*appearing tuu bbe happy*

*drinking lots lots water* =D
*missing moii deardear* .

rotting the whole-dae at hm `
felt so upset abt baby shan de hm situtation .
its simply too indescribable ;
hope her rl mummy can change ffer the better -

nth much ffer mii tuu sae .
cough cough cough .
sorrow in moii soul -

p.s. ii will try tuu bbe strong & happii .
wont let ddown moii group of besties -

woke upp 9am in the morin `
watchedd video all the way till 2pm . =x
wenn tuu fareast tuu shop ffer clothings ardd 5pm+ -
managedd tuu brought 2 belts ,, 1 top & 1 bottom .
was extremely surprisedd tuu recievedd a private cor `
& its actt andyoie -
been more than half a yr since we ever contactedd ,,
& he suddenly contactedd mi `
somethin unusual ish ggoin on .
chattedd wid him ffer quite some time abt each other lyfe .

took mrt bback tuu sengkang ardd 10.30pm -
recievedd mel's cor & coincidently `
he claimedd tat he jus alightedd at sengkang too .
lookedd ardd & noticedd each other ; lols .
brought icecream & headedd bback hm `

ytd ` skool was slightly better than the dae b4 `
wenn tuu punggol cc & meet eric -
pass him the disc & cor him 'korkor' . [ lols ]
& he headedd off wid his fren tuu somewhere else `
once again ` walkedd in the rain ,,
saw Don while waitin ffer kq .
waitedd almost 1hr near the voiddeck ffer kq -
kinda pissedd off .
ddenchh aft tat marmie came tuu findd mii `
was arguing widd her abt those small matterss ;
bbud soon it resultedd tuu a hot argument .
waitedd ffer bus161 at hougang bus interchange -
& ii actt waitedd ffer 45mins !!
yet dere were 4 bus161 at the interchange . ddotness .
iim realli pissedd off of the services they provided `
argrument wid marmie continues -
on the bus was on fone wid mel `
bbudd ii couldnt realli speak .
doesnt noe y ,, sighhs `
anger & saddness at the same time .
& tears began tuu flow bbud stoppedd soon aft -
reachedd hm `
heck care everythin & lockedd moiiself in moii bedrm .
doesnt wann tuu ddo or sae anythin .
liedd on moii bedd & shut moii eyes totally ` slept till 12am ;
woke upp & smsedd wid deardear `
& slept at ardd 2am -

todae ` skool was fine ?
nth much tuu comment .
same oldd tings bbudd at least he/she doesnt gib tat much attitude as before .
aft skool wenn cp meet deardear `
been kinda long tat ii ddin get tuu see him .
took bus27 tuu tamp -
wenn tuu his hse & he was watchin video while im playin his psp ;
stayedd at his hse till ardd 3.30pm ,,
wenn off tuu a jap restarunt tuu habb our meal .
the atmosphere dere was pretty nice -
bbudd the food dere was ewwww . =x
bbein forcedd tuu eat some stuffs tat ii nv tried b4 again `
& the worst part was the oyster thingy .
bbudd ii insistedd nort tuu eat tat `
as the appearance of it cann already made mii puke - =P
perphaps the best thing dere was onii the sushi . lols .
aft havin the meal ` wenn tuu century sq findd weiwen norhs -
as deardear wanna scoldd him ffer introducin tis kind of food . =x
wenn off ardd 5.30pm+ `
& reachedd hm ardd 6.30pm ?

p.s. simply too tiredd tuu update more in details . =x

its hilarious wenn he/she tries tuu show off sth tuu mii ,,
& tinks tat ii will gget jealous .
claimin all the rewards of everythin was done by him/her `
ii depise him/her .

decided tuu let the matter rest ffer the time bbein -

shall blogged more wenn im hm .

true frens isnt liddat .

wenn tuu skool as usual -
mood was totally lousy ;
doesnt habb any mood regardless of anythin `
in fact ,, nth got into moii brain ;
deres eng test todae & ii doesnt habb the feel tuu write -
ddin put in effort in it at all ,,
same goes ffer moii chinese spelling -.-"
sighhs ` more tests are coming up soon too .

put on gloomy face in skool .
those who were concernedd askedd wadd habb happenedd -
budd ii ddin reveal anything ahems `

spent moii aftnoon watching videos & clinging over the fone .
bbudd ii ddin tok more than 10sentences ii supposedd -
realli doesnt habb the mood tuu chat over the fone per as normal `

realli thankful tuu moii those wonderful frens -
if nort ,, ii guess ii realli ddono wadd tuu ddo .
thx ffer all the concernedd ;
euu all noe who euu are `
ii will try tuu bbe happii -

p.s. might nort on9 todae .

woke upp early 9am -
watchedd 'A milion treasure' in youtube till ardd 2pm+ .
while chattin in msn at the same time ,,
toldd baby shan & mel abt the situation -
& thx them ffer the consoling ,, especially mel `
toldd partly of it tuu wq & eric as well .
straighten moii thoughts & headedd ddown tuu habb lunch .
came bback ` preparedd & was ready tuu ggo shopping wid marmie -
wantedd tuu enjoy as much as ii can `
was tryin tuu make moiiself tuu bbe happier rather than sadd ;
shoppedd at ps -
& brought moiiself a pair of shoes ,, 2 tops & 1 bottom .
skippedd dinner & reachedd hm ardd 11pm+ .
exhaustedd ,, ddunch wanna tink of any unhappy things at all -
sighhs .

broken smile shown once again .

woke upp 12pm todae ;
startedd wid ddoin moii F&N coursework .
& managed tuu accomplishedd it by ardd 4.30pm -
wadd a long 4hrs+ `

flipping thru those cds tat ii copied in the past `
& ggot tuu came across those urls of moii olden-days blogs .
read thru almost every entry since year 2005 jan till july -
a mixture of feelings came across ;
especially wenn ii read the old formal ' hidden blog ' of mine `

gotta ggo out ffer dinner soon -
might consider on9 in msn aft tat .

habb fun ddurin H&F `
its the 1st time tat our class was bbein so cooperative wid mr.insurance `
almost every1 wore PE attire todae -
& participate in it `
todae lesson was very special ;
playedd a game tat somehow lyk a ' class catching ' .
sounds childish bbud its realli interesting ,,
& ii guess almost every1 enjoyedd it .
ii was the las few ones who gget caught ` hahas -
ran & screamedd =x
habb been mths tat ii habb been running tat much ` lols .

other lessons were simply dreary .
exluded F&N ,,
as we gget tuu ggo tuu the com lab again -
signed-in msn as usual `
plae bowling game wid frenx .
bbud jus nort ddoin the coursework ;
sighs ` a whole pile of it tuu bbe accomplishedd .
tis weekendd must realli put in effort & complete it -

dismissedd & took bus27 tuu meet deardear .
saw quite a number of ppl in the bus `
as ii guessedd they were headin tuu TP open-house .
realisedd the person who sat next bside mii ,,
was actt 1 of the auntie who ish workin at tamp isetan `
tats realli coindicence ` lols .

wenn tuu deardear hse -
the scene tat his dad openedd the door was realli hilarious .
a perfect timing ` lols . =x
bu xiao xin hit till dear de chin `
realli sorri worhs ; ddin meant it derhs -
played ' wrestling ' ;
usedd up moii energy lols -
stayedd at his hse till almost 5pm `
& he sent mii bback hm norhs ;

upon reachin hm `
wenn out wid marmie ffer dinner again .
came hm & watch ' let it shine ' -
adores the storyline ;

feeling exhausting now ,,
ii nidd sleep T.T

habb chinese aft PE `
did a compo ddurin lesson ,,
managedd tuu completed it yet was 2 full pages . =D
ddropout amaths class was rather bboredd bbudd ii still did the work given .
paid attentive ddurin eng lesson bbudd was somehow ggoin tuu doze off =x

again ;
ddurin recess ,, wasnt meant tuu bumpedd onto kel didi -
bbudd who noes ,, put the plates at the same time as him .
tats hilarious - & he triedd tuu hide away from mii as usual `

ggonna bombarded with tests soon .
tests are all coming up 1 by 1 -! =(
bbudd iim determined tuu work hardd =D
though ii tink some ppl might tink iim joking =x

lastly ,,
iim so delightedd tat ii habb recievedd moii pay aft so long . =x
will nort disclose the amount =P lalalas .

awaitin ffer dinner =x

dissmissedd at 3.15pm ;
wenn cp & meet deardear -
aft tat walkedd tuu moii hse norhs `
took his specs away from him =P
did moii F&N coursework while he ish playin ms awhile .
spent almost the whole aftnoon at com rm ;
bbudd ish pleasedd tat at least he ish by moii side =)
& ardd 7pm+ he wenn bback hm `

ii envy those who doesnt hab tuu attend skool .
& doesnt habb tuu ddo any hws ` =x

p.s eric ,, thx ffer helpin mii tuu install tat prog =D
p.s mel ,, thx ffer helpin mii tuu cut queue ddurin recess . lols .
p.s kel didi ,, ddunch worri ` ii will continue tuu disturb eu ! =P

wenn hm aft skool `
ggort drenchedd up a lil -
made a blog layout ffer baby shan ;
bbudd it wasnt nicely done =(
wasnt usedd tuu the new prog ii downloadedd .
preferedd the previous one `
bbudd unfortunatly ,, the trial was expiredd ;
chattedd on fone wid mel ffer quite some time `
while chattin in msn at the same time -

p.s ddear ii MISS eu .
p.s bbaby euu better ddunch ddo anythin SILLY `
p.s mel u are nort NOBLE lols -.-"

woke up ardd 11am in the mornin `
wenn out tuu hab lunch wid moii parents .
came bback hm wid tears flowin in moii eyes -
wouldnt state out the cause of mii crying ;
bbeen long since ii las criedd till todae ,,
tinkin of some stuffs made mii criedd even worst -
sighhs `
fell asleep soon aft till 5pm+ .
ggave a sullen face aft ii woke up -
totally moodless + sick `

feelin awfully + terribly cold .
few more weeks tuu CNY `
& ii wasnt realli lookin forwardd due tuu some stuffs ;

p.s MIC RUINS MOII LYFE !
ii HATE THEM !

walkedd wid baby shan from cp tuu sengkang cc `
checkedd if there is any slot ffer us tuu book the court .
bbud it was reserved ffer some preparation stuff -
took bus161 tuu hougang tuu meet deardear `
& walkedd together tuu punggol cc in the rain ;
once again ` was drenchedd .
next ` walkedd bback tuu hougang mall tuu habb lunch -
ate mcdonald & soon headedd off tuu kovan `
intendedd tuu plae bowlin / pool derhs ;
bbudd due tuu sth `
we wen bback sengkang .
playedd arcade ffer awhile & wenn BK .
deardear was on the fone & he was so furious abt sth .
nth to comment on his fren .
took few pics of deardear b4 he wenn off tuu meet his fren at ardd 7pm `
will MISS him .

soon aft `
marmie ,, ahma ,, amanda came tuu meet us `
mii & baby shan decided on ggoin tuu the arcade again -
& amanda taggedd along wid us .
playedd awhile & baby shan were tuu cab hm lerhs -
will MISS baby too . =)

strolling ardd cp wid amanda `
& soon daddy + marmie ,, ahma ,, gina + her parents came tuu meet us `
daddy triedd his luck tuu win a big pink piggy toy at the arcade ffer mii -
surprisingly ` he onii used 2tokens tuu win tat !
so delightedd at tat moment .

soon aft wen tuu eat dinner & headedd bback hm aft tat `
on the way hm `
heard sth badd from dad & tat made mi agitated + mad .
ii couldnt belive moii ears tat moii dad actt would sae sth lyk tis `
& he ish serious abt tis -
realli filled wid ANGER! ;
ii wouldnt tolerate tis at all ,,
ii realli dunch understand him ` arghhs .

aft reachin hm a few mins `
dad & marmie wenn tuu uncle's [dad's bro] hse tuu settle some stuffs .
wantedd tuu tagged along tuu see wadd was happening bbud dad dun allow `
insistedd tat iim too young tuu understand -
well ` forget it den .

sighhs ;
tmr realli habb tuu chiong hw liao .
haven done a single chinese passage yet -
zzz ;

recievedd several prank corS & msgS in a few mins time from dono which idiotS -
all were from diff caller-ids `
1 was private ,, the rest were 90031102 , 91445333 , 65675637 -
must bbe someone sabo-ing mii behind moii bback .
spreadin moii numbers ardd -
if ii were tuu find out who the person ish `
ii made sure he/she SUFFER in moii hands -
tat person who did tis ish realli CHILDISH .
suspectedd it tuu bbe SOME1 as 1msg somehow leakedd out -
bbudd wasnt CONFIRM abt it `
pissed off !! -

did nth much dduring lesson time todae ;
all the ggals in moii class were reprimanded by mr.insurance -
ffer nort wearing PE attire `
demandedd us tuu run a couple of rounds & we refusedd ;
& endedd up ` releasedd us late ffer recess -
saw kelvin didi & calledd ffer his name again .
same kind of expression given by him as ytd =P
F&N lesson was heldd in com lab todae ;
supposedd tuu complete ddoin task analysis b4 bell ring .
but due tuu lacking of inspiration ;
ii signed-in msn & saw michelle on9 `
chattedd wid her awhile & soon ` deardear came on9 too !
by coincident ; he was oso in the com lab =)

double check the weather b4 leaving the com lab `
& was glad tat it wasnt raining at tat point of time ;
in a sec lata ; it was RAINING HEAVILY !
only choice was tuu hold the umbrella -
bbudd it doesnt seemedd tuu help in any way `
was drenchedd as ii reachedd the lrt station .
walkedd tuu the bus27 busstop near the old interchange -
boardedd the bus & was freezing `
meet deardear at the usual busstop tat we always meet up .

strolledd tuu his hse along wid the pouring rain `
watchedd 'Stay Alive' as we arrivedd .
presumed the show would bbe horror -
bbud it turnedd out nort as frightening as ii conjectured .
stayedd in his hse till ardd 5pm ;
headedd off tuu century sq tuu findd his fren `
departedd from dere at almost 6pm .
headedd bback hm aft tat `
bus27 was nort fully packedd bbudd we managedd tuu get a seat -
traffic jam while at the expressway .
delayedd ffer some time & managedd tuu gget hm ardd 7pm+ `

enjoyedd the time bbein wid deardear `
no REGRETS .
ii LOVE him -

sighhs `
habb tuu finish 3sets of chinese papers which contains 18passage in total !
+ a few qns of maths wks ,,
+ the WHOLE task analysis !!
wonderin how am ii ggoin tuu accomplish everything ` T.T

filledd wid HUNGER `
haven been eating anythin since 10.30am .
awwss ; no FOOD !

rain was still pouring heavily as the bell rang `
decidedd on nort tuu ggo hougang todae due tuu the weather ;
walkedd in the rain every once in awhile -
& ii endedd up drenchedd again .

showeredd & switchedd on moii com `
editedd moii blog wid some extra stuffs at the side -
feeling extremely boredd & exhausting ;
might ggo & gget some sleep soon . =x

been paying up money everydae in class `
ffer books & files & even house fund which seemedd lyk im throwin money into the sea .
free period ffer physics lesson as ms ezarin ddin came `
& an imbecile tcher came tuu relief us .
he doesnt care abt us & even headedd off halfway thru the period -
bbudd unexpectedly ` none of us left the classrm ;
ordinarily, even IF deres lesson carryin on ,,
some ppl will still skippedd it `
bbudd todae ` ii noticedd tat none did it -

pacing tuu the busstop under the rain .
was drenched wenn ii arrivedd the busstop -
encounteredd a sengkang sec ggal at the bbusstop sittin next tuu mii ;
she startedd a consveration wid mii ,,
& very soon she askedd ffer moii no. `
w/o hestitation ,, ii exchangedd no. widd her -
consequently,, we boardedd the bus & ii wenn bback hm `
get down tuu brass tacks wid moii marmie .
& pickin up some fone cors from certain ppl ;
agreedd tuu ggo downstairs habb dinner wid eugene korkor aftwardds -

7 x 7 = 49days we habb been together `
muacks .

tuu endd off ` ii DREAD ggoin tuu skool !

[ todae ]
skool was borin as usual .
tat eng relief tcher was so funni in some ways `
every lesson ish simply so sians -
aft skool wenn cp meet deardear ;
see him eat kfc ddenchh aft tat headedd tuu moii hse ,,
supposedd tuu teach mii hw dderhs .
bbudd iim simply too lazy norhs `
bbudd still ggort teach + ddo hw . hehes .
bbud onii partly ` kekes -
ddenchh now jus on com norhs .
bberii sians ,,
nthh tuu ddo wid the com -
sighhhs .

p.s baby rmb tis ,, euu mia = ii mia . =))

tmr must ddo hw lerhs =((
& must dye bback moii hair ` awws .
siannns + yawnnnss .

eng relief tcher was so lame todae .
askedd us tuu write a essay using sms language ;
so funni norhs ` =x

skippedd PE & headedd off tuu recess -
doze off ddurin F&N lesson ` sighhs ;
aft skool wenn st8 hm ,,
bathe & slept till almost 5pm . =P

miss deardear so much .
wonderin how ish he now -
hopefully he habb recover lerhs `
loving him ; muacks =)

basically Happy New Year =)
ytd was moii las dae of work .
& todae ish the 1st dae of sch again ! =((

3mths+ of workin seems tuu ppast so fast `
ii miss moii colleuges at OG albert !
especially michelle & shalene & the rest !
miss the jokes & crapps we createdd =x
realli habb a indeed TIRING yet GREAT experience at work ! =))
ddin regret tuu work at all .
bbudd saddenin ,, ytd was shalene & my las dae at dere `
wonderin if there wouldd be any other chance tat we would all work together mahs .
other than tat ,, ii miss those who were workin wid mii in tamp isetan as well !
these 2 places were the place ii enjoyedd workin most although ii was oso complaining stuffs at times =x

[ 271206 - 020107 ]
bbeen workin at OG albert `
& the business there were realli damn GREAT !
bbudd tat made no advantage ffer mii .
& tat made mii ggoin crazy lols =x
as its realli BUSY everydae !
& tat made mi too tiredd tuu update blog ffer these ppast few daes .

things ii HATE !
` facing those fussy + irritating customers .
` folding & re-folding those clothes over & over again .
` tolerating customers' attitude [ especially those MIC ! ]
` bbein scoldedd by supervisor ffer her unreasonable excuses .
` packing the wagon which customers habb created a BIG MESS & endedd up lyk rojak -.-"

[ 020107 ] - YTD - TUES
since ytd was moii las dae of work at OG albert `
so ii triedd tuu habb as much fun as possible wid them -
& well ` we indeed found something lame yet interestin ting tuu plae . lols .
ii toldd myself nort tuu tolerate any customers ffer their sickenin attitude since its moii las dae `
& the scene was realli funni ;
especially wenn the mother & daughter were starin at us FIRST .
& they purposly messedd up our clothes by pulling out them 1 by 1 `
& we ddin stand dere & ddo nth . lols .
& endedd up we almost gort complainedd by them ` =x
the mother even askedd ffer moii name & saidd she wann tuu make a complaint !
tats realli rofl bbudd well ` ii dunch care =p

mii & michelle & shalene crappedd till the very las min .
hhaiss ` realli gonna miss tat place & ppl lots =((
im thankful tuu florence ffer teachin mii quite manii tings - =))
& now ,, ii habb realisedd ii love workin lyfe more than sch lyfe =x

[ laogong ]
its been 43 days we habb been together .
realli cherish the days ;
bbudd sadly ,, sch reopen lerhs `
& ii noe we cant meet up as much as b4 -
iim realli gonna miss him lots !
loving him always .

[ todae ]
1st dae of sch for 2007 !
its already so stressful on the 1st dae of sch `
how am ii ggoin tuu take it ; awws .
sch ends at 4.30pm todae & tats ffer every wed !
awws ; & every other daes will end at 3.15pm =((
saddening norhs .
hhais ` bein caught ffer moii hair color several times todae =((
bein asked tuu dye bback black ! T.T
awws ; shouldd ii dye bback? =((

ddench aft skool wenn cp meet baby shan ,, hx ,, eric & shaun peh .
ddenchh aft tat we took mrt tuu bugis norhs -
ddenchh on the mrt ,, the scene was so funni ; =x
aft reach bugis ,, wenn tuu findd deardear at work .
& the rest of them kept on hid away from mii -.-"
ddenchh aft tat ish deardear de breaktime .
& aft awhile ,, the 4 of them wenn hm le norhs ;
sat down wid deardear near the staff entrance till almost 7pm .
hehe ` so happily wid him norhs `
realli shebude tuu leave dere bbudden ii habb tuu ggo hm lerhs -
reachedd hm ard 8pm+ `
totally drenchedd T.T
& was bbein scoldedd by marmie ffer reachin hm late as tmr still habb sch .
& ffer bbein wet T.T

hhaiis `
ddunch habb the mood ffer sch yet ! T.T
howwww ? T.T