wenn hm aft chinese compo test `
the situation was alike tuu wadd ii habb jus wenn thru -
certain inspiration strike mii while im writin ;
marmie was out tuu ahma hse wen im hm ,,
chattedd on the fone awhile & recievedd cors from marmie `
wantin mii tuu ddrop ddown tuu their hse -
exclaiming tat it was ahma b'dae & she hopedd tat ii couldd bbe dere .
she even specially cook some dishes tat ii lyk T.T
upon hearin tat ` w/o hestitation ,,
ii preparedd & wenn ddown tuu wait ffer james korkor tuu drive mii over .
wenn tuu tamp first tuu bbuy some famous friedd chicken wings & b'dae cake `
realisedd tat james korkor + my auntie noes abt mii in a BGR .
& even amanda noes abt it -.-" `
was qns-ed by them on the car x.x -
& james korkor sae if he ever dares tuu bully mii ` jus tell him -.-"
lots of craps lols . =x
reachedd their hse at ardd 7pm+ .
ggot tuu noe tat gina gort into some probs wid her classmates -
bboth mii & james korkor was kinda unhappy wid tis incident .
& he scoldedd them rite on the fone ;
stayedd at their hse crapping & slackin till 11pm+ . =)

the best ting in lyfe ish jus bbein happy -
dreads skool ` nort bcaz of studies ,,
budd bcaz of those ppl in skool .
ii wanna finish moii O's asap ! T.T

im cann onii bbe happpi wenn im OUT of skool .
sighhhs .

realli couldnt concentrate myself ddurin lessons -
habb an urge tuu ask some1 tuu tutor mii in maths ;
bbudd ii hestitatedd -
shouldd ii ask? =/

tmr aft skool habb tuu sit ffer chinese test again ;
sighhs -
fridae ish the start of all common tests .
haven preparedd ffer it at all ;
bbudd ii will ddo moii self-study ffer maths lata on -
perphaps if ii realli couldnt understand `
ii might realli ask the person tuu tutor mii ;
bbudd the probb ish , is the person free or willing ? =/

habb tuu get on tuu moii F&N research NOW !
tmr ish the dateline ffer task analysis ,, overall time plan & parts of research .
hopin tat im able tuu finish it all asap -
ii habb NO time tuu waste .

mr goh saw moii ring ddurin pe lesson .
& nearly consficatedd moii ring -
he tok some sense tuu mii `
& ii agreedd in some of his points ;

pouring heavily wenn ii dissmissedd `
saw eugene korkor at the sidegate .
offeredd mii tuu cabbedd hm as he stayedd nearby mii -
saw HER at the busstop aft awhile ;
& zZz ,, nvm shall nort mention .

next ` pk & another gguy was ggoin cp -
& so 4 of us sharedd the cab ;
the taxi driver was zZz .
firstly ,, he demandedd us tuu close the door quickly in a rude manner .
secondly ,, askedd all of us tuu SHUTUP .
thirdly ,, ii told him tuu turn in the carpark & he demandedd tat ii din told him earlier .
the fact ish tat ii told him even b4 the traffic light `
ii habb the witnesses & endded up he habb nth tuu sae .
well ` wadd a rude taxi driver -

lastly ,,
ii still couldnt forgive him of wadd he did on 19feb .
budd ii still wish him well & cann overcome tis crisis -
sighhs . GOOD LUCK ;

spent the whole dae watchin mobtv ;
yawnns .

woke upp ardd 11.30am tis mornin `
triedd tuu ddo moii f&n thingy -
managedd tuu complete onii partly of it aft quite some time ;
sighhs =((
wondering how am ii ggoin tuu finish everythin by tuesdae -

Marmie wenn tuu her frens hse at ardd 1pm `
& Dad came hm wid his frens at ardd 3pm ;
he brought the soundcardd & moii speaker finally works .
Uncle came over tuu moii hse too -
helpedd him tuu read those lawyer's letters .
noticedd his eyes seems kinda wet ;
he left aft ii read those letters -

login-ed maple & slackedd .
been realli long since ii las login =x
slackedd ardd wid baby , van nuer & wraw .
enjoyedd enjoyedd ^^

marmie's frens came over tuu our hse at nite -
the first impression wenn they saw mii was "WOW" .
they doesnt believe im tat lil gal they usedd tuu noe ` =x
lols ,, been years since ii las seen them too ;
quite enjoyable ` =))

ggonna watch mobtv soon ` hees =DD

bus-ed 27 tuu tamp tuu meet dear .
& mrt-ed tuu pasir ris tuu meet susanti & gareth `
strolledd at whitesands while waitin ffer them -
realisedd the place habb changedd pretty much ;
bus-ed 403 tuu pasir ris park `
slackedd near the beach ffer some time .
& weiwen joinedd us ardd 6pm -
intendedd tuu habb gareth's b'dae celebration at fisherman's village .
bbudd the one we intendedd tuu ggo habb vanishedd `
& the other one was so expensive -
seen the menu & jus oni the appetizer cost min. 68bucks !
we left & bus-ed 403 bback tuu whitesands .
& settledd down eatin at swensens -
all the guys were eatin main courses + earthquake `
except susanti & mii decidedd tuu eat banana-spilt onii =x
bbudd we scoopedd some of their eathquake too =P
billed & soon all headedd hm . =))
reachedd hm ardd 9pm+ `

[ TODAY ` 230207 ]
was pretty pissedd off over the particular person again .
wadd kind of attitude he/she shown tuu mii -
endure & swallowedd all the anger ;
brokenSMILE shown tuu him/her . zZz .

[ YTD ]
dear fetchedd mii tuu skool =))
& ii was so paisehh wenn its jus nearby moii skool =x
doesnt realli rmb wadd happenedd in skool ytd -
practically was bboredd as usual ;
toldd no one in moii class abt moii injuries `
was nort intending tuu leak out anythin too .
ddown moii luck tuu see HER almost everydae - ddotness -

headedd bback hm aft skool `
chattedd on fone awhile & fall asleep .
woke upp ardd 7pm+ & wenn on tuu watch tv progs -
slept ardd 12am+ .
lyfe ish so bboring `

moii left arm simply hurts T.T
same ggoes ffer moii foreheadd -
sighhs ` wonder wenn can ii recoveredd from those injuries .

lastly `
Happy b'dae tuu Gareth =D

it all began wid jus a small issue `
bbudd he choose tuu make a big fuss over it .
he ish bbein simply too unreasonable -
he scolded & yelledd at moii mum wid his freakin badd attitude ;
which realli ridiculous .
ii couldnt resisted it anymore `
& ii yelledd bback at him the moment he pushedd mii tuu moii limits -
we startedd off wid a huge argurment ;
& very soon ` he startedd tuu wack mii -
he did pushedd mii tuu the floor
& knocked moii head against the wall `
& its not jus one time .
he did it a several times which honesty hurts loads -
he grabbedd moii arm tightly which still left a few marks now `
ii wouldnt forget the scene of how he treatedd mii -

moii tears was flowing lyk a tap-water .
it jus wouldnt stop -
been crying ffer hour & hour ;
he did triedd tuu console mii aft some time `
bbudd its way too late .
out of anger `
ii did triedd tuu cut moii wraist .
it doesnt feel any pain wenn ii cut -
bbudd now ` it does hurts .

from young ,,
he ish always a person who hurtedd mii
& will onii sometimes felt regretment aft things occurredd .
in the ppast ` usually ii will forgive him & take it as nth happenedd `
bbudd tis time round is diff ,,
ii would nv forget tis incident `
neither do forgive .
despair -
its so dramatic bbudd all ish true .

he wenn out ffer mahjong soon aft ;
& ii was told tat both dear & baby shan was below moii hse .
ii was extremely shockedd .
ii was on msn wid baby & on fone wid dear wenn ii began the huge argurment wid "him" .
& nort long aft ` they were under moii roof?
ii refusedd tuu open the door ;
& soon more ppl came .
ii habb moii reasons ffer nort opening the door `
ii doesnt wann any1 tuu see the tears in moii eyes .
& ii realli couldnt control moii emotions at all ;
pls forgive mii for moii stubborness `
bbudd ii realli doesnt wann tuu let euu see the tears in moii eyes -
afterall moii mum openedd the door & let baby shan in .
she seen mii & left wid the others ;
sry all for wastin euu guys de time `
& thx ffer concerning abt mii -
& dear ,, stop climbing the windows -
its realli dangerous .
ii doesnt wan tuu see anythin happen tuu eu .
it isnt worth okae -
euu doesnt nid tuu ddo all these .
if anythin happenedd tuu euu ,,
ii will feel guilty ffer the rest of moii lyfe .

im trying tuu calm moiiself ddown -
bbudd ii realli doesnt wann tuu tok abt tat matter anymore .
depressedd -

special thx tuu those who came ddown .
[ dear ,, baby shan ,, gareth ,, susanti ,, wei ting & erwin ]
& oso thx mel ffer the concern .
a very big thx you tuu all -

ddoesnt feel lyk updating -
tats all .

May all habb an enjoyable new year =)

brought straws tuu skool todae `
same ggoess tuu ppeii + huishan .
taught them tuu make stars + hearts -
taught xiaowei + lisa too ; =)
hurt moii finger while folding stars =((
bleed a little bbud its alright now .
saw wei en foldedd a double-linkedd hearts `
was kinda impressedd tat he actt noe how tuu fold it .
wantedd tuu learn bbudd was ggoin ffer recess ;
so well ` nvmx .
CNY celebration concert startedd at 11am+ `
& endedd ardd 12.35pm -
stayedd bback aft the concert ffer maths re-test .
was much simplier comparedd tuu the previous test `
wenn hm almost 2pm =(

ggonna upload some photos below yeahs =DD

Happi belated Valentine dae ` =))

currently in skool com lab `
habing F&N lesson -
supposedd tuu bbe ddoin research ,,
bbudd was simply too lazy tuu ddo =x

spent moii valentine ytd wid moii deardear =)

skippedd skool `
wenn tuu peii's hse at ardd 11am `
& soon headedd off tuu meet deardear wid peii & ken ,,
ate lunch & took bus87 tuu ubi area de driving centre `
as deardear were tuu take his theory test .

next,,
took bus87 tuu bedok & was supposedd tuu ggo east coast park from dere `
as we reachedd bedok ;
ppeii suddenly changedd her mindd & decided nort tuu ggo ECP wid us .
& so mii & deardear took bus31 our own tuu ECP -
meet weiting & erwin at the busstop `
& walkedd tuu ECP tuu findd gareth & suzanti .

settledd ddown at BK & took a break over dere `
deardear & erwin headedd off tuu 7-11 while mii & weiting was inside di-siaoing gareth & suzanti =x
bbudd we decidedd on letting both of them together alone ` =x

soon aft `
4 of us wenn bback tuu BK & withnessedd another 2ppl from their skool `
& so we decidedd tuu move tuu another table -
all of us were kinda sympathy ffer gareth ,,
hence we decidedd on ggoin bback tuu tat orginal table `
several incidents happenedd & aft tat we headedd off tuu the beach =)

erwin & weiting ,, mii & dear wenn tuu plae in the sea .
bbudd erwin & wenting managedd tuu plae onii ffer awhile due tuu some reasons .
the feeling ish great in the sea `
although its so cold =x
was in the sea till ardd 6pm+ `

saw matt at ECP aft we came out of the sea `
headedd off tuu clean up ourselves & get a change -
& soon all of us except matt walkedd tuu parkway parade tuu habb our dinner .
on the way `
gareth & suzanti ; weiting & erwin -
finally habb some progressing ! =D lols ;
ate ajensen at parkway parade `
& took quite alot photos while eating =x
deardear was somehow angry wenn ii video-ed sth =((
aft eatin ` billedd & wenn on tuu take more photographs outside -

cabbedd over tuu ppeii hse wid deardear ,, erwin & weiting at ardd 9pm+ `
took moii stuffs & bused 109 bback tuu moii hse .
bback hm ardd 10pm =))

was pleasedd tat dad ddin foundd out tat ii habb been out ffer the whole dae =DD
else ` ii will bbe in a dead shit =x

anyway habb a fun valentine yeahs =)

p.s. shall upload those photos wenn ii gort them =)

[ YTD ]
almost habb a conflict wid a 5n1 ggal -
shes simply ridiculous ;
ii noe abt sth bbudd choose nort tuu tell her ;
& she gave mii freakin attitude `
ii kept moii mouth shut as she ish vanessa frenx -

took photographs of ms samantha hsu ;
its her las dae of relief-ing us ffer chem `
& some askedd ffer her contact too . lols -

wenn hm aft chinese test ;
ggot moiiself preparedd & was ggoin tuu findd dear at his workplace `
tuu gibb him a surprise .
bbudd ddin managedd tuu gget out of hse as marmie wantedd mii tuu wait ffer her ;
& so ii agreedd tuu wait patiently .
waitedd & waitedd ` she wasnt ready tuu ggo ,,
ii was gettin impatient & pissedd off -
& so ii confrontedd her `
conflict arise & endedd up ii ddunch even gget tuu ggo tuu ffind dear at all ;
well ,, & the time ish already 5pm+ . zZz .

dear gave mii tons of missedd cors ;
& ii onii realisedd it at ardd 11pm+ `
chattedd on fone wid him & we endedd our consveration at ardd 1am+ ggoin 2am .
promisedd tuu findd him lata on at his workplace ;
must coax him ` lols . =x
hope nth goess wrong lata on . =)

habb tuu realli study hardd ffer the sake of ggoin poly at the same time as dear `
hope tuu success !

p.s. wq ` pls ddunch gget too disheartening .
tis ish part of the process of lyfe ;
ii believe euu can overcome it derhs `
wadd euu can do now ish make plans ffer ur future ,,
make a wise decision alright `
all the best !

designedd all by mii =DD

ddotness .
nthh tuu blog `
mindd = BLANK -.-"

p.s. baby ` wish euu can recover soon . haiis .

ulcer was hurting mii dreadfully =((
couldnt eat & talk properly .
its hurting ` sobbs -

plannedd tuu take nap ffer an hour or so `
bbudd endedd up ` slping from 4pm+ tuu 7.30pm -
saddening ; missedd partly of "Watch it shine" again .
bbudd satisfyingly ,, ii cann get tuu watch it at YouTube afterall =))

piles of homeworks waitin ffer mii tuu complete .
nort usedd tuu the lyfe of homework coming ups & ups `
sighhs ;
its time ffer mii tuu continue wid those homework .. =/

bus-ed tuu hougang mall tuu meet deardear aft skool `
tot he wouldd bbe late bbudd endedd up ` im the one who ish late again .
strolledd ardd & headedd tuu bbuy a drink & took a rest -
moved on tuu meet moii marmie & papa at ardd 4pm+ .
brought some stuffs & headedd tuu bbuy food ffer CNY `
endedd up brought too manii stuffs & ii initiated tuu cabbedd hm -
walkedd ardd & cabbedd hm ardd 9pm+ ;
reachedd hm & habb moii fabulous dinner as ii habb bbeen empty-stomach since recess .

perphaps ii wont bbe on9 in msn todae ;
simply too exhaustedd .
sry ppl ` especially baby shan -

p.s. Gd luk tuu moii frens who will bbe takin O's results tis coming fri =)) !

preparedd & headedd off tuu take bus89 tuu downtown ;
& surprisely ` lols ,, at the busstop `
a lady requestedd mii tuu help her tuu on-call cab .
helpedd hher & soon ii boarddedd moii bus -

reachedd downtown & deardear came tuu bbrin mii in norhs `
brought vodka & wenn in the chalet ` & all were slping . =x
nth tuu ddo & ii liedd on the bbedd as well -
bbudd ddin slp at all . lols .
ddenchh soon ` ddeardear & mii were playin pokercardds .
& ardd 2pm+ ` we wenn tuu kfc & dabao bback tuu eat =x
& we brought ' Chivas regal ' [whisky] which cost 60bucks `
soon aft ` they were playin ps2 norhx -
aft some time ` ii triedd playin too .
& unexpectedly ii won quite a few rounds ` =D

aft awhile `
more ppl came lerhs .
a ggal namedd andrea was so freakin attitude -
ppl sae hi tuu her & she threw hher temper by smackin the door =/
wth ishh tis norhs -.-"
& she brought 6-8 of her ginas wid her too =x

ddenchh soon aft `
more & more ppl came .
ddenchh deardear,, daniel,, minghan,, yongquan,, matthew & mii were in the rm playin daidee norhx -
fun fun . lols .
crappedd & crappedd lots `
ddenchh ardd 8pm+ ,,
headedd down tuu bbq norhx .
the food was pretty yummy ` hehes .
the scene while waitin ffer the food was funny larhs .
yongquan triedd tuu throw mashimallows ddown from 2nd floor tuu mii `
daniel & matthew was tryin tuu catch too -
& endedd up ` none of us managedd tuu got it . lols .

aft eating `
all sat ddown & chit-chat .
& ii drank some whisky norhs `
cant imagine ii habb no reaction aft ddrinkin it -
tot at least ii will feel "hot" ;
bbudd well ` nort at all .
yet the % of alchohol was 40% ii tink `
ddenchh ardd 10.30pm ` ii wenn off le norhx .
deardear ,, gareth & daniel sent mii hm -
& ii reachedd hm ardd 11.30pm bbahs `
exhausting ,, yet enjoyable =))

HOMEWORK to bbe done todae
chinese formal letter writing
eng 40vocab words
eng journal writing

dreads ggoin tuu skool `
too sick tuu concentrate .
maths test was harder than expectation -
sighhs ;
habb a compulsory skool talk abt ddono wadd on sat morning -
bbudd well ; ddunch intendd tuu ggo at all .
wenn st8 hm aft skool `
dwl-ed o2jam bbudd ddono y cant load .
headedd off tuu slp at ardd 5pm -
awake at ardd 7pm+ & wenn off tuu watch tv prog =)
food was simply so tasteless due tuu im havin a flu T.T

ii nid tuu recover by tmr ! T.T