Monday, October 01, 2007

[ yesterday ]
it was sundayy -
woke upp ardd 9am in the morning `
studied bits & wenn off tuu watch 1 esp of dvd & 6esp of anime =x
aft tat ` continued tuu study bits & soon ` took a 1/2 hr nap .
woke up ardd 7pm ` wenn cp meet dad -
signed on a new line & bought a new hp (nokia 6500) ffer mum ;
i'll be using the new line soon -
& moii current line will be cut off in 3mths time .
aft which ` wenn tuu kfc ffer dinner -
& wait ffer mummy tuu meet us .
shopped awhile & wenn hm -
came hm ` helped mummy wid the new hp `
& wanted tuu hab a nice slp aft tat ;
budd who noes ` so damnn shyt .
dad & mum was quarreling - zZz -
budd the fact was actt dad scolding mum over small matters `
ii wouldnt mention wadd the prob here
dad was too harsh on words ` arghhs .
ii tried tuu control moii emotions by nort making things worst -
as ii noe ` if ii were tuu voice out ,, things will bcome worst .
ii criedd & cried as things happenedd .
ii bite myself hardd & ii felt better .
( moii new way of self torturing )
ii realli couldnt take it `
its simply too much -
sometimes ii do nort understand yy would ii hab such a father .
although he treated mii gd in times -
budd ` whenever he's in hot temper ` he would do things w/o tinking consq -
ended up ` ii couldnt slept the whole night .
ii was tinking loads of tings -
feelingg so depressed yet moii hp was empty batt =.="
& caused mii ` couldnt find any1 tuu tok tuu . diiaoos .
sometimes ii do hope ii can be more hardheartedd & coldblooded .
it might be better in times .

[ today ]
1st ` Happy B'dae myy gal ` teo pei lin ~ =)
hope she lyk the present ii made ffer her . ^^
2nd ` Happy Children's Day ! =DD

okae ` was late ffer skool today -
missed lrt & bus T.T
ended up ii choose tuu wait ffer the next lrt .
reached skool ardd 7.40am `
& was actt intending tuu run away from the run =x
budd plan fail luhss . zZz .
ran 5rounds at the parade square .
& the most embarrasing ting ish tat 4NA students were sitting at dere -
down moii luck T.T
lessons were usual -
did June2007 O's maths paper `
was kinda easy . =)
hope moii O's maths paper will be easy too . lolss . =x

aft skool ` wenn tuu hougang mall wid huishan & xiaowei .
wenn tuu habb dessert budd ii din eat -
soon aft ` shopped awhile ` while waiting ffer peilin tuu meet us .
ardd 4pm ` limin & joanna (T.T dono how to spell her name) came -
wenn chicken rice stall & continue wait ffer peilin .
they ordered chicken rice budd ii din eat too . lolss =x
the auntie was kinda ap luhs -.-"
nvm abt tat auntie ` lolss .
aft some time ` mii ,, huishan & xiaowei wenn off 1st -
took bus161 hm .
& thx huishan ffer agreeing tuu take bus wid mii . LOLS =x
if nort ii sure sianNnns till @.@ -
so hungryy nowww -
gonna watch anime awhile & perphaps study? =x
shall seee .