came hm `
decidedd tuu revise ffer chem -
as ii somehow feel lyk ii shouldn gib up .
however ` all sorts random thoughts flooded moii mindd ;
& mixture of feelings overwhelmed mii -
thinkin bback of the past memoriess wid all moii ex & frens & skool lyfe .
almost everything seemed so vivid tuu mii -

ii miss those frens & buddiess tat ii usedd tuu hang ardd wid ;
the funn ` the laughter & all .
budd everything isnt the same anymore -
ppl aroundd mii hab changedd ;
well ` jus let those memoriess be kept in moii heart xD -

as ffer moii exs ,, beautiful memoriess flashedd thru moii mindd `
every one of them habb movedd on .
& im glad tuu noe tat xDD -
jus tuu add on ` theres onii a few tat did made moii heart melted xD -

as ffer skool lyfe `
ii've overcame all kinds of ups & downs -
it was a big challenge tuu mii =/
every year was a different story ` different situation -
sec1 was a atrocious one ,, until july xD - rating: 2/10 .
sec2 was a memorable one ,, however ` ii chose tuu crash it down - rating: 7/10 .
beginning of sec3 was a unforgettable one ,, thx tuu some faggardds . rating: 1/10 .
however ` life ish gettin abit btr ardd mid of sec 3 xDD ; rating: 4/10
sec 4 ` ups & dwns . rating: 5/10 .
sec 5 ` kinda smooth ? xDD rating: 7/10 .
However ` its all in the past xDD -

time passes so fast .
unconsciously ` i've realised tat i've been single ffer 3mths -
& ii will remain single till moii ideal partner appear xDD .
however ` ii tink im nort suitable tuu hab a stead yet ;
as ii still dono how tuu treat a stead . lolss .
perphaps ii still dono wadd true love is -

- short lived laughter -

Some pics tat taken recently xD

8 oct 2007

baby & moii ipod xD .

crabb on moii finger xD ! kawaii crabb .

13 oct 2007

wine xD .

o.o ~

steamboat ingredients .

eatin halfway xD .

grilling too -

19 oct 2007 [oni some pics are uploaded]

taken at pasir ris xD .

the bridge tat bought mii back manii chidlhood memories -

moii old hse block -

the basketball court under moii old flat . memoriess -

neoprints xD -

taken randomly at sentosa .

lols `
snap a couple of pics of baby randomly at sentosa -
budd ii wont upload it here xD .
if nort she will kill mii =P -

spent some time tinkin of wadd tuu wear . lolss .
no clothes luhhss ` =x
anyway thx baby ffer bringing over her eng file ffer mii xD -
aft tat see baby plae audi till 11am `
although she sae she abit noob todae -
budd its still kinda impressive luhhs ^^
chancing wid fast spd xD -

bus-ed 109 tuu pasir ris white sandss .
plae arcade awhile & wenn tuu eat lerhs -
ii ate fried fish while baby ate grilled fish `
& wowss ! she 1st time eat so fast LOLS . =x
bbudd too bbadd ,, she didn touch the rice =P
aft eatin ,, wenn tuu take np xD `
our 2nd np lolss -
& so shyt cann . lolss .
theres no ink in printin luhhs ;
ddench the person-in-charge took quite longg tuu get it done -
waitedd dere ffer more than 1/2 hr . lolss .

it started tuu drizzle aft tat `
walkedd thru pasir ris park tuu moii old hse . =x
ii hadd a bad memory `
& had some difficulties in the findin the right direction . lolss .
ii miss pasir ris luhhs xD .
so manii memoriess startedd tuu flash bback .
aft tat ` walkedd tuu central .
the place whr ii hang ardd most when iim youngg -
next ,, walkedd tuu baby's old hse . lolss .
& moii leg was so suan aft much walking =x
aft visiting all the placess ,, cabbed over tuu vivo .
& ii slept throughoutt . xD -
super slpy ` heees .

Upon arriving vivo ,, wenn tuu sentosa tuu findd her classmates .
ii was so extra at dere ` lykk ddono waddd shyt . lolss -
However ` aft some time ,, ii startedd playin wid the water gun ;
kindda funn luhss ` bbudd kept kanna bully by 1 guy . -.-"
lolss nvmms ` who ask mii ggo provoke him .
ardd 6pm+ ` left sentosa .
intending tuu habb dinner at vivo wid baby & her fren, vicky -
plae wid the water awhile ` lolss .
& we gort all dench luhhs -
budd baby kanna the most . LOLS .
aft tat ` wenn tuu find place tuu eat -
However ` it was wowwww ~
all restaurants long queuess . lolss .
& we decidedd tuu eat at sengkang instead -
mrt-ed tuu sengkang ` & shytt againn ;
sakae sushi oso longg queue lolss .
budd nvm nvm ` queue norhhs =/
aft much waitin ` we finally gort our seats at ardd 8.30pm -
eateateat ` laff lyk siaokiass . lolss .
thx baby ffer treating us ffer dinner -
finished eatin at ardd 9pm+ .
aft tat ` baby & vicky walkedd home wid mii -
& they cabbed hm lerhhs -

it was exhausting today luhhs .
hahas `
1hr more tuu baby b'dae lerhhs -
HAPPY B'dae tuu baby in advance xD

aiyahhhs .
ppics will be uploadedd tmr bbahs -
too slpy now tuu cut the piccs . lolss . xD .

1. Are you in a relationship?
- nops .
2. What would you do if your guy/girl is seeing another person?
- depending .
3 . How would you feel then?
- sad & frustrated .
4. Do you share your secrets with your friends?
- onii close frens .
5. What is in store in your secret diary?
- ii nort baka ! already sae secret liaos -.-"
6. Sumarise it.
- secret .
7. The phone suddenly rings out of nowhere, who do you expect it is?
- ddono .
8 . Why are you appearing online?
- requestedd by frenx .
9 . Roses or diamonds? GIRLS only.
- ii very greedy derhs . ii wan BOTH ! xD .
10. Cats or dogs?
- preffered cats .
13.If someone were to drop you abouquet of roses at your doorstep, what colour do you think it will be?
- red or pink . xD
14.Do you play THE SIMS?
- nops .
15. What online games do you play?
- audi xD ` ms a lil .
16. Who is in your mind now.
- no one special xD
17. Why & for how long?
- till the day ii met moii ideal partner . xD
18. Did your parents know about any of your relationships?
- yepps .
19. Have you ever been hurt?
- yepps .
20 . What is the most hurting thing you’ve ever faced?
- seeing some1 ii love left .
21. If you could change back the time, when will it be?
- ddono .
22. Do you own a calendar?
- hp calender =x
23. What kind of songs do you listen to?
- mani xD
24. Who do you last talked to on the phone?
- eyy jerome .
25. Any plans in 10 years time?
- marry? LOL . xD
26. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- yesh .
27. What would you do if one of your EX-es wants you back?
- FK OFF ! LOLS ,, jkjk . ii dono .
28. Do you like poems? What kind?
- its touching & romantic xD .
29.Do you love school?
- sometimes .
30. Do you have a close friend?
- yeps .
31. Do you make friends outside your school?
- yesh loadss xD .
32. What would you do if your loved one dies?
- live in misery .
33. Do you usually like more than 1 person?
- did ,, budd nort usually .

add up your points after you finish
this multiply by 5
And Repost as: " I'm _____% retarded

aft the horrendous sci pract `
wenn tuu cp tuu buy baby b'dae present -
walked up & dwn trying tuu find another ting ffer baby .
However ` tuu no avail =/
Therefore ,, ii oni bought the thingy tat she mentioned before . =x
hope ii dunch get the wrong one ` lolss .
wenn hm ardd 4pm -
wenn audi tuu slack `
tuu moii surprise ,, ii actt saw some ppl discussing abt the sci pract -
joinedd in the chat sharing views abt the upcoming O's `
& hadd a few good matches in audi xD
surprisingly ` ii won quite a number of matches in a row ^^
slight improvements yeahhs ~
However ` ii still couldnt make it tuu songs abv 125bmp luhhs .
lvl 8 onwardss sure ddie . lolss .
plaeplaeplae ` chatchatchat -
hadd some funn luhss . enjoyable xD -
finally gort a chance tuu hab a game wid moii cousins aft so mani mths -
& they indeed improve alot . lols .
ii seemed so noob =((
surprisingly tat fone began tuu ring continuously lolss .
one aft another -.-"
rare rare rare xD ` once in a blue moon . =x
5 diff calls from 5 diff ppl . lolss .
& bran wantedd mii tuu cor kel ` budd ii refused tuu =x
mouth was tiring aft continuous toking . xD -

Tmr will be celebrating baby early b'dae -
meeting her at 9.30am `
hope tmr she cann enjoy & happy bahhs xD
<33>

okae `
ii broke my promise -.-"
on com again -
came on9 tuu design sth ffer wq ;
maybe tats the oni ting ii can do ffer him .
its his b'dae tmr .
& ii noe ii wont be able tuu celebrate wid him at all -
anyway ii do hope he can hab a wonderful b'dae tmr ;
spent some time designing tat graphic -
however ` ii noe its simple & kinda childish T.T
budd ii do hope he will lyk it . =)
will be posting tis pic on moii blog ;
sending tuu his email ;
& in his friendster bbahs -
hope he ish able tuu see it .

alright `
tats all ,,
shall hold on wid moii promise -
off com now !

wenn hm `
audi-ed again - plae plae plae ` nv die b4 -.-"
off com ardd 4.30pm+ .
did some of qns of the maths papers -
& wenn off tuu slp -.-"pigg mi
woke up = EAT dinner + watch tv till 11pm .
& came on9 noww . lolss .

how ii wished moii exam had came tuu an end .
the others are nw relaxing ` enjoying ` celebrating -
lolss ,, unlike mii !! awwwws .
bcaz of O's ` ii missed out so much fun =((
sighhhs ` nvm nvm . few more weeks & its the end of O's !

[ YESTERDAY ]
short summaryy abt ytd bbahss .
well ` ytd oso audi whole day -
gort myself a audi dear LOLS `
whom ii played oni 1 round wid him -.-"
hahas ` gotten a 'team' too .
& we oso played 1 round together -
its so lame luhhs .
budd habb some funn yeahs =)

[ TODAY ]
woke upp ardd 10am in the morning -
budd ii was lyk kinda @.@ lolss `
& soon ` ii fell asleep again =x

ardd 1.40pm ,, baby cabbed tuu moii hse ~
we tried revising bits of maths .
& sending songsss . lolss =x
& ii managedd tuu snap some of baby photos !
however ` it ish badly taken luhhs T.T [[ __ btr den nth ! T_T [typed by baby]
& soon we wenn tuu hab lunch which moii mummy cookedd .
took quite some time eatingg ` lolss . x
aft tat ,, showed baby moii childhood times' photos =x
habb some gd laughs -.-"
lols ` ii looked so retarded in some of the pics .
budd frankly speaking ,, ii do miss moii childhood moments =x
so carefree ,, dunch habb tuu worry abt anything -
everything eat , sleep , cry LOLS - & POO !! ROFL .

aft looking at those photos ,,
wenn back tuu do a couple of maths qns -
& we wenn on tuu plae audi . lolss .
baby helped mii tuu trash kel - =x [[ i nvr =.= [typed by baby]
thx loads mannn ~ shiok shiok shiok ~ [[ i nt man . I M BABY RAWR! ._. [typed by baby]
kel promisedd tuu send 5k acash ;
however ` ii tink he wanna scam mii again luhhs .
he isnt a man of his words . =.="

aft audi ,,
& its already 8pm+ `
hurriedd on & watchedd our tv progg . lolss .
& baby kept snatching moii hp . =((
so baddd ~ ~ ~ [[ sae me!? [typed by baby]
habb our dinner at the same time -
& we actt ate till 9.30pm !!
kong bu hor? 1hr+ !! - [[ ISH MEEEE! TIS IS CALLED PRO SKILL! [typed by baby]
continuedd wid our tv progss aft tat till 11pm .
& here im updating blogg esp ffer baby tuu see NOW !! LOLS .
awws ,, she's going bback soon lerhhs .
bb baby ~ MUACKS ! =D [[ kns LOL [typed by baby]

6oct2007

lols ` hengg it isnt tat clear .

5oct2007

prawn noodles . lols . seemed delicious ,, bud actt nort .

im the white one . he's the red one .

evidence =x

si kel . sore loser . lolss . [off9 when he noe he ish losing ffer sure]

30sep2007

my piano ,, hadnt touch it ffer years =x rott liao .

nokia6500 =D

gort study de horhhs =x

full of wks . T.T

@.@ -

lols moii messy table =x

part of moii table .

29sep2007

moii past time collection . =x

isnt it cute? =x xiaobaii~~~

hahas ,, go dig out these stuffs .

23sep2007

total 10packs inside =x

heyhey ,, ii dunch smoke kae . lolss .

22sep2007

hahas ,, las time nth tuu ddo in skool .

18sep2007

moii sushi supper =x

17Sep2007

jus a snap . lolss .

YESTERDAY
it was a disaster -
no peace at all `
cant even study ffer a single moment -
caused by my dad whom disturbed me every 5mins .
kept on pestering mii ffer nth zZz .
resulting mii failing tuu concentrate at all -
the maths qns were driving mii crazy `
as it seemed so diff ffer mii .
& in addition ,, dad kept irritates mii -
testing moii level of patience .
tis adds loads tuu moii stress cann . zZz .
its nort lyk he dono moii O's is coming in a week time -
budd ii dunch understand y the hell he kept disturbs me .
it had reached moii limit -
ii cant focus at all . dammit .
at last ,, ii couldnt take it anymore `
& ii almost smashed moii hp on the floor .
it was anger tat overwhelmed me ;
resulting mii tuu self-torture again -
hadd a few new ways of self-torturing .
& the physical pain didnt seemed tuu hurt me at all ;
in addition ,, resulting mii tuu feel much better `
presuming the injuries would gone at the most a few hrs time ,,
however ` it still hadnt recover yet .
perphaps ii used too much strength . lolss .

TODAY
thankfully things werent bad as ytd .
kinda peace -
& so ii managed tuu study a few hrs sucessfully ;
however ` there were loads of maths tat ii failed tuu figure out .
sighhs ,, pulled dwn moii confidence lvl again . x.X
theres still so much more ffer mii tuu study luhhss .

maths 75% completed .
f&n 40% completed .
chinese 90% completed .
english 70% completed .
physics 10% completed .
chemistry 0% completed .
ss 30% completed .
lit 60% comepleted .

uhhhs ,, how tuu reach 100% ffer all subs in a week time .
dying in progress . x.x

wenn hm wid tat hot weather -
preparedd myself & walkedd tuu cp ;
met up wid jerome while heading towards cp `
trainedd tuu harbourfront `
listenedd tuu his probs wid her .
wenn vivo ` he wantedd tuu catch a movie -
budd ii refused ,, caz i tink no movies on show is nice . lols .
so we hadd lunch ,,
then ` we continuedd tuu walk aimlessly .
wenn in 'Toys r us' -
was playing wid weapons & tootpid hats .
was kinda funn although its chidlish -
saw baby & her frens in 'Toys R us' ,,
budd soon mii & jerome wenn tuu take a seat outside .
he told mii stuffs abt him & her again -
lols ,, & soon baby came tuu findd us again `
chatchat wid her & she wenn tuu find her frens lerh .
& we trainedd back tuu sengkang aft tat -
parted at sengkang station .
& ii wenn bback hm -

its great ffer us tuu remain jus as frens -
& nothing more than tat . =)

wenn hm `
& soon i fell asleep up till nw .
@.@

[ ] I know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] I keep track of dates using a calender.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] I know how to do my own laundry. ( bud ii dun do it )
[ ] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself.
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[ ] I balance my checkbook.
[ ] My parents have better things to say than my friends.
Total: 3

[ ] I show up for school/college/work every day early.
[ ] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
[ ] I've never gotten a detention.
[ ] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[x] I have never gotten completely trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
[x] I like to take walks by myself. ( sometimes oni )
[x] I've watched talk shows. ( bud dun realli lyk it )
[x] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
[ ] I drink coffee at least once a week.
Total: 4

[x] I know how to do the dishes.
[x] I can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When I say I'm going to do something I do it.
[ ] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[x] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[ ] I remember to water the plants.
[x] I study when I have to.
[x] I pay attention at school/college. ( sometimes oni )
[ ] I remember to feed my pets.
Total: 6

[x] I can spell 'experience' without looking it up
[x] I work out on a regular basis.
[ ] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name.
[ ] My favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] I have gained weight since middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
[x] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
[ ] I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] I can type quickly.
Total: 5

[ ] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place of employment.
[ ] I have been to a tupperware party.
[ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] I have more bills than I can pay.
[ ] All(mostly) my friends are older than I am.
[ ] I can say no to staying out all night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[ ] My wardrobe hasn't changed in a while.
[ ] I can read a book and actually finish it.
Total: 1

Add up all the numbers and repost this
as: "My marriage age is ... "

1 more day left tuu be in skool habin lesson -
will be missing loads of moii frens ;
these few days in skool `
been trying tuu hab as manii fun as possible together -
loads of jokes & laughter `
been ddoin silly things too . lolss .
however ` happy hours are limitedd ,,

wow ` today ish 3rd oct again -
usedd tuu be a meaningful date .
budd it isnt anymore =)
memoriess ; its been 4yrs -

[ yesterday ]
it was sundayy -
woke upp ardd 9am in the morning `
studied bits & wenn off tuu watch 1 esp of dvd & 6esp of anime =x
aft tat ` continued tuu study bits & soon ` took a 1/2 hr nap .
woke up ardd 7pm ` wenn cp meet dad -
signed on a new line & bought a new hp (nokia 6500) ffer mum ;
i'll be using the new line soon -
& moii current line will be cut off in 3mths time .
aft which ` wenn tuu kfc ffer dinner -
& wait ffer mummy tuu meet us .
shopped awhile & wenn hm -
came hm ` helped mummy wid the new hp `
& wanted tuu hab a nice slp aft tat ;
budd who noes ` so damnn shyt .
dad & mum was quarreling - zZz -
budd the fact was actt dad scolding mum over small matters `
ii wouldnt mention wadd the prob here
dad was too harsh on words ` arghhs .
ii tried tuu control moii emotions by nort making things worst -
as ii noe ` if ii were tuu voice out ,, things will bcome worst .
ii criedd & cried as things happenedd .
ii bite myself hardd & ii felt better .
( moii new way of self torturing )
ii realli couldnt take it `
its simply too much -
sometimes ii do nort understand yy would ii hab such a father .
although he treated mii gd in times -
budd ` whenever he's in hot temper ` he would do things w/o tinking consq -
ended up ` ii couldnt slept the whole night .
ii was tinking loads of tings -
feelingg so depressed yet moii hp was empty batt =.="
& caused mii ` couldnt find any1 tuu tok tuu . diiaoos .
sometimes ii do hope ii can be more hardheartedd & coldblooded .
it might be better in times .

[ today ]
1st ` Happy B'dae myy gal ` teo pei lin ~ =)
hope she lyk the present ii made ffer her . ^^
2nd ` Happy Children's Day ! =DD

okae ` was late ffer skool today -
missed lrt & bus T.T
ended up ii choose tuu wait ffer the next lrt .
reached skool ardd 7.40am `
& was actt intending tuu run away from the run =x
budd plan fail luhss . zZz .
ran 5rounds at the parade square .
& the most embarrasing ting ish tat 4NA students were sitting at dere -
down moii luck T.T
lessons were usual -
did June2007 O's maths paper `
was kinda easy . =)
hope moii O's maths paper will be easy too . lolss . =x

aft skool ` wenn tuu hougang mall wid huishan & xiaowei .
wenn tuu habb dessert budd ii din eat -
soon aft ` shopped awhile ` while waiting ffer peilin tuu meet us .
ardd 4pm ` limin & joanna (T.T dono how to spell her name) came -
wenn chicken rice stall & continue wait ffer peilin .
they ordered chicken rice budd ii din eat too . lolss =x
the auntie was kinda ap luhs -.-"
nvm abt tat auntie ` lolss .
aft some time ` mii ,, huishan & xiaowei wenn off 1st -
took bus161 hm .
& thx huishan ffer agreeing tuu take bus wid mii . LOLS =x
if nort ii sure sianNnns till @.@ -
so hungryy nowww -
gonna watch anime awhile & perphaps study? =x
shall seee .