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AliceKoh ` #o2 xiaoying
An extraordinary gal
with an esoteric character
Happily Attached ❤
30 may 1990
100% Singaporean

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The gal who is no longer who she is anymore

The same gal
who laughs & smiles alot
& seems very happy
is oso the gal who may cry herself to slp

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❥ My feelings prove & show
I'll never let u down
I'll always be around
I'll nv leave u alone
Bcaz I nid u around in my life

❥ I'll keep u by my side
Never let u go
Until the end of time
I'll hold u tight all night
Never ever let u go



love mi ♥
dote mi ♥
protect mi ♥
hold mi tight ♥
& promise mi ♥
tat u'll nv let mi go ♥

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the past shaped me to be what i am
yet the present is changing me right now

Tuesday, October 31, 2006









lols ` so cool . bbudd all ddun belong tuu mii . =x
its moii biao-ge derhhs =x

shall update blog lata whenn ii ggo hm ` =))




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
5:22 PM



Monday, October 30, 2006




below are the photos ii taken todae .








p.s ii noe tis look very qian da , lols =x




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
9:18 PM




SIANX dae .
meet JH & frens at cp dere tis morning norhs `
ddench took mrt tuu dhobydaut dere together . x
ddench we walkedd separate ways tuu our workin venues -
ddench recievedd msg from jerome ( ytd de gguy ) .
askedd mii if ii wann him tuu ppei mii eat lunch `
caz lata he coming tuu findd mii . o.O `
reachedd raffles city de robinson dere .
ddench ggo in by the staff entrance `
took moii badge & wenn in the department store -
waitedd ffer all the supervisors ffer their meetings tuu endd `
& wth the supervisor said moii shoes werent allow here .
ddench ask mii cor sharon tuu bbring 1 shoe over `
calledd sharon & she askedd mii ggo hm tuu change .
ddenchh wenn im ggoin tuu find tat supervisor again ,,
another supervisor said moii shirt wasnt allow -
ddots norhs ` & ii calledd sharon again .
& she askedd mii ggo bbuy 1 `
sighhs ; where tuu ffindd within so short period of time?
& sure cost a bomb de norhs ` x
ii was lyk walaos ,, howww T.T
ddenchh aft half an hour ,, sharon calledd mii again .
she saidd nvm norhs ` todae she let mii off dae `
bbudden she will gget scolding bby the boss caz counter no ppl norhs .
sianns ; ddench aft tat took mrt bback tuu sengkang .
ddenchh shun bian ggo check if moii com ish ready tuu take le marhs `
well ; its DONE BUT the charges was lyk almost 200bucks !
haiis ` im broke okay .
the ram & the hard disk must bbe change as it habb error in it `
fine norhs . ddench ii toldd them ii will DC aft 10mins derhs -
ddenchh the gguy help mii install maple in moii com & let mii try playin .
tat was rofl . lols ` first time plae maple at cyberactive dere `
ddenchh wth he toldd mi he 1 dae lvl up 8times from 38 tuu 46 `
bbudden yuan lai he bot derhs . lols `
whenn he saw moii maple lvl ` he was stunnedd & sae ii siaokia -.-"
playedd at dere ffer 15mins+ & nv DC norhs `
so must bbe moii modem de settings ggort probx ,,
ddench lata ggoin bring ddown moii modem tuu let them make settings .



♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
3:51 PM



Sunday, October 29, 2006


lols ,,
tiring dae at work although dere werent much business `
sick of standdin long hours -
bbudden ffer the sake of money ` its worth .

todae reachedd dere ardd 12.30pm norhs `
ddench michelle showedd mii the way & tell mii the basics -
aft tat jus standd dere & serve customers if dere ish any norhs ;
wenn off tuu dinner ardd 3.30pm if nort ii couldnt gget moii jacket at the security dere .
saw 1 supervisor ish scoldin 1 promoter norhs `
bbudden ddono ffer wadd reason .
she scold until lyk omgg derhs ` her mouth scold non-stop -.-"
& heardd tat once a person ish scoldedd by her `
she will 100% complain tuu the company & demand her tuu leave OG at once `
& nv tuu step in again as a promoter . -.-"
michelle de bf came & look ffer her ardd 4pm+ `
& waitedd ffer her till 9pm+ till she knockedd off .
lols . so sweet + envious .
ardd 8pm+ finally a guy opp came & tok tuu mii .
noticedd him since afternoon bbudd din tok norhs -
his starting off consveration ish kinda lame . hahas .
& aft tat we chattedd quite alot & soon its 9.15pm lerhs `

the system dere ish so mafan `
ii habb tuu ggo 3rd floor tuu scan moii card ,,
& collect moii hp ddenchh ggo 4th floor & collect moii bag .
ddench leave moii bag & hp at 3rd floor wid the security guard again `
& rush ddown tuu 1st floor tuu return the nametag & moii deposit of $20 . x
ddenchh aft tat ii habb tuu ggo 3rdd floor tuu take bback moii stuffs & leave by another exit .
ddots norhs ` ddench wenn im abt tuu ggo `
tat gguy ask ffer moii hp no. lols `
ii was lyk harrr ` lols bbud endedd up ii gave him -
ddenchh ii leave dere lerhs & walkedd tuu the mrt `
& suddenly bumpedd onto him at bugis street . lols .
& ddots ` he ggoin plae arcade -.-"

hahas ; chattedd wid caine kor on mrt awhile `
bbudden suddenly cut off le norhs -
ddono lata wann cor him bback mahs leiix . =x

sianns ; tmr morning shift `
agreed tuu mit JH at cp ddench ggo work together norhs `
as its kinda nearby . lols .

btw tis ish moii OG badge =DD




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
11:05 PM



Saturday, October 28, 2006


3rd entry ffer todae `
bbud its oso the 1st proper entry of the dae . =x

las nite finally bbring ddown moii com ffer repair lerhs `
ddench mii & moii marmie take turns tuu carry it norhs . x
ddench suddenly 1 indian man cycledd past us bbud kept turnin bback lookin at us .
& suddenly he parkedd his bicycle nearby & approachedd tuu help us !
ii was lyk ,, wow ` yuan lai ggort such a hao xin ren dderhs `
manii ppl ddid walkedd ppast us bbudd din ddo anything norhs .
its so shocking tat the indian man actt helpedd us tuu carry it till the place `
thx lots =DD

todae woke up ardd nearly 12pm & came on9 norhs .
ddench marmie kept askin mii tuu cor the singnet hotline tuu ask something `
& finally ii ddid norhs - siians -
& she kept blaming mii ffer some stuffs norhs ;
aft tat ii continuedd tuu chat in msn & did some surveys `
& viewing ppl profiles =x

shouldd ii begin a new relationship?
or shouldd ii jus remain single?
lols ` im lostedd norhs . x
hahas ` bbudd ii made a bet wid tat evil eric ` x
bbudd dono counted anot ; caz he CHEATER LOLS . =P

sighhs tmr start work lerhs `
bbudd will still blogg wenn ii reach hm derhs . =x
lols ` hopefully tmr everyting wouldd bbe fine ` x
as ii heardd tat OG ish super strict . T.T








its nice =DD




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
9:52 PM




im simply bboredd todae ;
ddid some surveys lols -

SURVEY #1

1. Start Time: 3.36pm
2 .Name: Alice
3. Nickname: xiaoying
4. If u were a skittle what color would you
be?: pink?
5. Chinese Zodiac: horse
6. Horoscope: gemini
7. Hair color: dark brown
8. Eye color: black
9. Height: 163cm
10. Favorite Color: black ,, pink
11. Glasses?: nops
12. Braces?: nops
13. Piercing/tattoos: 1 at left ,, 2 at right .
14. Pet: none .
15. Area code: disclosedd .

******HAVE YOU EVER******
17. Cut your own hair?:
fringe onii .

18.Did you do something in the past month
that you regret?:
ddunch rmb .

20. Hugged someone who isn't ur g/f or
b/f? :
yarhs . long time ago .

21. Skipped school?:
yarhhs .

22. Bungee jumped?:
nops .

23. jump off a building?:
nops . if nort ii wouldn be here .

24. Dumped someone?:
yarhs .

25. Been arrested?:


26. TP'd someone's house?:
hars .

27. Won something?:
yarhs .

30. Been rejected?:
yarhs .

31. Been to a funeral?:
yarhs .

32. Used a lighter?:
ddunch realli noe how tuu use .

33. Been on stage?:
yarhs .

*****FAVORITE*****

34. Season: spring ,, autumn ,, winter
35. Food: alot worhs .
36. Ice cream flavour: chocolate .
37. School subject: maths ,, chinese
38. Person: manii .
41. Book: teenage mag . =x
42. Movie: alot .
43. Song: alot .
44. Park: nopps .
45. State: void deck .
46. Place: PS .
47. Sport to watch: none .
49. Bands/musicians: ddono .
50. Letter: handdwritten .
51. Restaurant : alot .
52. Cartoon Character :baby pooh & baby piglet .
53. TV Station: Ch 8 & U
54. Name for a son : ddono .
55. Name for a daughter: ddono .

******DO YOU PREFER******

56. Chocolate or Vanilla?: chocolate
58. long relationships or short?: long .
59. Dogs or cats: cats .
60. Scary movies or comedies: comedies .
61. Short hair or long: long .
62. Croutons or bacon bits: ddono .
63. Kissing or hugging: both .

****FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND****

64. Mexicans: o.o
65. School: moii sch
66. Grass: grasshopper .
67. Cow: milk .
68. Canada: so far away .
69. Mouse: timid .
70. Hands: fingers .

******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******

71. Watched a movie?: nopps .
72. Talked on the phone?: yarhs .
73. Cried?: nopps .
74. Threw up?: nopps .
75. Drank a glass of water?: yarhs .
76. Done Drugs?: NO WAY .
77. Read a book or magazine?: nopps .
78. Watched TV?: yarhs .
79. Looked in the mirror: yarhs .
80. Taken a shower: yarhs .
81. Taken a picture: nopps .
82. Listened to music: yarhs .
83. Kissed someone: nopps .
84. Missing someone: ddono .

I'm done at 3.44pm ( usedd 8mins )

SURVEY #2

1. Do you still talk to your first real
boyfriend/girlfriend?
- yarhs .

2. What should you be doing right now?
- chattin in msn .

3. What kind of music did you listen to in
elementary school?
- songs lyk twinkletwinkle little star .

4. What is the best thing about your day today?
- i can do wadever i wan today .

5. Do you enjoy Texas hold' em?
- harr ?

6. Are you against same sex marriage?
- errr . i hab no comments . bbud ii will nv ddo it . =x

7. Have you been on a date in the past week?
- nops bahs .

8. Have you ever kissed someone you dont like?
- nopps .

9. Quote a Backstreet Boys song.
- never gone .

10. Are most of the friends in your life new or old?
- ddono nehs .

11. Do you own any furniture from Ikea?
- yarhs bahs .

12. Do you like your parents?
- sometimes .

13. Where is ur hometown?
- pasir ris . bbud movedd tuu sengkang lerhs .

14. Tell us about the last conversation you had:
- hmms . disclossed .

15. Where do you see yourself in one month?
- mirror?

16. What is your favorite smell?
- ddono .

17. Do you consider yourself a clean person?
- yarhs?

18. What is the time and the outside temperature
at the moment:
- 3.49pm . sunny .

19. What are you goin to do tomorrow?
- work T.T

20. Have you ever gone to therapy?
- nopps . bbudd ii wanna go .

21. Have you ever Played Spin the Bottle?
- yarhs .

22. Have you ever liked someone but never told
them?
- yarhs .

23. Have you ever gone camping?
- yarhs .

24. Have you ever had a crush on your brother's
or sister's friend?
- im the onii child =DD

25. Have you ever been to a beach?
- yarhs . tinking of tat made mii so sadd .

26. Have you ever drank jack daniels?
- nopps .

27. Have you ever had lunch on the beach?
- errms . few years bback .

28. Have you ever had a stalker?
- yarhs .

29. Have you ever been in love? how many times?
- yarhs . disclossed .

30. Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
- nops .

31. Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?
- nops .

32. Have you ever been cheated on?
- yarhs . sighhs .

33. Have you ever met one of your myspace
friends? friendster frens?
- yarhs .

34. Have you ever felt betrayed by your "best
friend"?
- yarhs .

35. Have you ever lied to your parents?
- yarhs .

36. Have you ever been out to Malaysia?
- yarhs .

37. Have you ever seen your girl best friend naked?
- nopps .

38.Have you been on a date at the beach?
- yarhs .

39.Do you mind spending a lot of money for the
ones you love?
- ii dunch mind .

40.Do you love animals?
- depends .

41.Do you like drawing?
- hai haox .

42.Do you like people throw their tantrums on you
without no reason?
- of caz NOT !

43. Any last sayings?
- bbye~

its so SWEET !

Girl: Do i come across ur mind?
Boy: No

Girl: Do you like me?

Boy: Not really

Girl: Do you want me?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you cry if I left?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you live for me?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you do anything for me?

Boy: No

Girl: Choose--me or ur life

Boy: my life

The girl runs away in shock and pain, and
the boy
runs after her and says...

The reason you never cross my mind
is because you're always on my mind.

The reason why I don't like you
is because I love you.

The reason I don't want you
is because I need you.

The reason I wouldn't cry if you left
is because I would die if you left.

The reason I wouldn't live for you
is because I would die for you.

The reason why I'm not willing to do
anything for
you
is because I would do everything for you.

The reason I chose my life
is because YOU ARE MY LIFE.




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
5:19 PM






tis ish wadd ii jus createdd ` =DD




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
2:11 PM



Friday, October 27, 2006


opps ,,
another ting ffergotten tuu update todae .
HAPPI B'DAE TUU REUBEN DIDI !!
moii best didi =DD



♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
7:07 PM




sighhs ,,
im felt so guilty tuu caine kor `
somemore whenn ii saw gideon de msg in friendster ,,
ii felt even bbad ;
ii owe him an apologize bbudd habb no courage tuu ppick up his cor .
hhaiis ` wadd shall ii ddo?
maybe baby shan & evil eric was rite .
maybe ii shall face him norhs -
bbudd how cann ii make upp tuu him? T.T

todae woke upp ardd 1pm+ & came changin friendster pic & blog pic `
ddench came msn norhhs ;
playedd some msn games wid frens -
sians norhs .
sundae habb tuu work lerhs `
same goes tuu mondae till 9th november ` x
hhaiis ,, ii reallii ddono how tuu face caine kor liaos .
ii ddun wish tuu lose him as moii kor bbudd wadd ii shall ii ddo !

ggonna bring moii com tuu repair lata bahs `
unless im realli too lazy . =x
sianns .




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
6:59 PM



Thursday, October 26, 2006


A BIG SORRY TO 2 PERSON TODAY !
MAINLY CAINE KOR & WENQI .
I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE TUU THE BOTH OF EU ! T.T `

todae supposedd tuu meet caine kor de `
bbudden mornin ii habb tuu attendd skool tuu gget report bk .
& it lastedd until ardd 11am+ ` x
& sharon actt askedd mii tuu work todae -.-"
ii was lyk NO WAY NORHS `
& pheww she let mii off . x
chiong hm & prepare ddench wanna ggo out der -
& wth must ggo ffer the couselling tingy norhs `
sians norhs ;
ddench wenn ddown hougang ffer couselling at ardd 3pm `
endedd ardd 4pm & its too late tuu inform caine kor liaos .
sighhs ` bet he must bbe damn angry now T.T
& therefore meet tat evil eric nearby hougang mall ` x
he came wid 1 of his frenx namedd shaun peh norhs .
kinda guai guai type dderhs . =x
we walkedd & walkedd till ii ddunch even noe where im walkin tuu -.-"
& we actt walkedd tuu their skool ` x
waitedd outside the skool gate while they wenn in buy some stuffs .
ddenchh we slackedd at a void deck norhs ;
sit down dere chat chat till ardd 7pm ` x
use his hp took mani shots of their funny photos ` lols .
well ; evil eric ,, stop mocking abt tat 'postman tingy ' ! -.-"
& aft tat he ppei mii wait ffer the bus & ii wenn hm norhs ` x
marmie gave mii words of lashing as ii reach hm T.T

anway hp currently no batt norhs ;
& wenqi ddun worri abt mii bahs .
im fine jus tat ii couldn msg euu `
so sry ` x
lata ii use moii marmie hp try msg euu norhs ` x

one las tingy ii wanna mentionedd ,,
happi b'dae tuu moii roastedd piggy reuben didi in advance ! =x
jiejie will rmb tat tmr ish ur b'dae derhs .
ddun worri ; no nidd remindd mii =x




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
11:08 PM




over 12am lerhs .
simply tiredd todae `
las nite chattedd on msn wid baby shan & reuben didi on msn awhile ;
felt more relaxed & happi tuu chat wid them ` x
its been some time we chattedd together in msn lerhhs .
aft tat eugene korkor calledd mii & we chattedd on fone till ardd 2am+ -
& ii wenn tuu sleep -

todae woke upp ardd 11am as im workin on the afternoon shift ` x
everythin ish ggettin on fine norhhs .
ddench judy kept ask mii tuu switch over tuu her company . lols `
the same company tat ii introducedd JH derhs .
managedd tuu get a deals todae norhs `
consideredd nort bbad at tat outlet lerhs . lols .
tot ii saw xiaolong todae & actt it wasnt `
the gguy resemble him lots norhs `
bbudden as ii look carefully ,, it wasnt . =x
time ppast quite fast at dere `
the collueges dere were all kinda chatty . lols .

intendd tuu knock off earlier abit `
bbudden doreen jus wouldn let mii off T.T
lols ; the scene was kinda funny actt . =x
& wenn the bell finally rang ,,
all the promoters & sales at iseten all chionging out tuu the security checkpoint !
lmao ; its lyk extremely funny . =x
ii wantedd tuu ggo off too bbudden ii couldn find doreen !
its lucky the cashier told mii tat shes at another endd !
ii rushedd dere & gave hher moii tag & she return moii deposit norhs . =x
& judy waitedd ffer mii & we walkedd tuu the mrt together ` x
chattedd on fone on mrt all the way bback hm `
reachedd hm ardd 11.15pm & checkedd friendster b4 comin tuu blog -

shall sleep soon as tmr ii ggoin tuu skool in the morning !
jus tuu collect moii report bk & class photos . lols .
& aftnoon iim goin out ! yeahhs ! =DD -




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
12:25 AM



Tuesday, October 24, 2006


kns ,, todae im fk up wid sth which onii wenqi & baby shan meii noes abt it `
ddun bother tuu ask mii caz ii ddun wanna sae abt it lerhhs .
sighhs ` its the las dae at expo metro sales le norhs -
tings were bascially alright EXCEPT ffer smth norhs ;

todae ish hari raya bbudden there wasnt much customers `
was 3/4 BORING -
ardd 11am ,, sharon actt calledd & askedd ppeii tuu ggo down tuu OG tuu work `
bbudden she dowan & sharon insistedd 1 of us must ggo down .
ii protestedd & ii DONT WANNA GO DOWN TOO !
ytd already pleasedd sharon & wenn ddown halfway `
iim nort gonna ddo tat ANYMORE !
at last vanessa agreed tuu start work todae & so she wenn ddown tuu OG `
she habb a hard time findin the place `
& ardd 6pm+ she actt calledd mii & told mii tat she left?
tats OMG & she ddun wanna tell mii wadd habb actt happen `
im so worriedd norhs as she seems panic & nervous .

ardd 1pm+ marmie came ddown tuu shopping .
ddench at ardd 4pm+ eugene korkor came & look ffer us `
& he helpedd us brought dinner norhs .
he stayedd at dere awhile & ii accompany him ggo eat burgerking .
& soon aft we came bback le norhs ` x
& ardd 6pm+ wenn tuu eat dinner wid pei , eugene kor , calvin ( tat shuaige in moii opinion ) & ken norhs .
& aft dinner NTH happen much `
simply liddat liddat =/

knockedd off at 10pm todae & ii wenn hm myself norhs .
caz ppeii saidd tat she wasnt feelin well & requested tuu leave earlier `
& so her dad drove hher bback norhs .
its dark at 10pm & kinda quiet .
thx tuu caine kor ffer chattin wid mi on fone awhile `
bbudden the reception in mrt was bbadd -
couldnt hear him properly T.T
the way from pasir ris mrt tuu tat busstop was realli quiet & dark & kinda LONG !
ii was lykk awwwss & ii rann tuu the busstop . lols .
& reachedd hm ardd 11pm+ ` =/

tmr ggonna work at isetan scott again `
bbudden its from 12.40pm tuu 9.40pm `
awws ; sure will get scolding from dere de supervisor derhs .
as ii ddin return their pass on tat sat ` T.T -
hopefully they ddun pick on mii norhs .
its lucky tat the other brands promoters at isetan scott ish friendly `
bbudden too bbad tat xiaolong wasnt dere liaos .
bbudden it doesnt matter anyway `
tmr shall a better dae if nort iim realli . . . !

thx wenqi & baby shan meii ffer consoling mii wenn ii niddedd eu 2 .
if nort euu 2 ,, ii realli habb criedd & habb a breakdown `
thx so much . eu 2 ROX ! =D





♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
11:51 PM



Monday, October 23, 2006


bback from replyin testis ` x
it bcomes moii daily rountine tuu on com ffer updatin blog & friendster ,, no matter how tiredd iim =x

todae was a kinda troublesome dae .
mornin wenn tuu expo tuu work norhs ;
ddench sharon cor & askedd mii tuu shift at bugis seiyu dere from afternoon .
ii was lyk wth ; wadd a troublesome trip -
nvm nvm ,, wenn off expo ardd 1.15pm & headedd tuu bugis via mrt `
no seat tuu sit at all ` full train . zz .
supposedd tuu ggo ffer lunch b4 reportin at seiyu `
bbudd deres nthh tuu eat ,,
& so ii brought 1 chicken puff & 2 sticks of chicken onii . =x

walkedd ardd & headedd tuu report `
the supervisor bbrin mii ardd & left mii dere by moii own norhs .
once ii see moii brand area `
ii was lyk wow . its so manii unlike isetan ( a few pieces oni ) =p
aft 1min ,, ii actt gort a deal? lols -
its lyk simply too fast ler bahhs .
& aft 5mins ,, sharon actt came ddown ` x
was shockedd upon seeing her `
aft awhile she left lerhhs .
it was kinda busy at seiyu too ;
so manii customers at a time `
& theres oni 1 ME okae . lols .
time ppasses quite fast at dere `
habb no idea whyy .
maybb deres too manii tings fferr mii tuu ddo lerhs `
kept rushin in & out of the storerm & lookin thru the cabinet ffer stocks .

ardd 8pm wenn tuu find the supervisor tuu sign mii out `
& wth all actt wenn hm? -.-"
calledd sharon a dozen times & she ddin pick up the cor .
& a colluege told mii tat ii could askedd the manager tuu sign ffer mi -
ii search ffer the manager dere & wenn she saw mii `
she was lyk wth? gibb mii a tootpid face .
& insistedd tat ii nid a proper punchcardd & askedd mii tuu gget from a security guard `
well ; ii listenedd & headedd tuu the security guard `
& ddots ! he said he ddun provide it ` x
ii was lyk ,, wadd am ii ggoin tuu ddo? =/
ardd 8.25pm ,, ii choose tuu leave w/o any signature norhs `
& aft awhile sharon finally repliedd mii .
pheww ; she says its alrights & tat she could sign ffer mii =))

took mrt bback tuu sengkang `
& mit marmie at cp ffer dinner . x
its ardd 9pm+ at tat moment norhs ;
& ii reachedd hm ardd 10.30pm ` x
tiring dae ,, sighhs .
recently ddin habb a chance tuu enjoy life & rarely stay at hm due tuu work `
saddening ; =/


the food ii ate ffer dinner . =x


moii nametag at expo metro sales . =D


the ppl who are rushing in ffer SALES wenn the gate ish JUS OPEN ! LOLS !


the mess customers createdd ! T.T


moii nametag at bugis seiyu .


at seiyu bugis department . =)


the pants ii foldedd aft a mess ` x




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
11:40 PM



Sunday, October 22, 2006


lols ,,
acceptedd 14 new frenx request from ytd & todae .
1st time so manii -

leg was kinda tiredd todae `
bbud at least ish better than the previous daes .
as ii wore a consverse shoe which actt wasnt allowedd =x
bbud it makes moii leg feel much better `

mornin woke upp ardd 7am+ & was lazy tuu ggo work `
bbud bbo bians ; must ggo norhhs -
almost late ffer work bbudd luckily its jus on time .

todae was a complicated dae `
firstly was 1/2 sians norhhs -
ddench very dulan abt certain tingss .
onii 2 person noe it . lols .
bbeen torelating lerhhs ;
aft tat vanessa came tuu look ffer mii norhs .
bbud she left aft awhile ` x

finally managedd tuu tok tuu those 3 shuaige`s durin nite time .
as ppeii`s de marmie helpedd all of us bbuy dinner norhs ;
ddench slowly ggort tok lerhhs `
one of them was so CUTE ;
tats wadd ii tink . lols .
he kept sae tat he ish 26yrs old `
ii was lyk harrs ? is he sure?
& until now ii still doesnt noe his real age . lols .
aft tat all of us were playing a toy soccer bball `
& the scene was so funnii -
the thrown the ball at mii & wenn ii wantedd tuu threw bback at him ,,
ii actt hit a customer's head !
& the customer reaction was kinda blur? LOLS . so sryy . =x
& all of them were laughing ,, lols .
& manii other tings happen too ` =)

knockedd off ardd 10.15pm todae ` x
& caine korkor calledd mii .
chattedd wid him awhile & he wenn orh orh lerhhs `
& aft tat moii hp was empty batt T.T
both batts were emptyy ! awws !
& ii came hm ardd 11.15pm bahs . lols .
tiringg !
tmr still habb tuu wake upp early ffer work . sobbiex .

luckily the 3 shuaige`s brighten moii nite up ` lols .
if nort todae will bbe a bboredd & pek chek dae . =x
okay ! shall update tmr lerhhs !
YAWNS ! im sleepy T.T




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
11:42 PM



Saturday, October 21, 2006


[ SONG ] Kiss - because im a gal .
take a look of tis video at youtube `
its realli sad & touching .
heres the lyrics ffer it .

[ starting from here ]
i jus cant understand the way .
of all the men and their mistakes .
u gave them all ur heart .
& den they rip it all away .
u told mi how much u loved mi .
and how our love was meant to be .
& i believed in u, i thought tat u would set mi free .

u should have tell mi the truth .
that i wasnt the gal for u .
still, i didnt have a clue .
so my heart depended on u, whoa .
though i will say i hate eu now .
though i will shout and curse u out .
i will always have love for u .
bcaz im a gal .

been told a man will leave u cold .
get sick of u and bored .
i noe tats its is no lie .
i gave my all still i just cry .
never again will i be fooled .
to give my all when nothing is true .
i wont be played again .
but i will fall in love again .

u should have tell mi the truth .
tat i wasnt the gal for u .
still i didnt have a clue .
so my heart depended on u , whoa .
though i will say i hate eu now .
though i will shout and curse u out .
i will always have love for u .
bcaz im a gal .

i loved u so .
now u leave mi in the cold .
how could tis be .
i though tat u will only love mi .
into the night .
i will pray tat u're all right .
u hurt mi .
i jus cant let u go .
u took advange of my willingness .
to do anything for love .
now im the one only in pain .
will u please take it all away .
never thought being born a gal .
how i can love u and be burned .
and now i will build a wall .
to never get torn again .

though i will say i hate eu now .
though i will shout and curse u out .
i will always have love for u .
bcaz im a gal .

though i will say i hate eu now .
though i will shout and curse u out .
i will always have love for u .
bcaz im -
a gal .


[ another version lyrics ]

It's impossible to understand whats gOing through a guy's heart .
u told me tt u wanted me and now that i've given u everyting u tell me ur're leaving .
you told me tt it was de 1st time u felt tis way and said that i was special .
i believed u , and it was my happiness .

you should have told me tt ur feelings had faded .
i had no idea , and i continued to depend on u .
although i say i hate u now . i'll be missing u .
bcaz im a girl . to whom love is everyting .
dey say tt when u give a guy all he wants he quickly gets bored .
and now i know tt's de truth .
and although i tell myself ,i'll nv be tricked by love again .
i fall in love , and my HEART is broken again .

u should have told me tt ur feeling had faded .
i had no idea , and i continued to depend on u .
although i say i hate u now , i'll be missing u
bcaz im a girl . to whom love is everyting .
dey say when u give a guy all he wants he quickly get bored .
and now i know tt's de truth .
and although i tell myself , i'll nv be tricked by love again .
i fall in love , and my hearT is broken again .

u should have told me that ur feeling had faded .
i had no idea , and i continue to depend on u .
although i say i hate u now , i'll be missing u .
pls dun break the hearT of GIRLS ,who'll do anyting for love .
i didnt know tt living tis life while being love would be so hard .
although i say i hate u now , i'll be missing u .
bcaz im a girl , to whom love is everyting .

today we broke up
you told me to meet some1 better den u and be happy .
u are just lyk all the other guys
what happen to when u told me that u loved me .
honestly , i dont wan u to be happy .
what am i gOing to do if u really forget bout me .
im in so much pain , more pain than i can bare .
bcaz im still in love with u .




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
8:20 PM




a dae ffer mii tuu rest at hm `
thx ppeii ffer willing tuu swop widd mii . hees -

woke upp ardd 1pm+ todae by the cor of vanessa .
was sneezing all the way since ii woke upp `
& came on9 msn -
& soon moii flu gone off ` x
b4 tat ; wenqi saidd tat he pray tat ii be alright & he will be the one sufferin from it .
& soon aft moii flu realli gone off `
is his prayers realli so zhun? or its jus conidence?
no matter wadd it ish ,, thx wenqi ffer his prayers ` x
bbud ii wouldn habb wann him tuu suffer as well norhs .
its so guilty of mii -

lookedd ardd at friendster .
& was clicking thru frens de frens list .
clickedd ardd & saw a sideview so familar `
out of curiousity ,, ii viewedd the person`s profile .
& omg? its actt tat shuaige promoter,, xiaolong? lols !
ii was lyk omg ! did ii see wrongly?
how couldd it bbe so ZHUN ?
view his photos 1 by 1 & im sure its him .
its realli so ZHUN eu see .
ii cant imagine it at all -

chattedd in msn wid some frens -
& hahas ! gort a nick ffer eric . ' EVIL ERIC !'
lols 4 letter by 4 letter & 'E' wid 'E' ! =x
was shockedd wenn see baby shan de reciept of her ytd eating expense .
$350 ? LOLS ! tats lyk OMG? !

intendd tuu ggo isetan scott tuu return the tag `
bbudden was lazy + tiredd + bboredd .
no one ish ggoin wid mii . lols .
perphaps ggoin tuu return another dae `
hoping tat the manager of isetan scott wont bug mii =x

aft tat saw some videos tat mel shown mii .
real sadd & touchin norhs .
& the song ish NICE ! lols `

1/2 sians -
tmr ggonna work again `
12hours euu noe ! sobbies .
how could moii leg ever tahan againx? T.T
bbudd nvm ; ii believe ii cann ddo it ! =DD

p.s ffer ppl who misunderstood ,, im still single kae . lols .
especially baby shan ,, ddun tink wrongly ` =))




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
7:40 PM



Friday, October 20, 2006


HAPPY B'DAE TUU MOII BABY SHAN MEI ! =D
WISHING HER ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING !

3rd dae of working lyfe ;
yet todae was from 10am all the way tuu 10pm !
reachedd hm ardd 11.15pm .
awws ; standingg all the way okay ! T.T
lunch & dinner were oni lyk 15mins?

meet ppeii on the bus109 .
& we actt missedd several busstops aft our desination !
we were lyk OMG ,, HOW? lols ``
& we took bus21 bback tuu pasir ris interchange ,,
& took mrt tuu tarah merah & switchedd tuu expo .
reachedd dere 10mins earlier & we arent allow tuu ggo in b4 10am .

business was GREAT from the starting .
once the gate ish open ,, 1 whole bunch of customers were rushing in !
tat scene was lyk LOLS ! so kiasu? =x
yuan lai metro big sales realli cann attract so manii ppl dderhs .
in the first hour ,, we already sold ardd 10pieces of clothes ! LOLS .
its lyk wow ; so much much much diff from isetan scott `

wenn we was abt tuu ggo ffer lunch ,,
sharon said she was ggoin tuu spot-check on us .
& so we wenn ffer our lunch separatly `
aft awhile sharon realli pop-out . lols .
instructed us tuu arrange the stocks all tat & she wenn off shopping .

some customers were so funny & interesting ` lols -
whereas some ish so fussy ;
wanna open so mani of the clothes tuu see yet its the same size -.-"
wastedd moii time folding out & in ffer them T.T
yet the worst ish some ddun even bbuy in the endd . lols . nvm nvm .
the collueges dere was okay bbahs ; kinda friendly oso `
saw 3 shuaige promoters nearby bbudd din managedd tuu chat wid them . =x

in the endd its finally 10pm & its time tuu knock off liaos -
hahas ; overall business was great ! ardd 75deals were made ! hehe .
habb a sense of self achievement . =D
bbudd seriously ,, standding ffer so long hours wasnt easy .
leg realli hurts ; imagine eu cant even sit at all ='((
serving customers was okay ; earnedd some experience =D
ppei's dad drivedd us & another colluege bback hm aft tat `
thx thx lots ! =))
wanna thx ytd de shuaige promoter xiaolong ffer teaching mii how tuu fold clothes oso again .
if nort ii wouldd bbe at a lost todae ; lols =D
too bbadd ii cant see him anymore lerhhs `
t




moii tempo nametag at isetan scott =x


the clothes im promoting at isetan scotts from $79.90 - $99.90 T.T


the ones on offer at isetan scotts ; $29.90 `


the ones im selling in expo metro great sales ! $19 ffer short sleeves . $29 ffer long sleeves . lols . the color might seems plain on the photo ,, bbud honesty its TOO BRIGHT wenn eu sees it in real life . =x




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
11:59 PM



Thursday, October 19, 2006


another tiring dae `
feelin so exhastedd now .
legg was seriously SUAN ! T.T
lols ,,
nearly lost moii way while ggoin tuu work `
& almost trippedd -.-"
reportedd tuu meeting & followedd by greetin the customers as usual `
everybody seems so busy checking their stocks & packing tings `
except ffer mii - nthh tuu ddo -
lendd a helping handd tuu auntie alice ; LOLS ( same name as mi ) `
aft tat seems so free ffer mii ;
jus scrolling here & dere & chit-chatting wid some collueges ` x
business was poor ffer moii brand `` lols .
managedd tuu make a few deal ffer other brands except mine ! T.T
wenn tuu the canteen ffer lunch & wenn ii come hm ``
saw 1 shuaige promoter bside moii brand .
hahas ,, he chattedd wid mii & teaches mii quite alot of tings ` x
he ish CUTE ! lols ! so thankful tuu him =D -
ardd 6pm+ ,, he wenn ffer dinner wid his gf . lols . his gf was ahemms =x .
he`s sweet okay ; foldedd a paper rose ffer his gf . lols `
so envious T.T =x
lols ,, met 1 amusing customer =x
his hp batt was flat & he askedd if there ish a nokia charger here? lolx !
toldd the shuaige & he oso laughedd =x
ardd 6.35pm ,, finally dere ish 1 customer trying on moii brand clothes .
was so happii tat he lyks it & askedd ffer his size .
bbudden DIAOS ! NO MORE STOCKS FOR HIS SIZE? -.-"
dden aft tat ii realise the display set was the size he wantedd `
lols & he agreedd tuu take it ! hahas . cool~
made a deal b4 las min b4 ii leave dere =DD `
miss all the collueges tat helpedd mii especially rina ,, judy ,, betty ,, alice ,, another colluege ( bbud forget the name ) & tat shuaige xiaolong ! `
habb a wonderful experience at dere . hehe .
tmr venue would bbe diff lerhhs ; ggoin tuu EXPO SALES `` x
shall bbe a busy dae dere ` lols .
any1 free cann ddropp past mii at expo from 10am - 10pm tmr !
all are welcome =DD -

hp batt was totally flat ; awws ; saddening . =/
charging at the moment `
awaitingg tuu see all moii msgs lols . =x




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
8:32 PM



Wednesday, October 18, 2006


super tiring dae !
leg super super painful & hurtful .

its moii 1st dae of work .
woke upp ardd 7.30am & preparedd myself `
took mrt tuu ochardd & ii actt mistaken the venue ish at scott hse `
bbudd actt its isetan scott . lols .
wenn dere & very fast foundd moii superviser `
wenn ffer a short meeting & aft tat start tuu work le norhs .
all the collueges were bberii friendly norhs .
hehe `` keep chattin widd mii .
bbudd the superviser was lyk kinda bbu hao dderhs `
face so black lols .
dere was 1 incident which ish so funny .
2 young policeman walk ddown the escaluater & kept lookin at mi `
1 of them even smiledd & wavedd tuu mii . lols .
aft tat both of them were lookin at mii all the way long `
another incident which iish ``
1 marriedd couple kept smiling at mii whenever they ggoess & saw mii `
lols ,, & actt they were 1 of moii collueges de frenx -
they even sae byebye tuu mii wenn they ggo off aft 1 hour `` x
& lastly 1 of moii collueges wanna draggedd mii over tuu her company `
lols ,, she askedd ffer moii no. & gave mii the manager`s contact no. as well as hers .
the pay ish higher than moii current one `
bbud its badd tuu switchedd over to hers =/
awws ,, any1 interestedd in selling men`s clothes? ii habb lobang =x !
she habb a few placess ffer students .
overall ,, todae ish kinda pleasedd derhs `
bbudd the oni & worst ting ishh moii leg HURTS ! T.T

hehe ,, perphaps ggonna sleepp soon lerhs .
tmr still habb tuu work .
moii POOR LEG ! T.T
must standdd another 8-9hours again `` x -
hope tmr cann make a deal ` x
lols . wonderin aft tmr ,, wenn will bbe moii next duty ? =/




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
9:02 PM



Tuesday, October 17, 2006


hehe .
so excitedd & happi `
recievedd a cor wenn iim sleeping halfway tat ii were tuu start work tmr ! =DD
was shockedd upon hearing tat cor . lols .
hees ,, bbudd its onii ffer tmr & thurs now -
lalalax . bbudd habb tuu wear full black T.T !

its marking dae ffer the skool todae & theres nort a nid tuu ggo skool .
stayedd at hm & slept till 11am+ ii tink .
& chattedd wid ppeii on fone `
the trip tuu tampines ish cancelledd norhs -
ii hope she cann wait till the dae she wishedd `
slackedd at hm ddoin nth . x
feeling so tiredd & wenn tuu sleep ardd 4pm+ ii tink .
woke upp ardd 7pm+ ` lols .
& wenn out almost 9pm -
look ardd ffer black clothing bbud none suitable -
wenn tuu eat mcdonald ffer dinner & reach hm ardd 11pm .
recievedd wenqi letter & lols ` thxx =DD

its time tuu sleep early todae & tuu gget ready tuu work ! =DD




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
11:15 PM



Monday, October 16, 2006


a enjoyable yet tiring dae . =x
las nite couldn realli sleep till 3am+ again `
woke upp ardd 6.30am & wenn tuu skool -
so feeling so tiredd as ii oni slept 3hours+ >.<

wenn skool & feel so gd in skool .
lols ; ddono y habb tis kind of feelin ` x
bbudden ii oni stayedd in skool ffer 2hours ` x
aft dropout amaths class wenn tuu findd tat mr.chan & left skool -
chattedd wid ppeii quite alot during emaths lesson abt her pprobs .
tmr shall ggo downn tuu tampines wid her ;
& apologize tuu vanessa ddurin dropout amaths lesson time .
& she demandd a treat from mii T.T

wenn hm & preparedd tuu ggo out wid piggy reuben di . lols .
he made mii wait again ` x -.-"
waitedd awhile & took mrt tuu ps -
wenn tuu the ticket counter & onii left 1st 5rows `` -
so we intendd tuu watch 3.20pm der show insteadd ;
watchedd didi eating & aft tat wenn ardd walkin circles =x
& wenn tuu pc bunk aft awhile .
saw wende at dere scrolling ard ;
& some audition-ers were so pro norhs -
speed were damnn fast ! T.T
almost all maplers were 11x + `
saw uncles & aunties playin too -.-"
see see awhile & wenn off tuu plae arcade `
hahas ; its so funn norhs . laughing non-stop =D
aft tat wenn bback ps walkedd ardd & saw a few vistarians .
wenn tuu bbuy each a keychain ; pink & blue !
its so CUTE ! shall put a pic at the bottom .
& soon moii key necklaces actt DROP !
luckily ii realisedd it & aft tat we wenn tuu sit ddown & fix it .
thx reuben didi ffer helpin mii tuu fix =D
aft tat headedd tuu watchedd ' rob-b-hood ' .
lols ` its so funni at the starting & the baby ish so adorable !
the movie endedd upp so touching-ly .
it was ardd 6pm wenn the movie endds `
& we took mrt hm aft tat . lols .
a enjoyable dae wid laughs ! =D


a photo ii taken b4 ii wenn out todae .




the keychain ii brought wid didi . =D
his ish blue lols .
p.s the color wasnt tat dull in real life =x




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
8:04 PM



Saturday, October 14, 2006


HAPPY B'DAE TUU WENQI ! QQ ! =D
may all ur wishes come true ; hees !

lols .
been in tis page since 1hr ago .
yet failed tuu type a single word ``
been chattin in msn wid frens since ii come hm .
non-stop ; lols .
tokin sense tuu some abt health thingy . =x
as they were sick norhs `
bbudd iim jus tokin crapss? =P
jus wishin them tuu recover soon bbahs !
rejectedd patrick kor ;
well ,, ii ddun even wanna try . sry . =/

las nite slept ardd 3am+ .
was slience-ing on the fone wid baby shan mei =x
lols `` & been settling some probs wid eben in msn durin 1am+ .
baby shan mei was at the scene too ; hees .
well ; his worrdds? should ii believe?
even if ii believe ,,
it oso dun makes a difference bahhs `` x
jus too disappointedd in him lerhs . =(

mornin woke upp ardd 11am+ .
& start tuu reply msgs & dae-dreamin on moii bedd `
slackedd till ardd 4pm+ & came on9 -
off9 at ardd 5pm+ & headedd tuu bathe ` x
wenn tuu piano lesson aft tat .
todae lesson did nth much ` x
most of the time discussing timing stuffs wid moii piano tcher .
its sadd tat no more slot ish left in the morning ``
& no one ish willing tuu shift it .
came up wid a solution tat moii piano tcher ish teachin mii privately . x
im pleasedd wid the solution =D
at least clear 1 of moii worries .

wenn tuu shopped ardd wid marmie aft tat `
dden brought 1 black shoes ffer work derhs .
damn expensive norhs arghhs !
came hm ardd 10pm+ `
& askedd dad if ii can quit moii piano & let moii piano tcher come hm & teach .
& wow ! my dad actt agree tuu tat !
bbudden he say no nid ask piano tcher come ! LOLS !
tats GREAT !
caz moii dad wadss the point of learnin whenn no exams ish taken . =x
while im so happi ,, moii marmie suddenly sae !
' quit can budd cant take back the $80 deposit '
once moii dad heard tat ,, his mood suddenly changed !
he was sayin ' WAD? Y CANT TAKE BACK ? '
& insistedd mii tuu ggo back piano & learn ffer another mth till can take bback the deposit norhs .
awws ! & ii told him some reasons & he sae tmr dden continue tuu sae .
as he iish ggoin tuu continue wid his mahjong . -.-"
hopefully he will agrees wid moii suggestions ! =D
iim praying ; hees .




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
11:38 PM



Friday, October 13, 2006


couldn sleep again las nite ``
chatted on fone wid baby shan mei till kinda late .
& aft tat habb been lookin thru bback moii inbox ` x
& saved some 'special' msgs in a folder -
mind was in a mess las nite .
images of someone kept flowing thru moii mind `
its been long since we realli tok ;
& ii ddin wantedd tuu tink of him .
bbudd it jus kept flashing in moii mind .
& soon ii fell asleep at ardd 3am ` x

sians .
campedd at hm todae `` x
early in the mornin 7am recievedd prank cors from tat ziming again .
was irritated by him & switch moii hp tuu slient mode -.-" `
realli couldn understand y he ish so lame .
woke up at ardd 10am+ again & was so vexed ;
tinkin on how should ii arrange moii time ffer work ,, couselling & piano .
hhais . x
recievedd a fone cor from mel & chatted ffer kinda long ``
was 1/2 siians oso . lols .
he joinedd mii in kongkong soon aft & ii wenn tuu watch tv at 5.30pm `
& baby shan meii cor mii at nite lols ``
we were so quiet . hahas .

now in msn chattin wid some frens `` x
was sadd tat wenqi still couldn come in moii blog .
& was curious tat whose the hacker who logins tuu ppei`s msn `
theres ggettin more & more LAMERS exisiting lerhs -.-" `

hhais ;
ii realli wish tat time could stop at a moment wenn ii feel lovedd & w/o worries .
bbudden ii noe its impossible derhhs .
gd times habb tuu end one dae ;
jus dependin on how long can it las -




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
10:21 PM



Thursday, October 12, 2006


Happi 16th b'dae tuu Terence & 14th b'dae tuu jasmine ang !

wasted another dae at hm ;
lols ``
las nite was chattin in msn wid some frens & was very happii .
hees ; it brightens up moii dae chattin wid them -
played kongkong in the middle of nite wid baby shan meii =x
& wenn off tuu sleep almost 3am .

ddin ggo ffer bridging course todae `` x
& stayedd at hm instead .
heard tat moii name was called up by mr.alan lim durin the mornin assembly !
ii was shockedd ;
wonderin yy he cor moii name -.-"
intend tuu ggo skool tmr `
bbud since ppeii ish nort ggoin ;
ii shall nort ggo oso lerhs .

playedd kongkong ffer some hours todae `
hees ;
bbudden its gettin abit sians lerhs?
bbudd at least its still kinda fun still . =x

was realli amazedd by wenqi wordds .
well ; tot he was oni jk ?
bbud it came out so real ?
lols `` hab no idea how tuu response =x

came out wid a conclusion wid moii job & couselling thingy .
mayb ii shall jus ggo on tuu work 1st `
& when its dae ffer the couselling ;
ii shall see wadd ii cann ddo tuu take a leave ?
lols ;
ii believe ' chuan dao qiao tou zhi ran zhi ' =x
& was happi tat the manager hab replied moii msgs .
if theres no prob ,, ii should start work from next week? lols .

anyway theres something realli irritates mii !
arghhs ;
recently habb been pranked cor by ziming !
tat ass tat ii habb break ties wid ;
well ; is he realli so lame?
habb tuu prank cor mii wenn he gort nth tuu ddo?
arghhs ! its nort the 1st few times alrights .
82069704 - 1 last chance !

anyway these are the pics ii came out wid todae ` =D






♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
7:54 PM



Wednesday, October 11, 2006


saddenin dae .
couldn slp las nite ;
been tinkin alot till ardd 2am+ `
woke up ard 10am+ tis mornin .
recieved wenqi msgs `
wantedd tuu reply bbud was feelin weak tuu reply `
wenn tuu on com & rest awhile -
supposedd tuu meet jiamin or caine korkor derhs ;
bbudd endedd up denied both .
was feelin abit down & nort feelin well .
marmie askedd mii tuu keep away from moii hp `
as she sae the radiation iish bbad ffer mii as im sick .
listenedd tuu her & wenn tuu plae com =x
made a new layout ffer moii blog `
any comments any1 ? =)
aft tat wenn tuu watched tv at 5.30pm `
mel calledd mii ardd 6pm .
wenn tuu plae kongkong `
& mel decidedd tuu dwl it .
plae wid him till ardd 8pm+ `
& wenn tuu check all the msgs .
recievedd lots of msgs from wenqi ! T.T
so sry ddin repliedd .

hhaiis ;
she finally cor mii ; bbudden ii noe tat she is still holdin grudges .
sadsadx .
ii ddidn mean it tat dae ``
eu ddin bother tuu hear moii explaination at all ` x

hhaiis ;
how am ii ggoin tuu work ddurin the holidays?
ii habb oni 1 dae off per week !
how am ii ggoin tuu ggo ffer moii groupwork couselling ting !
arghhs ; its 2daes per week ! T.T
yet it took almost 3-4hours per session !
ii HATE tat !
ii finally could settle ddown on a job yet tis is happening !
why is it liddat .
wadd cann ii do?
it ish a MUST ffer mii tuu ggo ffer the couselling 2times per week !
bbud ii MUST oso ggo tuu work T.T
hhaiis ; VEXED !
any1 habb any ideas or suggestion? T.T

anyway ii sincerely APPRECIATE those DAILY READERS who spent time readin moii blog everydae . =)
& a special thx tuu moii CLOSE frens tat always gib mii advices on stuffs .
eu noe who eu all are .
theres nort a nid tuu mention names .




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
8:30 PM



Tuesday, October 10, 2006


tiring + 1/2 sians .
jus finish uploaded some photos in moii photo album blog .
& chattin in msn wid some frens now ;
wid baby shan meii ,, wenqi ,, jm ,, mel ,, bryan di & a weird guy ` x
mel was sending mii some LAME photos & videos `
& wenqi ,, ddun be so upset kaes . =)

woke upp ardd 10am todae ;
& came on9 playin kongkong wid baby shan meii .
was so funn ; hees =)
thx baby shan meii ffer those items =D !
wenn tuu bathe at ardd 2pm tuu gget prepared `
& ppeii came over moii hse tuu meet mii at ardd 3.15pm .
ardd 4pm wenn tuu take shuttlebus tuu rivervale mall `` x
we were the 1st ones tuu reach ; lols .
waitedd & took some photos at ppei`s cam -
& soon some ppl come lerhhs `` x
wenn in & helped out abit .
& aft tat wenn tuu NTUC wid some frens tuu bbuy stuffs .
brought nearly 70bucks of food .
& we carriedd bback tuu the condo -
aft tat stayedd at dere ddoin nth much .
sat ddown & slackedd ;
& took some photos .
bbud was simply bboredd bbahs `` x
ppeii suggestedd tuu ggo hm at ardd 7.30pm .
& ii kept ask her tuu wait lols .
almost 8pm we finally left ``
cabbedd hm & came online .
saw vanessa NUER !
its bbeen mths tat ii las seen her .
chatted wid siangjun & confirmedd smth `
1/2 siians overall . lols .
im hungry . T.T ``

although its sians ;
at least ii habb ddone wadd im intendin tuu ddo . =)
well ; thx ffer the courage ; wenqi ,, baby shan meii & mel . `


the ggals attended BBQ .


mii & ppeii .


guess which is mine? =x


mii & lilian .


mii & zhenyin .


mii & jacq .


mii & jas .




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
11:11 PM



Monday, October 09, 2006


walaos !
habb tuu reblog everything !
due tuu some errors !
nvm T.T

todae was nth special ;
woke upp ardd 10am & chatted wid ppeii on fone `
hangedd up ardd 11am+ & headed tuu try kongkong =x
was kinda lame bbud overall its kinda funn bbahs . hees .
played a few rounds & its gettin late `
headedd tuu bathe & wenn tuu cp .
meet yuzheng & wenn down tuu wait ffer reuben didi .
keep sae ii bully him ! T.T
wenn did ii bully him =x

aft tat brought some food at old chang kee `
& soon cabbed down tuu hougang area .
habb tuu ggo ffer family cousellin session -
bbud dad wasnt around .
was kinda sians sians while waitin ffer kaiqi .
budden its lucky tat it wasnt tat long `
wenn in the rm & start the consveration .
tis time round ; ii shared quite alot of stuffs -
shall nort say in details here . hees .


wenn tuu hougang mall ffer lunch at ardd 4pm+ .
the food sux ; lols ; nth tuu eat derhs =x
aft tat wenn tuu shopped ard wid marmie norhs .
dden saw a film ish goin on .
lols - tis time round ii ddin stop & see .
as iim rushin bback hm ffer moii tv progs `


wenn hm & watched tv progs .
& diaos ! ii actt doze off on moii sofa !
replied wenqi msgs & sry ffer the late replies ` =x
continuedd watched tv progs till 10pm & came blogging .

was lookin forwardd tuu tmr der class bbq .
hees ; hopin tat tmr would bbe a fun & enjoyable dae `
& oh yeshh ! ' C ' ! lols . =D

oh yarhs !
las nite heard 1 ridiculous news ffrom shan baby meii !
walaos norhs ; tat eben actt hackedd her maple acct !
arghhs ; ii hear liaos was lyk SHIT HIM ! T.T
was tinkin bback some ppast memories ;
dden was tinkin ; was tat all lies he said?
all were actt lies?
ii couldn accept it norhs .
he usedd tuu told mii ;
he would nv hacked his frens acct unless ppl hacked him 1st .
hhais ; he sounds so real at tat moment ;
& todae ; gosh ! ii found out his true self mayb?
how ii wish it wasnt real at all .
ii hate SCAMMER & HACKER ! SUX FFER LIFE !




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
11:09 PM



Sunday, October 08, 2006


hhaiis ;
bborin .

woke upp ardd 11am todae ``
& wenn tuu rivervale mall wid moii parents tuu hab lunch at ardd 1pm .
dden wenn tuu walkedd ardd norhhs . 1/2 siians .
dden saw kimwee ,, marcus & james at NTUC ``
they were bbuyin bbq stuffs bbahs .
aft tat wenn hm at ardd 4pm `` x
came online & chatted wid some frens .
ppeii ,, baby shan meii ,, wen qi ,, ryan & kel didi .
told wenqi quite manii stuffs -
was glad tat he understood well .
was sadd upon hearing ppeii`s pprobs -
hope she will bbe fine bbahs ``
& hopefully she cann bbe strong tuu face the situation norhs .
& hopefully she cann ggo tuu the class bbq ;
& it shall bbe a memorable one bbahs .

recievdd a cor from mel at nite ``
chatted wid him bbud mostly iim on msn instead . lols .
intend tuu try out kongkongsea bbud its so lagg `
shall try tmr instead .

all the best tuu all tat are stll habing exams .
especially moii dearest baby shan meii & the rest .
study hardd & ii believe eu will be rewarded after ur hardwork !

a special thanks tuu wenqi ffer bbein moii listenin ears tis few daes .
ii apreciate ur kind thoughts .
a great fren indeed ` =)

recently dere some frens are all facing relationship pprobs `
An advice tuu all moii frens tat are facing relationship pprobs ,,
jus ddo wad eu tink its right .
& the choice of emotions lies on eu all de handds ,,
whether tuu bbe happi or remain unhappy .
everydae ish a part of ur life ;
a wise choice iish tuu live everydae tuu the fullest .
no point bbein so sadd whenn euu couldn ddo anythin tuu help `` x




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
8:32 PM



Saturday, October 07, 2006


its time tuu update blog .
wadd a bborin sat ``
stayedd at hm sms-ing & chattin in msn .
yy am ii stayin at hm wenn exams are over & its time tuu enjoy?
lols ` x
nvm ; next week shall bbe a busy & full week ! =D

supposedd tuu meet reuben di at nite bbud since moii piano lesson ish cancelled ,,
shall meet him on mondae instead . hees =)
woke up kinda early todae & watched tv progs till 11am .
was sms-ing wid wenqi . lols .
came on9 aft tat & was readin frens blog `` x
came msn & chattedd wid some frens on9 .
heardd tat andyoie was in boys home !
ii was lyk wth ``
wadd ii predictedd was rite T.T
yuan lai he MIA iish bcaz of tis ` hhais ; sadd ffer him .
well ; ddono wenn cann see him again lerhs .
mayb a few mths or a year or mayb forever norts? >.<>

wadd cann ii ddo at hm?
ii ddunch feel lyk playin any games . >.< - bboreddd tuu death .

was happi tat las nite habb 3belovedd frens msg-ing wid mii `` x
hees ; mainly wenqi ,, shan baby meii & reuben didi .
ii lurve eu all ; as frens ,, meii & di okaes . =D
hahas ; thx ffer the accompany .




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
3:23 PM



Friday, October 06, 2006



under moonlight eatin mooncake .



♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
8:28 PM




Happy mid-autumn dae ! =D

its finally the endd of N's level .
at last completedd all papers =)
bbudd habb tuu wait ffer 2mths b4 ii can gget moii results `
seriously ddidn habb much confidence in promotin tuu sec5 .
mayb tis iish the las year ii will bbe stayin in sec skool -
realli miss the moments ii habb in skool over the 4yrs `
although dere are oso sorrows in it ` bbud at least ii overcome everyting .
bbudd of caz ; iim hopin tat ii cann manage tuu promote tuu sec 5 ` x

ytd wenn tuu pasir ris tuu plae lattern wid cousins `
kinda enjoyedd bbud come across wid some rude ppls `
cutting queues & pushin ppl . -.-"
those aunties were screamin & makin lots of noise all ardd ` x
smsedd wid baby shan meii ,, reuben didi & wenqi while on the way bback hm .
came hm ardd 12am+ & headedd tuu sleep soon aft .

woke upp ardd 10.30am todae .
& was msg-ing wid baby shan meii & reuben di all the way till noon .
& habb maths paper2 at 2pm -
was diffcult budd was fairly done bbahs ` x

was kinda excitedd ffer tues der class bbq .
bbudd wonderin if ppeii cann make iit marhhs .
wishin hher all the best in her 'something' .
ggod bless . she will bbe alright ii guess =) `




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
6:38 PM



Thursday, October 05, 2006


suddenly reminds mii of 2 ddaes ago moii parents were quarrelin at 3am mid-nite .
ii was sleepin halfway & was awake by their noise .
hhaiis ; hate tuu see moii faily turnin out in tis way `
ii cann see the stress in them bbud they jus couldn see mine -
moii heart realli sank wenn ii heard them quarrelin abt those issues ,,
wenn both parties wouldn wan it tuu happen if theres a choice ;
wadds the pt of quarrelin abt such stuffs .
bbud ii jus couldn ddo anythin tuu help ` x

wanna thx wenqi ffer showin his moral support by wishin mii gd luk everydae b4 moii paper start & nv fails tuu ddo it everydae ` thx worhs =)

bbeen seeing every1 mugging on the books throughout tis week .
feelin tat iim lack of revising while others were so yonggong `
tmr would bbe the las paper of N's lerhhs `
which iish maths paper2 .
hopefully ii cann ddo well ffer it & get moii distinction perphaps . lols .

todae lit paper was alright `
managedd tuu finish it on time .
by copying the section a part 1 repeatedly again on another foolscap . =x

aft exam walkedd tuu the busstop wiid ppeii & vanessa -
& vanessa was intendin tuu come moii hse ffer revision together `
tot it would bbe jus awhile & it ended up so manii hours . x
we ate & startedd the revision `
ddid some paper2 of other skools & was feelin so stress -
slacked awhile & cam-whore lols .
took some lame photos which shown below `


tats the ppic ii drawn !


lols ; see ! so manii worksheets ! =x


gguess which iish mine? theres no prize ffer guessin the correct one =x


im studyin okay ! =D evidence !! lols .


shes playin wid moii hair ! hands off ggal !


wadd are we actt ddoin? lolx ; lamers rite?


look down & search ffer $$ ! =x


pose & cheese !! =D


continuedd wid our revision & ii recievedd a cor from mel `
chatted wid him awhile & ii were tuu revise lerhhs .
bbudd ii startedd tuu feel tiredd & endedd up stop revising ` =x
at ardd 4.30pm ` walkedd down wid vanessa's tuu the busstop .
& came hm watchedd tv progs `
recievedd a cor from amanda they all .
& were tuu ggo lantern-ing at nite at pasir ris =D
hees ; bbud habb tuu travel so far . =/

tats all ; ggonna prepare & ggo out lerhhs .




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
5:28 PM



Wednesday, October 04, 2006


completed 3 subjects todae ;
physics & chem iish so so bbahs .
simplier than prelim derhhs -
maybb cann pass? lols `

aft science paper stayedd at skool wid ppeii & vanessa .
ate & sat near general office & revisedd ffer F&N paper `
jokedd quite alot ; especially mii -
mr.reduan ,, the mr chan & the guy security came tuu tok tuu us awhile =x `
the scene was kinda funny ` x
headedd tuu hall ffer F&N paper at ardd 2pm -
saw the qns & was stunned .
it was difficult ffer mii ` sighhs .
wadd ii studiedd din came out except a few `
pathetic norhhs ; always so suay dderhhs -

wenn hm ardd 4pm+ `
watchedd tv till 6.30pm -
ddin realise tv progs were actt so interesting . lols .
tmr habin lit `
ddun realli nid tuu revise on bbahs `
already ddid wadd ii suppose tuu ddo .
shall plae audition lata perphaps -
wonderin if shan meii & kel didi iish playin mahhs `
feel lyk playin wid them as ii nv plae wid them a proper game b4 . =x




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
6:48 PM



Tuesday, October 03, 2006


finally finish moii maths paper lerhhs `
ddunn tink cann score well lerhhs . x
cfm worst than moii prelims bbahs -
saddistic ; bbudd haii hao still gort paper2 `
bbud usually paper2 iish difficult derhhs .
moii aim ffer A1 iish gone wid the air -

ytd ddin realli study till at nite .
was playin audition & chattin on fone on the same time ffer almost whole dae .
hhabb a break in-between of caz ` x
surfed the net & saw something kinda cute .
were tuu dressed up the character . lols .
probarly most ppl will tink its lame `



these are the characters ii came out wid . =x

tmr habin 3subjects ; 5 papers ffer N's .
hhaiis .
ii detest chem & physics `
yet tmr iim ggoin tuu take it ` bboredd .
shall try moii best tuu study ffer iit bbahs `
shouldn let it pull ddown moii marks by alot -




♥ Im locking u into my heart
& Im gonna throw away the key
2:19 PM