met up wid kel didi at ardd 10.45am -
ii was 15mins late ` =x
aft tat ` we mrt-ed tuu dhoby daut tuu meet aimei mei ,, dagger & slasher -
we playedd "hide&seek" widd them `
wasting kinda loads of time =x
it was silly budd its kinda fun -
aft tat ` we finally approached them & we wenn in bunk .
slacked ardd watching others plae norhs -

ardd 12.45pm ` ii decidedd tuu book com too xD `
plae till ardd 1.30pm & continuedd slacking ardd -
aimei meii & etc were lyk siiaos =x
each of them bought so manii ppcs =.="
& dagger bought a lvl92 dk acc ffer 90bucks -

ardd 2pm ` we set off & mrt-ed tuu kovan .
slackedd ardd heartland mall -
headedd tuu sakae sushi at ardd 3pm ;
mii & kel didi hab prob requesting them tuu eat -
slasher kept drinking cups of HOT water =.=
aimei mei kept sms & tokin on fone .
lols ,, & we habb tuu be fierce tuu force them eat =xx
we gorged them wid plates of sushi `
however ` both of them onii ate a total of 5plates together =x
so diff tuu handle them T.T
worst than baby shan =x
mii & kel didi ate a total of ardd 10++ plates each -
& ii even ate 2 steamed eggs .
lols ` 1st time eat so manii ;

aft eatin ` we mrt-ed bback tuu dhoby daut -
mii & kel didi dozed off on our seats .
& aimei mei dozed off while leaning on the pillar ! =x
lols ,, propropro xDD -
wonderedd y we were all so slpy =.=
as ffer kel didi ,, ii can understand as he didnt slept the whole nite .
budd as ffer mii & aimei meii ` its kinda o.O -

soon aft `
mii & kel didi mrt-ed bback tuu sengkang 1st .
we were so bboredd + sleepy ! T.T
ii slept on the mrt again -
reachedd sengkang ` accompany kel didi take bus372 hm again ;
we didnt tok in the bus at all -
both feeling extremely slpy lolss ;

reached hm `
off tuu bed tuu slp !
however ` ii was coughing non-stop luhhs .
endded up vomited at the basin =.=
filled up the basin somemore -.-"

YTD ` Tuesday ` 271107
woke upp ardd 8am ;
feeling so @.@ -
preparedd & get rdy tuu work at expo ;
onii work 1 day nia -
sians sians sianss .

Hall 4 was kinda far inside from the entrance -
& ii habb tuu walk quite a distance luhhs ;
reachedd dere ,, exchange IC ffer temp pass -
& wenn tuu find Uncle Sia `
he's quite a friendly + nice uncle bbahs -
the hall was so bigg ;
washroom 1 end -
staff entrance another end -
exit another end -
entrance another end -
moii counter ish at the center of the hall -
& ii saw loads of shuaiges selling pillows LOL `

theres nort a lot of customers `
considering tat it's weekday -
the food at the foodcourt was way tuu up of standard -
the cheapest noodles cost 4bucks ;
& rice at least 4-4.50 too `
foodcourt = so exp? =.="

aft Uncle Sia knocked off at 7pm ;
there comes loads of customers =.=
messed up moii wagons lyk hell -
resulting mii tuu *faint* `
lolss ,, nort the real faint xDD ;

knockedd off at 9pm ;
& wth ~ ii was so pissed off -
walked out from the staff entrance `
theres onii 1 route out & its so far far away ;
as ii walked towards it `
ii realised ii've reached the end !
& the gate was locked . zZz -
moii leg ish aching T.T
habb tuu walk all the way bback again `
tis time ii saw a gguy ;
& ii guessed he's heading tuu the mrt station -
followed behind him ,,
& realisedd tat ii hab tuu cut thru some trees in order tuu ggo tuu the mrt station =.=
dotttssss luhhhs .

mrt-ed tuu pasir ris ;
shoppedd ardd awhile =x
& bus-ed 109 bback hm -
uhhhhs moii legs =(

Today
NO WORK ~
gd & badd luhhs ;
gd = can rest at hm xD -
bad = no income no money T.T

some pics will be uploaded asap -

cough cough cough ;
ii still hab no voice zZz -
ii nid moii voice bback luhhs `
mondae ii still wanna kbox de T.T

Ytd [wed 211107]
woke upp `
fever was gone xDD -
however ,, still having sorethroat ;
budden nort those serious type .
wenn tuu Bugis BHG tuu work ffer a day -
12pm tuu 9pm `
came hm ,, bathe & etc .
& suddenly ,, moii cough + sorethroat hitted mii once again -
moii voice was totally gone `
couldnt speak at all . zZz .
nort even a proper sentence -.-"
well ` kel di heard tat =.=
ii could onii ahemahem & its so out of tune . T.T

Today [thurs 221107]
woke upp ardd 9am `
voice was slightly bback .
at least btr than ytd -
budd still out of tune luhhs . x.x
ii wanna recover asap !!! T.T

dad didnt wenn tuu work todae `
wonderr if ii can audi lata on -
as he believedd tat its bcaz ii indulged all moii freetime in audi `
& tats the reason of y i am sick =.=

221107 ` reminds mii of las year .
its oso the same date -
however ` things werent the same .
its such a nice memory too ;
let it be jus kept in our hearts as a beautiful memories xD -

changes are part & parcel in life xD

die die die ;
even panadol cant save mii uhhhhs .

wenn cp jus nw -
intend tuu bbuy cough medi ,,
however ` couldnt find any luhhs =(
& so ii bought a horoscope book -
read thru 20pages+ ,,
& 95% of the stuffs were true xD .
[ moii characteristics ,, views on different areas ,, strengths & weaknesses & etc ]

lalalas ,,
currently addicted tuu "gong zhu xiao mei" show xDD -
nicenicenice xDD .

As im tidyin up moii stuffs ,,
saw several diaries tat ii usedd tuu write in the past .
2 of them was locked & was nided a key tuu unlock it -
ii was so curious tuu noe wadd i've wrote in tat 2 diaries ;
however ` the key was lost .
ii triedd tuu use a metal thingy tuu force the lock tuu open -
ii didnt gave up at all ;
aft much trying ,, ii finally managed tuu unlock it xDD .

ii've read the diary from the start tuu the last page .
took a long time finish reading both diariess ;
the 1st diary was all abt sec1 Aug tuu sec1 Nov -
sweets & bitterss .
stating how some ppl hab ill-treatedd mii -
ii've swore tat ii will take moii revenge `
however ` its been 5yrs & ii didnt ddo anythin abt it -.-"
bits of hatred was still there .
budd im nort goin tuu do anythin unless they happened tuu step on moii tail again -

The diary had oso shown how a relationship blossomed & stuffs .
it was such a sweet memoriess ;
the memories tat i'll always keep in moii heart -
that period of time was the moments tat ii always desire tuu hab .
it seemed so perfect in the first few mths -
ii've regret tat ii took it ffer grantedd ,,
& nort cherish the moments at tat time .

i've oso realisedd tat several diaries ,, poems & phrases were all written ffer him ;
lookedd thru moii files ,, posters ,, diaries ,, drawings ,, books & etc tat i've wrote over these few years -
& it was all dedicated ffer him .
even 1 of moii blog were all abt moii feelings towards him -
he's the oni one tat couldd motivated mii tuu hab the inspiration tuu write so much .
athough our feelings were totally faded by now ,,
budd i'll always rmb tat we once habb a memorable sweet love .

110803 - ii guess tis was the day tat moii feelings startedd tuu grow -
150803 - the first date wid him before stead ` memorable xD .
011003 - the day we held our hands before stead -
disclossed - the day we stead xD ,, no bits of regretments -
121103 - the day we cried in skool due tuu results ;
[ too manii tuu note dwn ]

well ` i've oso came tuu realised tat i've been cheated by another guy in sec1 -.-"
there were loads of rumours stating tat he's a playboy who timer mani gals at the same time -
ii was silly of mii tat ii didnt believe the rumours ;
ytd ,, aft i've read moii diary entries -
ii've realised tat those were jus tricks tat he usedd ,,
manii incidents hab proven tat -
it was lyk wth - im such a dumbo during the beginning of sec1 =.=
however ` ii didnt lose anything too uhhs xD
tat was jus a puppy love .
no lose no gain =)

aft packin moii stuffs ,,
headedd off tuu watch moii dvd -
watched 16esp w/o stopping till 4am+ xDD ;
lalalas ,, finished watching a drama series of 40esp in 3days =) -

meet vanessa&co at hougang mall tuu celebrate vanessa b'dae `
ii was half an hour late =x
slackedd & walkedd ard hougang mall -
bought some snacks tuu eat ;
& aft tat we settled dwn at LJS -
chatchat awhile & wenn on walking aimlessly `
campedd in a CD shop ffer damnn longg -
ii was superr bboredd - lolss . =x
ardd 6pm ` ii took mrt bback tuu sengkang uhhhs .
siannnns uhhs ~
ii shouldd habb gone somewhere else instead T.T
bits of regretment -

came hm ,,
watchedd new dvd series till 2am -
watchedd 16esp in 2 daes xDD .
the drama was exciting `
however ` the chinese lang they usedd were kinda profoundd .

TODAY
woke upp at 7am -
preparedd & wenn tuu skool tuu take report bk & stuffs .
a guest of honour was gibing a speech on working lyfe tingy -
however ` mii & huishan was busy chit-chatting away ;
she askedd mii if ii wanna work at metro cashier widd her .
the pay ish low ,, $900 a mth ;
yet habb tuu work 6days per week ,, 9hrs per dae . T.T
ii've decided tat if ii still couldnt get a job in tis coming week ;
perphaps ii shall consider joining her in metro uhhs -
budd its so siannnnnns =(

aft the speech ,, we were tuu collect our report bks by index number sequence -
im no.3 & since no.1 & 2 was absent ;
iim supposedd tuu be the 1st one tuu collect it `
however ` whenn ii was abt tuu collect it ,,
mrs helen chong saw it -.-"
& ii habb tuu be the las few ones who allowed tuu collect it luhhs -
as the sch hab made an annoucement beforehandd ;
stating tat colouredd hairs will be the las tuu collect the report bks .
however ` quite a number of moii classmates did dyed their hair ,,
so ii doesnt habb tuu wait tat long xDD -

collected report bks wid 7sheets of papers & PAE admission booklet -
gotten 8th position in class ffer prelim ;
however ` ii wasnt pleasedd wid moii grades ,,
its so kns -.-"

wenn hm aft tat -
& here im blogging ;
intendedd tuu ggo bunk wid kel & xr `
however ` dad toldd mii tat we're ggoin tuu grandma hse tonite -
ffer a b'dae celebration ffer grandma ;
siannns ,, ii guessedd they will make some comments abt moii hair ffer sure -
& dad's gonna realisedd it by then .

YTD
mum was still sick =(
sadsadsad -

wenn tuu tamp meet baby ardd 1pm .
ii was abt 15mins late -
so sryys ;
baby bought the 'The Game Plan' movie tickets first `
aft tat ,, we wenn tuu arcade tuu plae awhile ,,
& wait ffer the show tuu begin xD .
we were freezing in the cinema ,, especially baby =x
her palms were so coldd ,, lyk 0degrees !
LOLS ,, jkjk . nort so kongbu .
the movie was great ,, mani scenes were hilarious -
a nicenice show too xDD .
aft watching the show ,, we wenn ardd searching ffer place tuu eat .
took a long time deciding again ,, lolss -
we landedd up in pastamania at last xD .
ii ate spicy chicken spag & baby ate ddono wadd beef tingy ;
aft eatin ,, walkedd ardd .
& bused 27 bback tuu sengkang ;
baby acc mii tuu moii hse `
slackedd ard at the playgroundd .
& aft tat she walkedd mii tuu moii doorstep -
lols & she left tuu her chalet lerhs ;

came hm ;
watchedd dvd & doze off .
at last watchedd till ardd 12am `
& dad off moii tv liaoss =.=

watchedd 8esp of dvd till ardd 4pm+ -
finally finished watching all 58esp at last xD
the las 2esp was kinda touching ;
a nicenice hongkong drama show =)

came on9 & edited some ppics ;
its been kinda long since ii edited ppics lerhs -
so wasnt very flexible widd it .
was tinkin if ii shouldd design a new layout ffer moii blog ;
any suggestions ? xDD -

below are some photos taken recently xDD .

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TAKEN ON 121107

woke upp ardd 10am+ .
wenn on9 awhile `
& meet moii peixian nuer at ardd 12pm -
its moii 1st time meeting her xP -
so im kinda anxious + wry tat we might habb nth tuu tok -

we trained tuu harbourfront ,,
wenn vivo & habb our lunch -
we were kinda xiasuayss luhhs =x
sat at the seats tat we arent supposedd tuu sit . lolss .
the scene was kinda rofl =P
orderedd our food & we took quite long tuu finish it -
as we were chatting while eatin =x
aft tat ` wenn tuu check if theres any nice moviess -
& who noess ,, ii've watched "stardust" & she haven -
she've watched "the game plan" & ii haven .
so ,, we ddin get tuu watch any movies . LOLS .

aft tat ` we wenn tuu buy "Ben & Jerry" icecream -
its nicenicenice xDD .
however ` it cost mii $4.50 . lolss .
kinda ex ffer an icecream luhhs - budd nvmss =)
walkedd ardd eatin icecream & chit-chattings at the same time .
she toldd mii some of her probs ;
& ii jus feel lyk ..
why are some ppl so kpo? -.-"
its none of their business & they wanna noe so much -
it somehow reminds mii of some1 (oso very kpo de) xD .

aft tat ` bought chocolates from candy empire - xDD -
& till nw ,, ii still haven eaten any of it yet =xx
soon aft ` baby & her frens dropped by -
didnt habb the chance tuu realli tok tuu her .
lols ,, & we walkedd our own ways lerhs ;

trained back tuu sengkang wid nuer -
& we took some photos on the train .
its so paisehhs wenn 3guys suddenly sat infront of us & kept starin at us -
we immediately changed our seats tuu the back of the train . LOLS ;
took more than 10photos on the train xDD -

reached cp ` walked from lvl 1 tuu lvl 4 ,, lvl 4 tuu b1 . lolss -
& soon ` we settledd dwn at burgerking ;
chatchats & partedd ardd 5.30pm - xD -
funfunfun luhhs ` lovesss nuer -
shall ggo out together soon again xDD .

photos will be uploadedd tmr =P
sleeepppyy - hees .

okae ,, reached hm -
watchedd dvd awhile ;
& was alerted tat baby wanna come moii hse tuu take her file .
agreedd & waitedd her tuu come -
she came ardd 7pm ;
we stood outside moii hse ffer ardd 10mins -
LOLS ,, was discussing if she wanna come in moii hse or jus take the file & ggo lerhs -
in the endd ,, she came in moii hse xDD ;

took a look at her new hp ,, its lyk so fattt !! [ screen so big ] =x
took quite some time tuu see her 1000+ photos T.T
& she gort 600+ songs too .
its lyk waaaaaaa ,, so maniii T.T
aft tat ` we kept disturb each other -
budd ii guessedd ii disturbed her more ! LOLS .
funfunfun luhhs . xDD .

aft tat ` mummy cooked our dinner -
& ii kept push the food tuu her =x
lalalas xDD .
watchedd the 9pm show -
its kinda nice luhhs ,, budd las espisode liaoss =(
aft tat ` ii wenn tuu on com ;
feel lyk laughing againss aft readin sth ,, nvmnvmss =P
baby wenn in & take a look too - xDD -
& we playedd the fake audi ;
the graphic was so kuku LOLSS . lmaoss -
& jerome calledd mii ;
chatted ffer ardd 30mins -
& he off tuu slp liaoss .

soon aft ` baby wenn in the real audi -
habb probs finding bb4 room . lolss ;
however ` managedd tuu find a bb4 room at last xDD .
plae awhile & its ardd 12am liaoss ! T.T
& she habb tuu ggo home liaoss ;
took bback her hp aft charging her hp at moii rm .
& realisedd she habb 15miss calls from her rl mummy -
it was lyk omgg ,, sure jialatss liaos T.T
hope she & her rl mummy dun start war !
prayyersss .
hopefully tmr we still can go out tuu watch movie as plannedd -

its a wonder tat mii & baby could actt plae till liddat todae ;
ii tot it could never happen again aft so much MIA-ness -
& cold treatment from each another .
ii tot it might habb all endedd since 19oct07 ;
iim so pleasedd tat todae ,, we cann plae as if no worries ish obstructing us . xDD -
its great tat ytd we opened our hearts & tok things out ;
ii realli hope todae wont bbe the last meeting of us -
ii believedd if we triedd our best tuu strengten our friendship ,,
we cann still bbe as close as beforee - xDD .
ii ddo enjoy the times widd euu ,, baby -
lovesss too xD .

lalalass ,,
declaringg "WAR" endedd xDD -
unless she wanna continue luhhs ;
& ii'll say no & plae along widd her ^^
ii habb too much free time too . woooOooos xDD .
budd ii believedd tis isnt the end of war -
it seemedd lyk the game habb jus began ? LOLS .
anyway jus tuu clarify ,, ii do noe the real meaning of "dun step on moii tails" luhhs -
cant she see im jus tryin tuu act noob? -
nvmmss ,, perphapss she jus cant get moii hints . =)
forget it den xDD .
shall await wadd she gonna blogg again ---

hahass ` moii entry ish getting longer & longer as day passess xDD

however ` aft puttin dwn the fone .
ii cant seemedd tuu close moii eyes & slp -
manii tings flashedd thru moii mind ;

ii was tinkin of him (the guy ii jus knew nort long ago) .
he seemed so perfect tuu mii ,,
budd ii guessed its bcaz we haven knew each other long enough tuu judge .
its been long since some1 could made moii heart beat faster than normal -
& he actt did . xD -
ii believedd tat it was jus a crush uhhs .
perphaps it wouldnt last long =x
as ii couldnt see any future in it - lolss .
& ii dunch tink he feel ffer mii too .
however ` ii will cherish the times wid him nw xD .
out of a sudden ,, tis guy reminds mii of bearbear (the guy tat i've lost contact widd ffer long) -

las nite ,, ii was also tinkin abt the 'war' which ish happening nw too -
ii was intendin tuu heck abt all these -
budd ,, moii decision habb changedd aft ii read all of their blogs todae .

ii realli hope ii didnt trust the wrong person ;
aft reading his blog ,, ii began tuu doubt luhhs -
he toldd mii tat she was accusing him ffer tings he didnt ddo .
& ii believedd him .
however ` now he statedd tat 'guess ii realli dun keep moii words' -
ii was lyk ,, was he lying tuu mii ?
or he was jus tryin tuu pleased her by sayin tat ?
ii realli habb no idea .
ii jus wanna noe the truth from him -
maybb he habb difficulties ;
budd pls bbe true tuu ur heart & clear all misunderstandings .

ii was alerted tat she wanna meet mii & camilla -
hahhs ,, wanna meet up arhhs ?
since she ish the one who initiate it & nort us .
she should bbe the one coming tuu findd us -
nort us ggoin tuu her instead .
so its fine widd mii =)

LOL ,, fail english badly ?
ii admit tat moii english was bbad =)
budd arent she refering tuu herself too ?
her english are none better than us as well .
if her english standard ish so great ,, she wouldn end up at where she ish now xD .
& she would habb score an distinction in english uhhs .
so pls look at urself before commenting on others -
& ii guessed she ish the one who humiliated herself instead .
ROFL .
it so hilarious luhhs xD .

lolss ` aisehhhs ,, 'dunch step on ur tail' -
ddo human have tails?
ii doubt so . =x
anyway ` iim nort one tuu bbe provoke too .

ohhs ` ii did ggo thru moii mind b4 ii speak .
& ii didnt regret of wad ii said at all .
i'll nv take bback my words -
unless he ish the one lying tuu mii .

anyway did ii even disturb her sister?
wth did she said tat?
makin up stories again hurr? -
lmao ,, coward ? dench wadd she expect mii tuu ddo tuu prove tat im nort a coward ?
tink before answering .

hahas ,, dealin wif kids?
excuse mii ,, pls find out the real meaning & age of 'kids' .

lols ,, befriends? ;
from the beginning ,, we're onii strangers -
ii didn even regardd her as moii frens .
deleting me from her blog ?
it doesnt change anything -
bcaz she will still ggo tuu check moii blog & see if ii update tis . xD .

lols ,, 'say sth & euu will do it?' -
it was rofl .
she said she wont read his blog again -
budd she still did it .
& she said tis aft they habb bcome so called 'frens' -
so ii guessedd ii knew who the hyprocite is .

wadd ii said make noo sense?
there ish 2 probability tat she will say tis .
1st ,, perphaps he ish lying tuu mii -
if nort ,, its bcaz she ish faking away ;

well ` its no pt sayin so much luhhs ;
she can deny all she wan .
maybb she tinks she ish right ,,
bbudd ii dunch tink so -
unless wadd he told mii was all fake .

TODAY
okae ` enough of mentioning her - xD .
woke upp ardd 10am todae .
gibb wake-up cor tuu kel di ;
been calling since 10am till almost 11am . lolss .
he ish such a piggy !! T.T

meet him at sengkang mrt at ardd 12pm .
trainedd tuu dhobydaut -
wenn bunk findd ppl `
yet all still haven come .

decidedd tuu hab lunch at ps 1st -
& we habb so much trouble in settling dwn at yoshinoya .
the scene was kinda rofl .
& he ish so ungentleman luhhs ! =.="
nvms nvms . lols .

aft eatin ` wenn bback bunk again .
& slack ardd while waitin ffer taiyang tuu come xD -
tootpid kel di kept on disturbin mii & him =.="
sprouting loads of nonsense . lolss .

wenn on tuu book com ffer audi -
the list was kinda long ,,
however ` we waitedd less than 10mins ii supposedd . xD -
com no. 27 , 28 , 29 xDD .
& im so dwn by luck luhhs !
the chair tat iim siting ish spoilt -.-"
however ` ii was heck it & sit lorhhs . lolss .
playedd ffer ardd 1hr 30mins -
ii was damnn noob cann . x.X -
so xia suay norhhhs .

stood outside bunk awhile aft tat -
kel di de fren came tuu approach him .
& he ps mii & taiyang T.T
however ` ii was kinda di-siao luhhs .
disturbin their consveration by walkin inbetween them -
being an extra in such situation ish fun =x

aft awhile `
we wenn ps tuu accompany taiyang tuu eat .
settledd dwn at burgerking -
the scene was rofl .
ii was laffing non-stop at tat moment ;
its moii turn tuu disturb kel di ! xD .
staring at him & makin 'sounds' could drive him madd .
& he habb difficulty in eatin his fries LOL -

aft tat `
we slackedd at burgerking -
chatting & blasting songs xD .
hadd some jokes & crapss -
was kinda enjoyable ^^ .

ardd 5.30pm+ ,,
we walkedd back bunk again -
tuu meet kel di de 'AIAI' ! =x
& the most funny thing ish we were blocked by 3 teenagers .
they popped infront of us ,, gibing us a fright -
we were stunnedd luhhs ;
& they told us tat they were habin a 'amazing race' competition .
stating so manii reasons jus tuu wan us donate money tuu them -
we wantedd tuu ggo off `
however ,, they surrounded us in a corner luhhs -.-"
so ended up ,, each of us gave them $1 . lolss -
as tats the coins tat we habb .

slackedd outside bunk again -
walking ardd aimlessly . lolss .
ardd 7pm ` we partedd at the mrt widd taiyang -
as he stay at boonlay ` so farrrr from us .
trainedd back tuu sengkang -
agreedd tuu accompany kel di tuu take bus372 from cp .
it was moii 1st time takin tis bus . lolss .
we waitedd ffer the bus ffer ardd 15minss -
superr sleepy at tat momentt .

reachedd hm ardd 8pm -
bathe & was feelin so sleepy ;
dozed off at the sofa .
however ` dad was disturbin mii -
resulting mii tuu bth ;
pissedd off & wenn off tuu moii rm tuu slp -
duhhs ,, ii onii managedd tuu slp till ard 10pm ;
& was awakened by dad again luhhs .
askedd mii ggo out habb dinner -.-"
ii was lyk wth ,, ii dunch wanna eat -
ii jus nid a proper slp .
its been long since ii slp early -
as ii've been usedd tuu slping aft 2am at least =x
diaoooosss .

wenn out eat ,,
came hm ardd 11pm -
& ii wasnt tat sleepy nw .
therefore ,, here ii am xDD .

lalalas -
its been kinda long since ii blogged so long xD .

well ,, its good tat euu habb tink it thru .
& realisedd tat euu arent suitable in a relationship yet -
im kinda pleasedd tuu hear tat ,,
as ii hab the same thought as euu -
ii wasnt ready ffer a relationship too & ii knew ur heart ish nort solely in mii .
iim thankful tat ii didnt accept eu harshly tat dae -
anywayss we'll continue tuu be as frens xD .
however ` nobodyy noess wadd will happen in future -
jus let destiny decides .

lastly ,, ii was kinda pissedd off aft reading some1's blog ;
ii dunch intendd indicate her name as ii dunch wanna make matter worst -
budd ii knew if she get tuu read tis ,,
its ffer sure tat she will pick up a fuss widd mii -
or insult mii in her blog ffer sure .
however ` wadd she blogged was realli ridiculous .
ii habb no choice bbudd tuu gib some feedback -
as a fren of moii fren ,, ii feel realli pissedd off `
iim certain tat she ish trying tuu change the facts -
aft understand the situation & seeing both parties blog .
she ish jus tryin tuu tell the whole world tat he is the one letting her dwn .
taking all the blames by herself on the surface tuu show every1 tat she ish so "wei da" -
making up storiess tuu sabotage him ` destorying his reputation .
it seemedd so 'jian' can .
ii didnt expect her tuu bbe so ... (beyond words can describe her) .
ii didnt noe wadd tuu say ;
budd ii jus cant tolerate her actions .
stating tat she wouldnt read his blog ,, budd she still did -
ii wonderedd yy she hab so much time readin so manii ppl blog .
well its nort my prob too . xD .
perphaps some ppl habb too much free time .
lols ,, maybb im wrong -
budd the truth will bbe out if she realli blog abt me tmr or few days lata xD .
as it proves tat she did habb tuu much time tuu read my blog .

ii dunch deny tat ii did wenn tuu read her blog -
as ii knew aft wadd he posted on his blog ,,
she will sure tuu make some comments on her blog too .
iim jus being tuu curious & kpo xDD -

well ` he askedd mii ffer patch on wed nite (061107) -
wenn ii log in msn -
bbudd ii ddin accept him ;
as ii can sense tat he still love her `
& he admited tat as well .
ii was tinkin ,, since he still love her ,,
yy is he askin mii ffer patch?
iim dunch wanna be a replacement =/
another reason its bcaz of the fact tat he's always pillion-ing gals . lolss .
& it made mii feel lyk he's interested in manii gals -
maybb iim wrong ,, budd ii do feel it tat way .
however ` he assured me tat he wont pillion any gals if ii go backk tuu him ;
its nort tat ii dunch believe ,,
budd nort 100% =x
ii dunch deny ii do hab some feelings ffer him -
however ` its nort as much as the past ;
& ii noe he's feeling the same way too .
ii habb no idea if we will bbe together in the future -
there are chancess ,, bbudd nort very high .
it habb tuu depend on how he is ggoin tuu prove his love ffer mii bahs .
ii habb tuu consider carefully -
as ii dunch wanna regret in the future .

My las paper which was lit ` ended ardd 3.30pm -
came hm ` wenn audi & conf wid kel didi ,, bran & pauline .
sighhs ` & ii seems damn noob than before .
didnt played a week & ii bcame so noob -
cant even press simple keys =.=
tis resultedd mii in kinda losing interest in audi .
felt so siannnns .
& soon aft ` pei lin calledd mii ;
discussing abt chalet thingy ,,
& we decided nort tuu go due tuu some matters -
shall nort mention here .
aft tat ` vanessa calledd & saidd she wanna come over tuu moii hse .
she came ardd 6pm+ & usedd the com ;
while ii was audi-ing wif baby & baby dar .
ardd 8pm+ ` wenn tuu hab dinner wid vanessa .
& we partedd almost 9pm .

sighhs ,,
since im nort ggoin chalet .
im free on next mon-wed -
jio mii out xDD .

SAT
wenn marina sq xD
shoppedd ardd -
bought a top ,, earringss & a small handbag .
wantedd tuu buy a sunglasses at 1st =x

SUN
wenn AMK hub xD
shoppedd ardd -
bought heels & jeanss .

MON
hadd ss paper in the mornin -
SBQ was average ` at least btr than prelims .
it was kinda lucky tat 'Singapore's Population' was testedd on structured essay .
as ii've read on earlier on xDD
aft tat ` stayedd in skool awhile ;
together ` calledd up some companies ,,
askin us tuu ggo ffer interview on wed instead -
budd we didn gib up .
pei lin wenn tuu moii hse ,,
& we made several calls tuu diff outlets -
every outlet assuredd us wid diff tingy .
& we decidedd tuu ggo dwn the hq aft on ;
pei lin wenn hm & preparedd herself -
we met at 1pm ;
bused 159 tuu cp -
bused 80 tuu paya lebar -
filled in application form ;
& the reception askedd us tuu wait ffer them tuu contact us .
it was such a waste ggoin dere luhhs -
bought newspaper ;
both of us took turns tuu call up the companies -
none was suitable ;
neither it is too far or we are underage ffer the job .
at last ` we bused 80 bback .
alighted at hougang mall `
askedd several shops if there's vancacy .
filledd in some application forms again -
& wait ffer further notice ;
ardd 6pm+ ` bought donut & took bus161 hm .
the donut was uber delicious xDD -
wenn hm ` extremely exhaustedd ;
slept till ardd 9pm ,,
woke upp watch tv prog -
& wenn out ffer dinner ardd 10pm .

TUE
hadd sci p1 in the mornin ;
no idea if moii ans ish correct ,,
as its kinda tricky bbahs .
habin lit paper in a few hrs time `
paper start at 2pm ,,
gotta ggo nw . xDD .

anyway the past few papers seemed kinda alright bbahs .
ii guessed passing isnt a prob ,,
however ` scoring A's & B's ish a big challenge .
moderation sux too . T.T
nvms nvms .
no pt thinkin of all these .
past ish past xDD -

jus wenn tuu check moii email -
been quite some time since ii signin msn & check mails .
recievedd a long email from wq ;
he sent it on 23oct ` however ,, ii jus gt tuu read it .
ii didnt noe wadd tuu reply -
& so ii didnt response bback ,, sryy .
however ` ii would lyk tuu make clear abt sth in case he mistaken . =x
the "sorry , im done" thingy ,, didnt mean the way u thought -
wad iim refering tuu "im done" ish wid the ppic tat im done ;
so sryy tat ii made euu misunderstood .
anyway its realli saddening wenn euu mentionedd tat we seemed lyk strangers nw -
yes ,, its true as we dinn realli tok anymore ;
it reminds mii back the days wenn ii confided in euu -
& all the memorable memoriess .
well ` perphaps someday we should realli catch up bahss .
hopefully we can be as lyk in the past - =)
hmms ,, abt the letter tuu ---- ,,
ii guessed i've decidedd nort tuu send it lerhs .
as ii tink ii shouldnt let those things affect mii anymore -
budd if euu wan tuu see the copy of the letter ,,
ii cann send it tuu euu =)
blessingsss - x