my family .
it's a short half day but I was really excited ! ❤
& on the next day, I went jb again tgt with my bf, family & relatives .
long-awaited day uhs .
I wanna go somewhere further in the future .
somewhere ..
one of my wish, my dream ❤

Romance life ;
random ups & downs .
he've done certain things to upset me once in a few mths .
& I really hope those unhappy stuffs wouldn't happen agn .
I envy the current 9pm show `
- the wife having such a sweet husband who will do 1 lil sweet thing to make the wife happy every single day, being so faithful & never do things that will make the wife unhappy ❤

Bf's in camp for ard 9months ..
& my love for him did not change at all ;
still loving him whole-heartedly . ❤
although he has not much time spare for me ;
but I'm still contented & feeling blissful to have him loving me .
it's gonna be our 2years anniversary in few days time !
but sadly, it falls on a Monday, & having Sunday a 'Father's day' .
no hopes for spending time alone with him celebrating our 2yrs .

Did a scrap book with our photos, & sweet words meant for him only .
hope he like this lil gift .
although it may look simple & easy , but the effort spent can't be seen on the surface .
such as searching through all of our photos, choosing the nice ones ,
combining 2 pics into one, printing over 200 pics for our album & the scrap book .
cutting out the pics, tearing bluetacks to paste it ,
cracking for ideas on what what to write & how to design .
but I believe it's worth it ❤

I believe our love will last,
never give up on me & do not let ur feelings fade .
& pls don't do things that will anger/hurt me .
alrights, my dear ❤
i love u so much ! ❤

Working life
Coping with sch & work at the same time is not an easy task .
morning to late afternoon = school (with headaches & stress)
evening to night time = work (with pressure & expectations to be met)
I couldn't sacrifice either one because both are equally important to me .
if I don't work, I'll left with totally no income to sustain my life .
I've no other source of income for expenditure, except for my current job .
one-two-three hundreds per month, I'm contented .

Myself
Maybe I'm starting to change a lil ..
bad teenage-hood encountered & adding to recent bad encounters ..
is changing me to a person whom I didn't know how to describe .
I'll control myself .
I've tried talking to a few close ppl, & they agreed with me .
So am I'm thinking too much, or maybe I'm not in the wrong at all ?
but I feel bad at times .

There're many ppl passing by around in my life .
who are the ones who will stop by & notice me?
I can count a number of them .
but will they stop by for just a moment or for a lifetime?
I need people who are true & is willing to stop by for me for a lifetime .

Family .. Family ..
I truthfully hope that things will go more smoothly , more happily .

I tell myself,
everything will be alright & I can be happy & blessed !

Mrt-ed to orchard ;
shopped ard alone while waiting ht to join me .
bought a skirt & a coach wristlet ❤
1 of my desires ❤

Met up wid ht aft tat .
chilled at McCafe, while playing ht's iphone aps .
I'm waiting for 7th May ! ❤
went isetan ` collected my overdued 3-4days job pay .
find PeyChan & co for a short chat aft tat .
bought sushis at Tangs, camwhored & etc .
mrt-ed to Amk , acc-ed ht to eat her 'lala' cravings =x
& back hm .

Tmr is the 1st day official start of my school day ` after a 2mths sch vacation break .
seriously, I'm not looking forward uhs , new class, 3 new modules ..
biomechanics, human motor control, sports coaching? *runs away*
simply sian sian sian & i miss my E44A cliques so much !
I wondered how would tmr turn up to be ..
nvms, ship reach bridge head automatic straigtht
trying to be optimistic uhs .

Been slping at 3am+ every night recemtly .
can I wake up for tmr class? omgs .
I hope I can manage to sleep early tonite ..

I miss my boy so much ! ❤

Talked and reasoning with both of them,
understanding their needs in their r/s, Im certain that they aren't cut for each another .
jealousy couldn't be blamed .
doesn't like to control couldn't be blamed too .
none of them are at fault totally .
they quarrelled almost daily bcaz of the same person & similar incidents .
they have to sort it out & clear the mess .

Gave them advices & asked them to reflect & decide themselves .
but decision is up to them, of caz .
just want the best for both of them .
one is my cousin, one is my gd fren .
I dowan both of them to be unhappy .
if they cont to be together, provided that both parties can be happy, it's their choices .
& cherish the good times .

Note:
Choose the path that you think is the best way & most happy for both parties .
Im not being bias or siding anyone, or trying to ruin the relationship .
I dowan to be accused =)

Finally gotten my march's salary from FLC, after some tremendous incidents .
I was shocked & worried when i realised Minghao transferred my salary to an unknown bank acc .
which he claimed that the msg was sent by me, 1year ago .
we took time to figure out whose bank acc it belonged to -
& luckily, it belongs to ht ! phew !
yeps, she transferred the money back to mi & thx godness sake . =D

Worked at FLC wid Darren ytd .
both of us managed to get 2 trials each -
which we broke our lowest record =.=
hopefully it'll turn up to be a valid trial, if not, there goes my pay .

Watched Date Night wid bf today .
hmms, show was pretty okay, but the storyline was kinda simple .
rated: 6.5/10

Had dinner wid bf's family .
& off to work aft on .

Worked at FLC wid Sandy today .
in terms of ytd & today sales, mine gt some improvement .
got 6 trials today, but saddening couldn't hit target of 8 trials as a team .
but it's okay, shall work harder for it . =D

Sth random happened during work today .
a roadshow promoter from Singtel approached me & chatted wid mi for awhile .
she claimed tat she witnessed how I approach cutomers & she feels tat im potential?
& she even asked if I'm interested to join Singtel for this kind of promotions roadshows .
but Im still schooling, couldn't commit long & not realli that interested, so I rejected her .
but honesty, Im kinda honoured & happy to receieve such a remark uhs . =)

Sth random ..
I want to apply citibank & uob credit card !

Supposed to collect pay wid cliques tmr .
but .. FYP screwed it all .
so i've to wait for another day to collect the pay myself luhs -

Stayed at hm for the whole noon .
doing FYP report, taking nap & watching tv prog ` boring life .
decor 2 random pics, as shown below .

At nite, did Darren a favour, by being his model for his business banner .
he came to my block dwnstairs to look for mi ;
we discussed abt the banner & stuffs .
& we decided to go to his warehouse to do the photography, as it'll result in better effects and theme .
Agreed, and cabbed down to his warehouse , looks eerie, esp during nite time .
the auto on-off lights censor did scare me a few times =.=
took quite a number of photos & left .
& I got frightened by a black cat while walking to the main road =.=
Darren sent me hm by cab & he left .
it's considered quite a fruitful trip uhs . =)

Photos will be up when I get my camera back .

All these are tedious work,
may seems easy but .. it's not at all .
esp the part whr I have to look through the journal articles finding relating statements that is relating to our reseach .
this is hell man !

Reaching hm at 6pm+, and this is not the end .
had to continue doing the 'discussion' section report ;
& till now, there isn't much progress x.x

Feel like giving up,
but I noe it'll be such a waste & gg .

So .. I shall perserve till the end ..
bless me .