Many random things happened during my stay at RC .
although actt there's nth special, bud it's still memorable in a way .
I do miss all the random topics, acc-ed smoking session, daily breakouts, playing lan, psp-ing, chatting the whole day, crapping, disturbing, silly cold jokes, common stuffs we shared, doing stocks tgt & all the every lil bits .
it'll stay & be kept in my heart ;
i'll never forget those nice bud short memories .

I just cant stop myself from thinking ..
i dono why .

Last night, we agreed to meet up at 12.30pm ;
bud he arrived my hse by half an hour late =(
i was kinda sad abt it bud afterall its okays caz .. heh ❤❤

He went to my hse to put his bag & also the stuffs that he agreed to fold/make for mi .
includes (paper hearts wid wordings, some straw hearts, 3 big paper hearts wid drawings & a 'love letter') ❤
& i secretly stuff sth into his bag w/o him realising =x

We headed dwn to have lunch wid my parents ;
& we went on to cp .
intially, i was kinda disappointed caz it seems lyk an ordinary day wid no surprises & plans .

There's a scene when i came out from the washroom & i tot he's still in the washroom ,,
i noticed quite a no. of ppl wid bouquet of roses & i began to start counting the no. of couples who are holding roses wid them =.=
& when im abt to start counting, i turned ard & i saw him holding a bouquet of roses too !
i was surprised & happy at that moment . ❤
at least he made an effort to go dwn early to order the roses & tat's the reason of him being late =)
also, he requested the person to include the straws flowers that he fold for mi into the roses . ❤
tis shows tat he is beginning to hab some creativity ` opps =x

After on, we headed off to ps .
no movies caught my attention & so, we walked ard ps & some other malls in orchard ~
at cine, we happened to bump onto some starhub roadshow & they gave mi a stalk of rose .
& also, they helped us took a photo using the instant camera ` so random & nice ❤

Walked back to ps aft tat ;
made reservations at pizzahut at ard 6.45pm -
& we managed to get a table at 7.30pm ❤ (it's lucky caz at the time of 7.30pm, all tables are fully reserved)
yet, it's consider quite a special table =D
bcaz in the restaurant, it's the only 'round' table wid cushions (the rest are all rectangles ones =x)
we ordered the valentine set meal ~
both the appearances & the taste is so nice & yummy ❤

He sent mi back hm at ard 10pm+ .
& i forgotten to bring my keys -
waited outside for my mum to come home at ard 10.30pm ;
he came in & took his bag & lala, he saw the gift i put inside his bag =x
& he left ard 11pm .

Although today is nt a 100% romantic valentine day .
bud at least he didnt disappoint mi ❤
so yepps, im happy ❤❤❤

Had started working recently ;
couldnt find any new job so i decided to go back to my previous company to work luhs .
at least they did increase my hourly pay by 50cents ` pathetic duhs .
working was bored `
almost everyday went to diff outlets to work ;
which means i've to adapt to diff environments everyday .
among all the outlets i've worked recently,
i prefer working in robinson centerpoint & raffles city the most .
bcaz i can get to hold my hp by my side, unlike in those OG outlets (which my hp will get confiscated, i've to tie up my hair & may get backstabbed w/o notice)
& also, in robinson, im allowed to walk ard freely & chat wid other brands' ppl =)
working in OG = stepping to hell @.@
working in robinson = more towards heaven =D
however, for the nxt few days or maybe nxt week -
most probably wont be working as much bahs `
caz business is simply too poor & the company wanna minimize part-timers @.@

Concerning abt BGR issues nw ;
it's lyk .... i dono how to describe it .
it wasnt happy as before -
i still love him as much .. but ..
im realli sick of those disappointments & empty promises ;
i cant seems to stop myself from tinking those unhappy issues .
those stuffs came to my mind automatically -
i doesnt seems to be yearning for valentine day at all .
i jus hope everything dun turn out too bad .

I realli realli WISH he could change for the better .
putting his heart & soul when he does everything .
having at least some motivation in life .
stop disappointing mi anymore .
caz there's a limitation whr i still can take it .