[YESTERDAY]
it was lit paper ytd .
reported slightly late -
it was so paiseh -.-"
as every1 was sitting at the hall `
& ii suddenly walked in . =/
sighss ` did badly ffer the paper .
habb no idea wad tuu write at all ;
mindd in a BLANK totally .
section A - ii wrote craps ,, budd managed tuu write 1 1/2 page .
section B - nort even craps tuu write ,, ii wrote 1/4 of the page .
lols . imagine how pathetic it is . =/
aft the paper ` stayed in skool tuu eat wid peilin, huishan & xiaowei .
& wenn hm aft tat -

preparedd & wenn tuu dad's working place ardd 2pm+ .
& left dere soon aft `
headedd off tuu bugis wid mum soon aft .
& ii bought myself a bag & a top =))
at nite ` wenn tuu hab dinner ;
dono y im so famished . =x
tat ii actt orderedd 1 bowl of noodles & 1 bowl of curry chicken wid rice .
lmao ` & the most kongbu ting ish tat ii actt could finish it all =x
mrt-ed hm aft tat `
reachedd hm ardd 9pm++ .
watched tv progs till 11pm -
& continuedd wid vcds till ardd 1am -
& off tuu slp =)

[TODAY]
woke upp ardd 9am in the morning .
happi tat theres no skool today ^^
as sec4 express were habing their science practical exam -
was editing moii blog till nw -
hungry hungry ;
lata ggoin down hougang meet eric&co -
budd nw ish raining heavily !!
wonder if ii can get out lata ;
hopefully it will stop raining asap .

was habing a badbadbad flu since tis morning T.T
sneezing non-stop =// .

chinese paper tmr !!
siansiansian .
detest writing the compreeee -
troublesomeee .

ii was told by ppeii abt a kinda surprising news luhss .
dono who she refering at the beginning - funnyfunny . lols .
ii was lyk 'ohhh' wenn ii heard tat she's actt refering tuu him `
lols ,, it was sort of expectedd luhs -
budd didnt expected it would happen so fast ;
none of moii concern anyway =))
its his lyfe ` nort mine . lols .

ii HATE the word called 'wait' .
its all lies -
it goes ffer 99% of the guys ` lols -
bloodyshitsss . ^^

Came on9 st8 away aft reachin hm .
it was kinda long since we chatted in msn -
i was kinda loss of words ` didnt noe wad should be said in the consveration .
the atmosphere was weirdd .
i was kinda sad wenn ii read 1 sentence ` budd soon ` i felt much better -
sighs ,, beyond words .

okae ` its photos section .
taken in tis recent few weeks .
[quite a number of them]

mii & huishan .

mii & huishan . [ xiaowei behind -.- ]

huishan & xiaowei .

them .

mine & huishan's wugui .

so lovely & sweet .

cuteee .

a big difference . lols .

BIG face .

[oni peilin, huishan & lisa noes abt tis . lols =x ]

lolss . lame .

nothing better tuu do =x

mii & peilin & wugui =x

=DD

our maomao hearts . lols .

lols . tou pai =P

who is this person mudering moii wugui? o.o

its none other than PEILIN ! . lols .

toliet roll ,, woowwwww . lolss .

moii hp =x

omg? wugui has grown hair !! =x

our hp =))

moii hse de fan . lolss .

moii living room .

There are numerous things tat ii wanna blogged abt `
budd ii couldnt rmb at the moment . lols .
so, im goin tuu blog anything tat comes right tuu moii mind now ;

well ` had moii Eng O's oral few days back ;
it wasnt expected luhs .
ii was kinda lost of words whenn ii faced the invigilator -
didnt noe wth im speaking at all `
shitnessss .

Tmr will be habing moii 1st paper ffer prelim, which is english .
didnt prepared enough `
as ii hab no idea wad else tuu prepare lols .
pray hard tat the paper will nort be a super difficult one . =)

watched 'Secret' las sunday `
was a touching & sad movie ;
& kind of beyond reality in some scenes . lolss .
however, its still a high graded movie . =)
thumbs-up . ^^

was super moody las monday `
cried sorrowfully the whole night .
hab no idea who tuu turn tuu ;
sadsadsad -
did some self-********* . lols .
well ` its alright nw .

shall upload some pics once it is ready . =)

Nothing is more important than simply a genuine smile .
which shows happiness .
& ii do nort hab one -

It was kinda interesting & pleasant in skool todae -
its good tat ii dunch habb tuu face her at all todae ;
& things were more smooth & steady . =)

We hadd crapped & hab quite loads of fun -
snapping some silly actions ` bullshitting ` make a fun out of ourselves ` doing silly things & etc . =x
the process was realli hilarious & enjoyable -
we were all laughing non-stop . lols .
& sometimes we crapped till we dunch even noe wad we're ddoin at all `
it could clear off moii worries & stop mii from being so vexed -
how nice would it be if it could last longer .

Hab tuu get on tuu revision soon -
budd im so tiredd T.T

was yet tuu upload some photos `
will upload asap . =)

Good times are always short -

the way she act was so sickening ;
the way she behave tuu tackle the guys ;
the way she bootlicks the tcher & act as if she were so hardworking & talented ;
the way she acted tuu be a nice soul & backstabbed at the back & deny every bad deeds she did ;
the way she acted innocent tuu gain smypathy ;
the way she took advantages of us ;
the way she make up stories tuu hide the bad sides of her ;
the way she be so sacrastic infront of us ;
the way she reveals the side of being arrogant only infront of us ;
& many other etc .
[these are jus some of the examples tat ii couldnt tolerate most]

& for goddness sake ,, her acting skills were so perfect -
most ppl had nort seen her true cover ;
bud mii & gal hab a taste of her 'powerness' before many times luhs `
& some ppl who known her long enough had a taste of it too -
ii do nort tink she will ever reveal openly her true cover `
as she is capable of twitching the story over even if some1 divulge her lies -
others may nort believe wadd ii hab mentioned ;
budd well ` its better tuu stay cautious .
there are many backstabbers & hyprocites ard us -
- do nort judge a person by its cover -

she claimed tuu others tat she loathes mii `
budd yet acted so nice infront of mii `
budd ii truly understand tat shes jus using mii -
who she tink she is?
hab a rich bf so she can get wadeva she wan?
bootlicks tcher so tuu let them tink tat shes hardworking?
be so arrogant & proud so tat ppl are jealous of her?
acted so "NICE" so tat every1 will lyk her?
BULLSYHTS !!
all tat she had done was so sucky ;
she reminds mii of a drama series character ,,
which is the drama 'SHOU ZU' de character named 'XUE NING' -
ppl who did watch tis drama will understand better .

she DO NOT DESERVE all she hab at all .
ii simply do nort understand y can she be so 'xin fu' WHEN SHE IS JUS ACTING ALL ALONG?
ii felt the unfairness -
if she was nort acting ,, ii wouldnt habb comment so much . zzz -

mayb some ppl will tink tat im jealous of her?
well ` let it be so den .
ii wouldnt bother -
as ii noe myself tat ii wrote all these is jus bcaz ii tink she dont deserve all these .

the hatred ii hab in her is comparable wid the hatred ii hab wid HER .

managedd tuu wake up on time tis morning .
wenn tuu skool as usual `
budd wid a positive tinking mind tat sth happi or lucky will happen todae . =x
as each lesson passed ,,
nth especially lucky happen -
budd its quite relaxing todae in skool ;
nort much pressure given ` which is gd =)
crapped loads as well =x
finally we got tuu get back our maths paper1 mock exam paper -
it was badly done ` as ii failed the paper by 8marks upon 40 .
O's is jus ard the corner & tis was the grade ii get ;
was kinda disappointed at myself `
budd im delighted tuu realise tat ii actt get 4th in the class -
as its the 1st time ever =x
budd well `
nth tuu be happi wid at all .
as the grades ii got was lousy luhs -

The Chinese O's Results were released tuu us at 2.45pm aft skool !
ii was so anxious & was realli praying damn hard tat ii can score well -
its moii turn tuu look at moii results ;
& ii dono whether should ii be sad or happi -
ii gort a B3 & distinction ffer oral .
budd tats nort moii ideal grade -
ii realli wish ii can get an A ffer chinese .
as ii noe moii own limits ffer other subjects -
& quite a number of ppl gort a B3 too ;
so its nth tuu be happi wid oso -
ii had decided tuu retake moii Chinese O's again `
& hopefully ii can score an A in the next time round =)

wenn tuu cp wid peilin , huishan & xiaowei -
habb our lunch at kfc =)
slacked & walked ardd `
its been kinda long since we hang out together aft skool . lols .
rare chance luhs ;
bought a pink furry hp keychain wid peilin -
looks kinda sweet & lovely =x
saw the galgal xiaowugui too ` which is the 'gf of moii boiboi xiaowugui' at moii pencil case =x
realli wantedd tuu buy .
budd hab nort enough spare cash & well ` im saving up . =)
so its alright bahs .
wenn hm ardd 5pm+ `
tiredd tiredd -

gonna type out the ting ii wrote las nite at moii com . =x
& perphaps start revising !

will anyting lucky or happi event happen lata on?
ii hope so .
as ii believe in tat horoscope tingy tat todae ish moii lucky day =xx

im under too much pressure ;
its suffocating mii .
& im almost breathless -
why would there be so manii troubling & unpleasant ting happen tuu mii ?
ii cant take it anymore .
im lying tuu myself tat im so light-hearted -
jus as if nth seemed tuu bother or annoyed mii .
bud tat wasnt the truth at all .

iim always trying hard tuu keep myself as calm as possible `
& prevent moii tears from flowing .
bud ii cant bring myself tuu remain calm at all -
tis rotten-luck hab been dragging & dragging ffer mths & mths ;
nth seemedd tuu help at all `
it can onii be solved if a sudden luck bought foward ,,
it almost reaches the end .
realli almost the end ` im nort exaggerating at all -
ii didnt realise ii was tat fortunate wenn im young at all `
& sad tuu tink tat ` i might lose it all in couple of weeks time .
it all depending if there is any miracle tuu save tis situation -
its the crucial time nw .
ii realli dun wanna end all these `
ii dun wanna see any tragic tuu happen -
god ,, pls dunch take happpiness away from mii -
pls help mii ;
i'll pray hard ffer miracle .

do ii realli hab tuu lose sth tuu exchange ffer sth else?
ill-fatedd .

wenn chinatown wid moii parents ytd .
was a super boring trip luhs -
supposingly tuu go a new-opened temple derh `
bud some1 stopped mii from goin inside -.-"
jus bcaz ii wore shorts . diaoss .
well ` bbud tats the rule =/
& quite a number of ppl were stood oustide bcaz of tis rule .
dad & mum wenn inside leaving mii at the entrance `
no where ffer mii tuu wander ardd & therefore ii jus sat dere playin wid moii hp =/
its super lame & sickening luhs -
waitedd ffer them ffer 2hrs++ . zZz .
aft tat ` we wenn tuu find sth tuu eat -
& ii hab no appetite tuu eat at all ;
so ii waited ffer them tuu eat again .
mrt-ed bback tuu sengkang ardd 7pm -
& ii waited ffer moii dad tuu buy sth `
wait wait wait ;
reachedd hm ardd 9pm .
spent almost whole day jus by wait wait wait -
the feeling sux .

well ` bud ii did moii cam-whoring while waiting =/
at least it helped tuu kill some time .