Saturday, July 21, 2007

ii have really gained alot from from tis camp .
ffer example `
beliefs in oneself ,, gained higher self-esteem ,, personal motivation ,, noe abt moii

life path ,, aims ,, techniques about studying ,, supermemory ,, wad ii realli wan in life

& others more etc -
it taught mii mani mani tings throughout tis 3 days .
13hours each day `
& im of caz im feeling somehow exhausted -
enjoyed realli damn much ;
especially when Danny is ard ^^

on the 2nd day of tis camp,,
ii was sick . T.T
bud still ` everything was interesting as usual `
bud suddenly Danny's tone changedd -
he started screaming so loud tuu us abt tings we had done wrong .
we were all stunned ,,
how would hilarious & interesting Danny bcome so fierce?
& he started asking all of us tuu close our eyes slowly .
the bg music was those saddist one -
& he began tuu pinpoint all the bad tings we did tuu our parents `
wad our parents did tuu us ` & noticed the change over the years .
all in detailed ,, making us tuu tink of all those scenarios in our mind ;
& we began tuu reflect & we could realli visualise those scenes -
& ii can say 99% of sec5Na cried luhs .
tears flowing dwn rapidly -
eyes were red & lost of wordds -
every1 began tuu regret ,, & realli tink thru ii supposed .
tis session was realli touching & meaningful -
wiped our tears & we were tuu write a letter tuu our parents .
ii wrote 1 ffer moii mum & 1 ffer my dad -
of caz ` ii wont mentioned the contents here =)
ii decided tuu change ffer the better =))

the lata part of 3rd day was a test -
it seemed lyk an auditon luhs .
half of the students were standing outside the rm queueing -
& another half was sitting right at the back of the room as judges / observants .
ii was 1 of the observants -
each of the contestants came in the rm with diff reactions -
& we were supposedd tuu observe their actions & response .
almost every1 failed the test ,,
some nearly pass .
& ii tink the one who passed very well is haziz .
its realli hard tuu express the tings ii wanna share iin words -
budd well ` i'll try my best .
From the way the gal[i wont mention her name] she walked ,, present herself has shown

Danny tat she is a quiet & shy gal who doesnt dare tuu express herself at all -
Danny tried mani ways tuu spite her `
although from the surface ,, it may seemed tat he's evil .
bud ffer those who can understand ,,
its actt helping her tuu get out of the world of her own .
tuu be honest ,, we mustn blame her ffer all -
its tat she doesnt met setbacks & her life had been too smooth sailing -
& its realli hard tuu change a person's character tat she was in the past 17yrs .
perphaps she nids time .

had our dinner late & next ,, proceeded tuu the hall ffer closing ceremony .
some parents were there ,, bud nort mine -
ii didnt cried at the closing ceremony `
bbud when the students went up the stage & dedicated words tuu their parents ,,
ii couldnt take it & eyeslids were wet .
its touching luhs -
some of the parents were crying too .
tuu go up tuu the stage & make a speech realli nids alot of courage .
& im realli proud of those who wen up the stage ;
honestly ,, maybe ii might go tuu the stage if moii parents came down ,,
bud saddening ,, they didnt turn up -
the part where ii lost control & cried is when ii see parents & child were hugging ,,
teachers & students hugging ,, those scenarios -

ii believe tat every1 hab realli learnt something from tis camp .
Thanks Danny , Adam & Andrea ffer all ! ^^
i'll rmb =)
ii love the trainers yeahh ~

TODAY
till nw ` ii haven recover yet T.T
still habing serious sorethroats & coughs ,, flu as well -
slight fever & headache =(
habb physics paper2 & english paper1 mock exam todae .
the physics paper was very difficult ffer mii `
as tuu be honest ,, ii dunch even hab the basic ffer physics -
aft the mock exams ,, wenn hm .
ate moii lunch & here im blogging abt all these .
habb tuu get on tuu finish up editing moii coursework A -
hab tuu make so mani changes T.T
& aft tat ` habb tuu plan the calendar tingy -
& perphaps revise moii work .
less than 3mths tuu doom / success?
it all depends on how much effort ii put in .

Everyone can sae im selfish or wad so ever .
wadeva tat makes eu all happi `
im fine wid it -
ii wouldnt care abt anything anymore .
ffer those who can understand ,, den tats gd .
if nort ,, jus tink tat im the bad guy -