Sunday, January 06, 2008

baby came tuu find mii during work ardd 2pm+ `
it's been 2mths+ since i met up wid her ;
she acc mii ffer lunch/dinner till ardd 4pm ,,
& she set off tuu find her ling mummy lerhs -
wonderin whenn can hab the chance tuu see baby again .

knocked off at 8pm+ ,,
mrt-ed tuu somerset & wenn centerpt find liang -
saw a schmate workin dere too ` budd didnt wenn forward tuu say anythin .
waited ffer liang till ht knocked off at ardd 9.30pm ;
& we walked tuu cine wid 1 of his fren named dono wad liang oso -
awws ,, habb a poor memory of rmbing ppl names nowadays ;
wenn opp cine tuu hab some drinks & chats `
& we walked tuu dhobydaut mrt from cine area -
slacked outside dhobydaut mrt ffer some time ;
& camwhored abti wid liang again ` lols .
budd ii look so ugly luhhs ,, bad shots ffer mii =(
ii was kinda quiet ytd `
feeling kinda weirdd weirdd de -
dono wadd im doin ish right or wrong ;
ii dunch wanna be a bytch ` lolss =x
mrt-ed back tuu sengkang ardd 11.30pm+ `
& they walkedd mii back hm aft tat =)
reachedd hm ardd 12.30am midnite ~

called kel didi as promised ;
discussed wid kel di & aimei mei abt the audi new char tingy -
& im kinda emo siao liddat =.=
kept askin them tuu play "bu neng shuo de mi mi" ffer mii tuu listen & sing =x
they were kinda worried tat i'll cry out of a sudden `
budd lols ` dunch worri ,, im wouldnt cry luhhs =.=
didnt told them anything abt moii worries ;
oni mentioned tuu them tat im so confused + tired + hungry ! lols *true* -
slept ardd 2am+ aft tat .

06jan08 ` sun ` TODAY
didnt habb tuu go ffer work today =))
off off off ! xDD -

planned tuu tidy up moii rm & edit the photos ;
budd last min changess ` lolss -

vanessa came tuu moii hse ardd 1pm+ tuu take the books tt im gibin her -
it's oso been long since i last met her up ;
bu zhi bu jue we've known each other ffer 6yrs =)
we habb some heart-to-heart chats ;
told her some of moii worries & etc .
& she did tok some sense tuu mii =)
lata on ` we did sang some songs tgt ~
kinda fun ~ as it's the 1st time sing tgt wid her =x
ardd 4pm+ ,, acc her dwn tuu eat some food ;
wanted tuu take photos budd she doesnt wan =(
& so ii walked her tuu the busstop aft tat .

ish he the right guy ffer mii?
is he moii type?
or am ii his type?
do he realli serious in mii?
will we hab future?
will there be any happiness?
will i regret?
will his feelings fade?
are we meant tuu be tgt?
who will he choose?
wadd will happen next?

all of the above qns ,,
ii wouldn noe & wouldn get tuu noe the ans -
it all depends on our fate bahs ;
ii oni noe i've fallen ffer him, boii .
missess & lovess -

To jer `
i noe recently u're tryin tuu ask mii ffer patch -
& hab been waitin ffer moii reply `
& hoping tat we can be tgt as before ;
however ` i've alr tink thru it carefully ,,
it's impossible ffer us tuu be back as lyk before `
although u may seems tuu be treatin mii kinda nice recently -
budd the feeling ish gone .
ii can oso sense tat u doesnt hab much feelings ffer mii ;
ii couldnt sense any bits of love too .

There's always be a hole there .
u've been in a new relationship aft we broke up `
& although u & her ish alr over ,,
budd ii noe u still couldnt forget her -
she will always stand a place in ur heart `
maybe nort a huge portion ,, budd there's always be a bit .

well ` ii guessed we should jus remain as frens -
a fren tat could last always =)