skool was borin again as usual `
almost all were bluetooth-ing 'porns' ddurin eng & physics lesson -.-"
ii gort 3 in moii hp too . x
bbudd ii ddun dare tuu watch ; its gross wenn ii saw some parts at fren`s hp .

aft skool wenn tuu cp wid ppeii tuu photocopy her IC `
aft tat walkedd hm & rest ffer awhile `
& fall asleep soon aft -
woke upp at ardd 4.30pm+ & saw 3 missedd cor from mel `
& soon he calledd mii up again & ask mii tuu plae audition .
ii hesitate awhile bbud endedd up playin =x
jianrong & huimin joinedd in the cor soon aft `
mii & mel were playin the audition while conferenin -
lost quite a few matches tuu him at the beginning `
bbudd endedd up was alrights =))
stoppedd audition-ing & hanged up the cor at ardd 8pm .

was sadd tat ii still couldn login tuu friendster `
ii ddono wadd the problem lies on .
how am ii goin tuu fix tis probb `
ii realli nid friendster =((
sobbiess . x

exams iish jus very near the corner lerhs -
yet iim still playin -.-"
tonite ii shall chiong study again .

aft tat recievedd a cor from mel at ardd 4pm `
askedd mii tuu ggo audition tuu plae plae .
its kinda funny in the game -
we were so NOOBS !
theres a round wenn its so funny `
one member of the opponent left the game while ii press the start button .
& it bcame 2 vs 1 `
& the char seems tuu combine together . hahas -

kinda bboredd dae afterall `
3more daes ffer mii tuu study ffer N`s level .
hao kong bu worhhs -

hhaiis ,,
ii wanna login tuu friendster !
yy is there a probb login-in? =((

tis ppic look cute ` lols =x

anyway todae was a BORING dae .
woke upp ardd 10am `
bathe & preparedd ffer skool -
recievedd a prank cor from 2 unknown guys `
was irritatedd -.-"
aft tat ate & wenn tuu skool .

skool was bborin `
emaths was still okay bbud oso bboredd actt .
chinese was extremly boredd `
wenn tuu lit aft tat -
& lit tcher ddin come again ,,
aft lit wenn bback hm . lols .
managedd tuu walk out of skool w/o those security stoppin & kping . =x
it was unusual . lols -
recievedd a msg from eric aft tat `
& realisedd actt its his frens who prank cor mii -
tats LAME alrights -
& he askedd if ii wanna ggo plae pool tmr at 5AM !
siaos niia ` told him tat ii wanna slp derhhs & habb lesson in the mornin .

came hm & marmie was abt tuu ggo ah ma hse `
& ii ddin ggo widd her -
1/2 siians norhs ; stayedd at hm -
hhaiis ,, lata must focus on revisin ffer N levels lerhhs `
las few daes ffer mii tuu buck up ~

a normal skool-dae norhs .
emaths tcher ddin come & sat the library ffer an hour .
amaths dropout class was nth special ;
chitchat wid pei & vanessa as usual .
2nd period of chinese wenn tuu express branch wid jiamin `
& chatted wid peii ,, jiamin & sheuelee they all `
lit tcher ddin come too ` & oso sat the library ffer an hour .
jasmineang came & tok wid mii `
tats surprisin actt lols -

aft skool wenn tuu bugis wid vanessa `
tuu bbuy some gifts ffer a fren b'dae . lols .
wenn up & down & finally brought a few tings norhs -
& wenn hm ardd 6pm+ bbahs .

suddenly ii felt so lonely ,,
ii nid some1 tuu bbe dere ffer mii ` sharin moii happiness & sorrows .
ii wann tuu bbe lovedd & dotedd `
ii jus wan a guy who feel special jus tuu mii .
no one noes how ii feel at all -
Empty-heart waitin tuu be filled in wid love by jus 1 special guy .

sch was as bborin as usual `
adores emaths as usual too -
caz ii get tuu see somethin ii wanna see .
the other lessons was simply BORED !
chinese wenn tuu ava tuu see a piggy cartoon -
was kinda CUTE actt ; bbud ii tink its nort suitable ffer our age .

aft skool wenn ffer the INTERVIEW !
was kinda anxious & excitedd & was wonderin wadd will happen `
& if the manager were tuu hire us .
mii ,, ppeii & vanessa took bus 89 tuu pasir ris mrt straight aft skool -
& took the train over tuu paya lebar `
wantedd tuu change our clothes at dere bbud couldn find any washrooms `
& so we wore our uniforms tuu the venue .
took bus 28 tuu the interview place -
& the bus 28 driver was so friendly tuu us ; unlike the previous one ` -.-"

recievedd a cor from the manager wenn we were downstairs `
her tone seems friendly & ii felt relivedd .
we wenn upp tuu the 7th storey & fill up the application form -
& the manager was dere tuu bbrin us iin =)
ddurin the interview was kinda cool & relaxed bbahs -
nort tat kongbu as ii tink =x
& was way way better than the interview ii wenn tuu ardd 2yrs ago `
aft the interview ; 3 of us were hiredd =D
bbud its still nort confirm wenn we are ggoin tuu start our work -
anyway iim so pleasedd tat the manager was so friendly ; hees =D
& most importantly ii GOT MY JOB FOUND SUCESSFULLY ! wooos ! =D

took bus 80 bback tuu sengkang .
ate kfc widd ppei at cp `
we were so funny wenn we reach cp -
shouldn tok abt it ; hees =x
ate lerhs & wenn bback hm at ardd 5pm+ `

tokin wid eugene on fone now `
bbud shall put down soon & tuu start revisin moii work aft blogging .
enddin here -

todae woke up late in the mornin .
actt it cann bbe countedd as afternoon bbahs . =x
as its ardd 12pm .
continue tuu read through 'kiss the dust' till chapter 10 lerhs .
& wenn out tuu punggol plazza tuu hhab lunch wid parents .
& came bback cp tuu bbuy some stuffs `
reach hm ardd 5pm & continue wid moii maths revision -
& finally finish coverin the 4textbks .

next week wouldd bbe a busy week bbahs `
wonderin if tmr needa ggo ffer the interview mahhs `
haven gort the confirmation yet .

time tuu eat dinner lerhs -

jus taken lunch .
campedd at hm now ;
mornin woke up ardd 9am & bathe .
watchedd tv progs & smsed dad wishin him a happi b'dae .
& soon wenn ffer piano lesson `
aft tat habb nowhere tuu ggo ;
& wenn hm aft tat norhhs .
waste time comin out jus ffer piano lesson -.-"

came hm wenn on9 ;
jus create the ddono wadd taggedd thingy .
din realli noe how tuu handle wid it lols -
soon came on9 & chat wid shan baby mei =P
bbeen a couple of daes ddin chat wid her on9 lerhhs .
due tuu examinations =((
aft tat was chattin wid leroy & gort tuu noe tat andyoie was sort of MIA again .
playedd 2rounds of audition wid kel didi .
it was terrible ; com was lagging lyk hell -
the arrows were so stucked-up .
bbeen long ddin contact wid caine kor oso lerhs `
bbudd we jus manage tuu catch up in msn =)

ii began tuu panic .
no idea which will be the path ii will choose aft N level ;
ii ddun wish tuu leave sch so fast yet ii oso wanna work -
suddenly ii feel lyk i LOVE SCHOOL ! LOL -
tats amusing bbud iim sort of missin school-days . =x

wenn tuu ave8 tuu take a bite at ardd 9.30am+ .
we were so anxious tuu go ffer the interview `
& out of a sudden ,, ii recievedd a msg from the person-in-charge `
statedd tat she wasnt in & askedd us tuu arrange another appointment wid her .
we was lyk wth ; waste our trip norhhs .
we habb no idea where tuu ggo & we took a 161 tuu hougang mrt station .
we decided tuu ggo ms tuu shop & by the time we reach dhobydaut is kinda late `
& so we endedd up ggoin ps -
took some photos on the mrt w/o botherin anything LOL .

shoppeddd & craps alot at ps .
saw a shop tat iish interestin & we wenn tuu take a look .
there wasnt any price-tag in any of the items `
we askedd the cashier & wth ! all the items iish oni $2 ?
the stuffs there were all mostly cost more than $2 `
even a foundation base is jus $2 ?
which cost $15+ at other stores .
we were shockedd & we brought some stuffs there `
aft tat we continuedd our shopping & saw a shop which is currently habin sales .
& we brought a similar tees =)) `
we wantedd tuu bbuy another top wenn we ppast by another shop -
bbud at tat moment we were broke lerhhs ` hees .

soon intendd tuu ggo bback hm & recievedd a cor from eugene -
he askedd us tuu accompany him ggo eat prata & we agreedd .
waitedd ffer him at his hse de lrt ffer quite some time `
& took a big circle bback tuu jalan-kayu dere .
waitedd kinda long ffer the prata tuu bbe servedd `
crapps & jokedd while waitin ; tats funny lols -
aft tat ii was intendin tuu ggo hm & perphaps revisin moii work .
bbudd they psyco mii tuu ggo TPY dere .
& endedd up ii joinedd them =x
we walkedd VERY VERY FAR tuu 163 de busstop `
& our legs were SO SUAN ! -.-"
tat eugene told us its NEAR & endedd up so so so FAR -

on the bbus was 1/2 sians at first ; the trip was so long .
mii & ppeii kept di-siao eugene LOL .
funn funn . keke .
& we craps & craps all the way .
& finally reach TPY lerhs & we st8 away took 159 bback tuu sengkang LOL `
so lame ` hahas .
& was oso crappin in the bus -
the journey seems tuu bbe longer than 163 derhhs . =p
& ii was kinda tiredd ddurin the ride .

recievedd marmie cor wenn abt tuu reach the stop .
told hher tat im comin bback hm soon & she toldd mi she jus wenn tuu ps `
lols ; ps again -.-"
eugene accompany mii tuu walkedd hm as he`s ggoin tuu meet his frens .
reachedd hm & recievedd vanessa`s cor bbud hangedd up very soon `
& here ii came tuu bblog `

wadd a enjoyable ddae =)
finally ii habb moii long-laughs =D

2more weeks & no more 'C'o'A' liaos !!
yy wouldd time pass so FAST !!

skool was somehow everydae the same .
slept ddurin physics lesson & almost whole the class were oso sleepin =x .
was sick of ddoin wks ffer every single lesson -
ddun tink it realli helps much bbahhs `

aft skool discussin abt tmr der interview wid ppeii & vanessa `
& endedd up vanessa still insistedd nort tuu ggo wid us norhs .
hopefully moii interview will shun li guo guan =))
tonite must try tuu rehearse abit hehe .
hao nervous & excitedd . x

YESTERDAY -

DREAM !
anyway las nite ii habb somehow an awful dream tat resemble the pevious one .
dreamt tat i saw HER aft skool & we somehow walkin near each other on the way tuu the bustop .
SHE & HER frens were insultin mii & ii walkedd over & defend moiiself .
they stop yet wenn SHE was abt tuu board the bus ,, SHE gave mii a tight slap & was laughin evil-ly`
ii immediatly run towards HER & revenge ffer moii sake -
ii pulledd her down the bus & slap HER bback `
& soon we began tuu fite .
ii couldn rmb how we endedd the fite as ii was bbein awake . -.-"
its so similar tuu tat dream ii hhabb a few nites bback . so coinidence `

ytd ii was intend tuu revisin ffer maths actt `
budd endedd up fallin asleep -
& continuedd tuu study at ardd 7pm tuu 9pm .
eugene cor mii & we chattedd ffer some time `
& ii were tuu eat moii dinner -
intend tuu study ffer lit bud yet vanessa cor mi `
chattedd & hangedd up ardd 11pm .
& finally ii managedd tuu read the lit text till 12am & slept =))

iiSEEnoFUTUREinneitherCoA -

wenn tuu skool & habb emaths ffer the 1st lesson =) .
bbudd was kinda bboredd lohs ;
lit tcher ddin come todae & tats great `
as ii ddin ddo the essay oso . kakaka .
was chattin wid frens & they were all tokin abt scary things ` hahas .
those hauntedd placess ` x
well ; ii would hhabb faint if ii were at the scene ` =p
eng & physics are sicken-ing norhhs .
jus botherin ddrawin moii own stuffs from moii imagination - x

shall eat & hurriedd widd revising le bbahs .
bbudd ddun habb the mood of studyyin =((
bbudd wei le wo de qian tu ; wo yi ding hui jia you derhhs =))

'C' o 'A' ?
lols .
confusion .

which is better?
lols .
perphaps tis is a weird & odd entry as no1 noes the meanin of wadd im referin tuu =x

ii wan an approach . LOL .

anyway ii wont bbe online much recently as ii needa chiong ffer moii N's lerhhs .
last 1-2weeks left & the coffin is here ! =x
jiayou tuu all moii frens in their exams too =)

anyway tis iish the 2nd entry of the dae . hees .

jus bback from breakfast wid daddy & marmie .
& gibb marmie the gift ii brought ffer her `

perphaps in the afternoon ggoin town wid daddy & marmie norhs -
dden ggoin ddono where tuu eat & celebrate marmie der b'dae =)

ytd hhabb no time tuu blog so ii shall recall & blog todae =x
ytd mornin woke up & watched tv till 1pm `
the show was kinda nice & interesting ; hees .
dden aft tat wenn audition awhile & was irritated as the com was laggy `
wenn tuu meet vanessa at ardd 4.30pm & we wenn tuu search ffer moii marmie present .
lookedd ardd & habb no inspiration on wadd tuu bbuy `
see her eat kfc & was tinkin of wadd tuu bbuy .
endedd up finally decide lerhhs ` =)
headedd tuu ppiano lesson at ardd 6.30pm++ ` x
saw 10missedd cors from moii daddy & marmie `
was scoldedd by them ffer nort ppickin up their cors .
aft piano lesson endedd ; wenn tuu meet moii marmie `
& she iish late again -.-"
lols ; wenn ffer ddinner & shoppedd ardd & wenn bback hm at ardd 10pm+ .

tmr onwardds ii must chiong ffer moii studiess lerhhs `
las 2weeks ffer mii tuu realli jiayou liaos -
ddowan tuu disappointedd every1 who put high hopes on mii lerhhs ! =)

todae mornin purposly wake up earlier as ii agreed tuu meet him at cp lrt at 7am .
he statedd tat he habb something tuu tell mii bbudd he ddin say anythin at the startin `
& suddenly he grabbed moii hand lols - xia si wo .
& he say out wadd he wanna say `
& claimedd tat since he held moii hand ; he bbu hui fang shou dderhs .
ii was stunnedd & we remainedd slience .
soon aft he slowly let ggo of moii handd lerhhs & we took lrt tuu skool `
was kinda late ffer skool & tmr supposedd tuu report at 7.10am .
anyway ` in the endd at the lrt station ; ii still ddin accept him -

skool was fine bbahs `
eng & physics lessons were as usual ; bborin worksheets .
wenn tuu PE budd slackin ardd `
& very soon aft wenn bback tuu class wid ppeii ,, shuan & wende .
sat at the classroom bluetooth-ing songs & no idea y moii hp couldn save the song .
at the same time arguedd wid shuan lyk siiao ` lols -
long time nv argue lerhhs ` must practice practice the argue skills =x
las lesson was chem & its bborin too `
feel lyk sleepin bbud ddin sleep - jus ddoin nth . x

was rainin quite heavily & ii ran tuu the busstop wid vanessa .
chat awhile & her bus came .
my bus came aft waiting ffer quite a long time ;
headedd hm & realise hp no batt lerhhs `
was charging & surfing net .
ate quite abit onii ; seems tuu habb no appetite recently bbahs -
bbud ate till kinda full ddurin recess `
bbud las nite onii drank a bowl of soup ffer dinner ` =x

was tinkin if ii shouldd ggo there tmr mahs -
was still hestitating .

lessons were extremely bboring todae -
& nth special happen at all `
aft skool took bus hm & was kinda happi tuu saw tat someone at dere too .
bbud tink straight alrights ; ddun xiang y =)
jus tat ddin saw tat someone at dere ffer quite a long time lerhs `
& soon saw another one passing by ; lols -

came hm & triedd audition which ii downloadedd ytd .
no frens of mine ish playin budd jus wantin tuu gib it a try `
it looks fresh in the starting budd overall ddin lyk it much -
therefore wouldn bbe playing unless realli nth tuu ddo ;
soon wenn tuu moii rm & jus wantedd a rest onii budd actt fall asleep -.-"

hhaiis ;
things were so complicated -

las nite chatted on fone wid vanessa abt some of her pprobs .
& toldd her moii situation bbahs `
its quite a short consveration budd we managedd tuu say out manii tings .
slept till morning 10am++ todae ;
wenn tuu skool & lessons was nth special .
emaths tcher was finally bback & lessons resumedd `
the other lessons were alright too -

on the way hm brought some chicken wings =)
on com at ardd 6pm+ `
saw Joshua Ang & Adriano(campus superstar) der friendster acct .
saw Adriano der blog too =) ;
& read some frens de blog .
& soon came update -

a kinda big show is goin tuu happen tis sat ;
between mel & sky didi .
budd the quarrel between them was all bcaz of mi in the 1st place - zz -
shall nort say much abt it here -

again ,, emaths tcher ddin come again ;
stayedd in the library as usual ffer the 1 hour -
ddropout amaths class was alright bbahs ;
jh bluetoothed some jay der new ablum songs tuu mii .
ddin take PE todae .
sat at the parade sq wid ppeii watching others playin volleyball nearby `
its nice actt lols -
& suddenly some1 hit the bball so high & iit almost landed ddown straight on mi !
ii was stunnedd & luckily some1 came & savedd the ball away ffrom mii lols -
its jus cha yi dian dian -.-"

free period ffer chinese again .
a old man tcher came in tuu relief `
he playedd a riddle wid us ;
tat no one managedd tuu guess the ans .
lols ; & ii jus anyhow told jiamin abt wadd moii ans iis .
& its actt the right ans LOL `
budd too bbad ii ddin tell the tcher abt it =x .

lit was bborin ;
saw 2n3 in the library while habbin lit ;
told mi tuu disown jasmine as moii mei `
askedd y budd gort no reply lols .
slept almost throughout eng lesson together wid ppei `
chem was relax ; ddun habb tuu ddo anythin .
jus checkin prelim marks ` -
failedd moii eng by 3marks sobbs .
budd managedd tuu get 7points ffer the agg .
if ii were score abt 7pts ffer N's level & tat will bbe great =)

habb an urge tuu open a blog ffer selling items ;
budd habb no idea wadd tuu sell -
shall tink abt it bbahs .

was very FURIOUS abt someone ;
recievedd a email showing something ;
& was realli very angry -.-"
it already ppast ardd 2yrs liaos & now wadds the person's aim tuu show it up .
bbetter nort provoke mii .

hhaiis ;
perphaps ggoin msn now lerhs .
tats all ffer now .

jus came bback hm nort long ago .
eyes were ppainful ;
guess should bbe lackin of sleep bbahhs .

skool was alright todae .
mostly all were free periods `
first habb moii emaths & tcher ddin come .
stayedd at the library ffer a hour chattin wiid jiamin & zhenyin they all -
next was ddropout amaths class & usually no teaching was made .
were chattin wid ppei & vanessa all the way abt HIM & stuffs -
ppouring out some feelings tuu them ,,
& they toldd mii some logical stuffs
& ii seems tuu bbe lecturedd by them lols .
aft recess was chinese & tcher ddin come too `
was therefore chattin wid jiamin & huishan all the way too -
ss paper was over & so its oso another free period .
eng was bboredd ; given 1 stack of wks & were tuu complete some of them .
budd instead of ddoin ; ii was drawing moii own stuff on the paper -

aft skool wenn bback hm .
took the same bbus wid zh & at they all `
zh was crapping stuffs abt mii & him again -.-"
& wenn he jokedd abt 1 thing ; ii actt felt something .
budd its already the ppast lerhhs ; so shall nort bother abt it ` x

guess ii gotta take a rest or perphaps eat moii lunch bbahhs .
lastly ii MISS him budd yet was feeling lost .
let the destiny ddecides our path .
shall nort tink tat much lerhhs -

ppromisedd him tuu sleep early ;
budd endedd up sleep so late again ` hhaiis =((
habb tuu ggo off aft tis ` x
enjoyedd the accompany widd bbaby shan meii on msn =)

wenn iin friendster & accept testi ;
budd moii testi seems tuu ggo missing b4 accepting =/
siians siians `
tmr skool re-opening lerhhs .
bboringg . x

well ; was reading his entries everydae `
ii still habb him on moii mind -
budd trying nort tuu tink tat much .
was tinkin tat if we are meant together -
realli bbu zhi dao ;
hhaiis ; habb bbeen hurting him over & over agaiin .
realli ddin wann tuu hurt hiim anymore longer .
ii believe tat time would proof it all .
ffer the moment ; ii should concentrate on moii N's =)

ggoin msn awhile le bbahs `
siiannnns -

wenn ii reachedd the venue of the piano classes .
the piano tcher actt toldd mii tat she forgot tuu inform mii abt the new time ;
1/2 siians norhhs -
dden ii walkedd ardd till 7pm .
wenn tuu wash some photos ;
& simply slackedd ardd -

was furious abt ziming norhhs .
usedd tuu bbe moii di budd disownedd him due tuu some conflicts las time -
todae he prankedd cor mii again ;
cor mii ffer several times & insisted nort tuu speak up .
dden msg mii some tootpid msgs scolding mii -
ii repliedd him bback & bboth of us were insulting one another =/
ddin wann tuu ddo tat budd he force mii tuu .
aft awhile toldd him if he iish still unhappy wid mii ;
feel free tuu cor moii hp & tok abt it -
& ii stated tat ii wont reply him anymore `
yet he still ddin cor & continuedd sending mii those msgs .

aft piano lesson wenn tuu ffind marmie & habb ddinner `
saw moii DREAM HP on promotion ! T.T
if ii were tuu sign-up a new line & ii cann bbuy it at $99 onii .
tat was the BEST promotion tat i ever see ffer tis hp !!
tmr iish the las dae of promotion lerhhs `
ii realli hope moii dad cann agree tuu let mii bbuy =((
budd chances were bberii low bbahs . =((
sms-ing wid jasmine meii on the way hm .
reachedd hm ardd 10pm+ & came blogging ffer awhile -
habb tuu go off aft tis lerhhs `
nites .

woke upp ardd 11am+ ;
& on com tuu ddesgin tis 2 photos =)
habb nthh better tuu ddo .

jus wrote a b'dae testii ffer weijuan .
although ddin contact ffer long lerhs -

ddun feel lyk ggoin piano lessons lata on `
simply bboredd ;
budd too badd habb no choice .

mummy ggoin tuu use com lerhhs -
might bbe updating more perphaps tonite ` -

ii LOVE all moii frens , meis , dis & kors ! =)
w/o eu all ; ii wouldn bbe walkin till here .

chattin wiid shan baby meii all the way till NOW !
& wiid sky didi .
he flooded moii friendster wid 50++ testii a dae ! T.T
& he says tmr hes goin tuu continue flooding -.-"
teached sky didi how tuu the basics tuu make a blog thru msn .
helpedd jasmineAng wid her friendster bg & stuffs ;
& she actt askedd mii tuu bbe her jie lols .
duo ler yi ge meimei lerhhs =) -
budd shan baby mei DUN WORRY ; eu will bbe moii best meii & baby lols !

added some small pixels iin moii blog .
looks more colorful now lers `

2more daes & sch will bbe reopening liaos .
& less than a mth ,, the other subjects of N level will start !
awws =( stress stress stress ;

las nite came on9 till ardd 11pm++ -
chattin wid frens & shan BABY meii in msn .
realli thx shan BABY meii ffer brightening mi up .
craps wid her abt ' mummy & baby thingys ' `
told some frens abt tat SCAMMER thingy `
& they actt help mii CURSE him upside down .

intend tuu sleep aft off9-ing .
was msging wid shan mei & recievedd a cor from andyoie -
chatted wid him budd it was mostly slience aft some time -
everythin habb bbcome so different already .
he called leroy tuu joinedd in the cor -
chatted awhile & ii hangedd up the cor .
afterall slept at 2am++ till mornin almost 12pm .

Everything would begin to fade as the time passes .
jus lyk the 2 main actresses of ' the 2 shows ' who left & came bback -

Lyfe w/o him is weirdd .

woke upp ardd 12pm todae .
ddin wann tuu tink abt unhappy stuffs & tats make mii feel better -
spent moii dae at hm ddoin nth todae .
patrick kor calledd mii & chatted on fone wid him -

ii wan tuu lead a normal lyfe lyk others ddo .
everythin appears so complicated -
perphaps ii should take it easy on everythin & heck cares ;
ii will try ; ii promise .

mornin woke upp ardd 10.30am by ppeii cor .
was habbin a dream abt 2person -
the dream was happy wid the 1st person bud unhappy wid the 2nd person ;

aft woke up smsedd moii dad tuu inform him tat im goin out .
& he ddin state the time ii must bbe hm -
& he replied mii wid some comforting wordds which ii felt glad abt it -

meet ppeii at the bustop at ardd 12pm ;
& ii actt realisedd tat ii habb forgotten tuu bbring my ez-link along .
gave a cor tuu moii marmie & she bbring it down ffer mii -
we took mrt tuu somerset & i actt saw a officer which is staring at mi !
ii looked at him & ii somehow rmb tat he`s the officer 4-5yrs ago i met !
aft arrvinig ,, we headedd tuu heeren .
shoppedd ardd & took neoprintss .
at first our eyes lookedd weirdd on the screen `
budd it turns out perfectly alright aft seeing the prints .
continue tuu walkedd ardd & settledd down tuu eat -
eat liaos continue tuu walkedd ardd w/o a destination . lols .
saw the actress 'quan yi feng' walkin on the streets `

wenn tuu take mrt bback as theres nowhere tuu ggo -
& recievedd a cor from andyoie askin if ii wanna meet him at cityhall .
budd endedd upp we ddin managedd tuu meet . x
ii wenn bback hm & recievedd a cor from mel -
he was outside wid JR & askin mi if ii wanna go pc bunk wid them -
rejectedd & askedd if i wanna go buffet on sundae wid some sec4NA ppls .
its so odd if i go -.-"
soon recievedd a cor from andyoie again .
calledd shan mei & realise she`s tokin wid eben -
& andyoie told mii abt some stuffs which made mii FURIOUS !
ddun wanna mention it ;

soon aft hangedd up the cor & was tinkin abt manii thingss .
felt extremly sadd & lost .
ii HATE tuu befriend wid ppl who CHEAT me & act as nth happen !
ii HATE ppl who take my TRUST ffer granted !
ii will NOT trust any1 anymore especially YOU !
ii HATE the way u TREAT me as a FOOL !
ii HATE myself for MISJUDGING YOU in the PAST !
ii REALISE everything is FAKE !
ii DETEST u from now on !

[ locked myself in the darkness ]
[ in a world of my OWN ]

ii was so nervous as ii saw the ss exam paper .
ii flipped till the essay qns part `
& ii gort a SHOCK upon reading the qns .
ii studiedd quite a few chapters & onii 1 came out ;
& ii wasnt bberi certain abt it too .

trying nort tuu tink too much & concentrate ddoin moii source-based qns 1st .
& wtf! i actt realise ii read the wrong qns aft written down ffer almost 20mins !
ii began tuu panic & jus continue tuu write the main points .
iim seriously nervous & jus write everything ii could tink of -
left ardd 40mins ffer moii essay part `
told myself tuu relax budd jus couldn make it .
& ended up feel lyk im writing a piece of thrash .
budd at least ii wrote budd stuffs were repeating `
ii ddunn understandd wadd habb gone wrong -
felt realli sadd budd theres no turning point liaos -

realli dui bu qi tuu all who tot ii could make it .
ii habb disappointedd all of eu & myself -
ii must realli score well ffer moii lit paper ;
hopefully it could help tuu pull up moii comb humanties marks `

came hm aft ss paper `
& sat ddown & reflecting .
feels realli sadd & moody -

[ ddun wish tuu say anything anymore ]

it was so conindence todae `
he askedd if ii wanna meet him in the morning `
& ii rejectedd .
& ii told him tuu let the fate decide -
& yet todae wenn ii go skool `
we actt took the same lrt & yet theres oni we 2 in the lrt `
ii was shockedd & couldn believe it .

aft exam wenn hm & habb moii lunch `
& he came tuu moii hse soon aft lols - tink straight alrights =)
he actt brought some bbooks & ii startedd studyin them ;
budd mindd wasnt set - hees -
study ffer quite some time & wenn tuu on com .
spent hours helping him tuu make a blog ;
& finally its ddone . x
he helpedd mii wid some songs stuff too `
time was ardd 5pm+ & ii accompany him ddown tuu take bbus `

it was kinda ppaiseh actt -
ii ddun dare tuu look into his eyes . LOL -

came bback hm & editedd some photos .
& chatting wiid shan meii iin msn & some frens .
habb tuu ggo study ffer tmr der ss N level paper liaos !

let the bygones be bygone -
All i can do is to look forward .

wenn out at ardd 4pm .
wenn tuu pasir ris central & realise mani tings changes .
its bbeen years since ii last walkedd at tat path -
kinda miss moii childhood times `

wenn tuu amanda & gina der hse aft tat -
watchedd thurs der 9pm & partly of 10pm show der series `
as ii ddin managedd tuu watchedd it on time at hm -
watchedd till ardd 7pm `
& busy takin photos =x .
soon watchedd the 'hai de er zi' while habing moii ddiner `
tats the 1st meal of the dae actt lols -

aft tat crapps wiid them & watchedd some CARTOONS ! -
tats funny & it been a long long time ii watchedd cartoon liaos .
aft tat watchedd the 9pm & 10pm show till 11pm -
amanda fell asleep on the floor hahas `
& gina accompany mii hm `
& ardd 12am+ ddench reach hm -

[ TODAE ]
woke upp at ardd 9.30am .
& watchedd some tv programmes till 11am `
uploadedd photos & gonna edit the brightness lata on .
habb piano lessons lata on again -
sighhs ` waste of time & money .
update lata on perphaps at nite ;