Things are really turning from bad to worse .
seriously i dono wad can I do to salvage everything ..
it's really upsetting .
it's so screwed up -
is tis my fate ?
I dun believe & i want to change my fate ;
but it is not under my control at all..
I couldnt even hold back my tears ;
but I am still trying to be brave ..
Some updates ~
Been real busy & exhausting since sch reopen ;
sch was tiring, with projects under hot sun & tests aft sch -
ending as late as 6pm+ at times .
Not only that, I've to cope wid my new hse tingy ;
such as painting, cleaning, goin ard looking for furnitures & all the tedious duties -
aft sch have to rush down to settle stuffs & etc .
I've to handle all these by my own, blame no one .
& there's more to come =(
nxt will be moving furnitures, packing & etc -
& all these couldnt be completed just by 1-2days kind .
Adding on, Ut3 ` major exams is coming in 2weeks time ;
I've yet to revise & etc .
Just got into some business wid my classmate for less than a week time ;
i tink this is an opportunity & a profitable business .
if any1 interested in earning extra income,
feel free to msn/sms me, or leave a msg at the tagbox =)
provided that u trust me ~
I've been sick for the past 3-4days ;
down wid flu & cough ;
& now, my voice is gone agn =.=
i wan to recover uhhs ~
Okays, that's abt it 1st .
2nd week of sch holidays ~
21dec09 ` mon
Went Ahyi's hse early in the mornin ard 10am .
waited for Gina & Amanda to get prepared -
as to help Ahma to carry stuffs over to da jiu's hse .
Ahma was rushing for time & Gina was left behind -
series of incidents happened & end up Gina meet us at da jiu's hse .
ate lunch, played some random games wid cousins ;
& headed back to Gina's hse at nite time .
had dinner & etc ,
& back home ~
22dec09 ` tues
Spent whole aftnoon using lappy ,
chatting wid Gina on msn -
shared quite a few memorable past times wid her .
went their hse at evening .
chatted, use com, dinner & back home .
23dec09 ` wed
E44A class outing ~
organizer ~ vivo & etc .
kinda fun yeahs =)
esp the true&dare part at nite .
get to noe my classmates btr in certain areas =)
& home at 11pm+ .
24dec09 ` thurs
Merry Xmas Eve !
was working from 9.30am to 10.30pm at isetan .
meet bf aft work , had some disagreements =(
walked ard orchard & got stucked as expected .
mrt-ed hm at ard 1am+ ;
& bf's dad came to fetch him aft tat .
25dec09 ` fri
Merry Xmas ! =)
I dun realli celebrate xmas so it's consider an ordinary day for mi .
meet bf at noon time -
gt disagreements agn ` sighs .
went tamp mall to collect my camera from Collin .
had lunch , walked ard -
& headed to Orchard ;
bought 'Avatar' movie tickets -
walked ard far east while waiting ;
watched till 9.45pm+ -
walked ard 313 ;
& bf bought 2 shirts, so shuai ~ =D
& home at ard 12 midnite .
26dec09 ` sat
Morning - disagreement wid bf agn x.x
3 days in a row no peace T.T
Went 'Wild Wild Wet' wid bf & cousins at noon time .
includes Gina, Amanda, Vernice, Ernest & Eunice
it was thrilling & fun ;
though it's raining for the 1st hr & we cant get to play anything .
the process was indeed exciting yeahs .
but i injuried myself luhs -
my finger, arms, foot - gt scratched & skin peeled off
dinner at Fish & Co .
& went Gina's hse at ard 10pm -
played our own style of scrabble, see some of them play wii .
& went hm at ard 2am midnite .
27dec09 ` sun
Work at isetan from 3pm to 10pm -
nth much ~
& came back hm at 11pm+ =)
Gonna have some decent beauty slp tonite ;
haven gt enough slp for quite a few days uhs .
nites =)
photos be uploaded soon yeps ^^
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12dec09 ` sat!
Dar's POP ! =D
attended his POP on the morning =)
& yay, finally i can spend 1 week wid him ^^
Evening, went Amanda's b'dae celebration at chalet ;
Bbq + games + sparklings & etc wid cousins & their frens .
suggested some random childhood games =x
took photos & etc .
stayed overnite wid Bf, Gina, Amanda, my mum & ahyi ;
slept at ard 4am+ & slept oni manage to slp for a couple of hours .
13dec09 ` sun
Had lunch tgt wid my bf, my family & Gina's family ;
slacked & took nap at chalet ` bored .
dinner wid bf at JustAcia .
went arcade wid bf, Amanda & Gina aft on =)
& back home at nite 10pm+ .
14dec09 ` mon
Last day of sch before 3weeks holidays =)
Nutrition cooking class aft sch was quite interesting .
'D-I-Y' sth lame, using oranges, cucumbers & etc =x
took photos & etc .
Aft sch, meet bf =)
it's been so long since he last fetch mi aft sch .
i miss those times , awws .
walk ard & had dinner at cwp ;
& back home .
15dec09 ` tues
Had a bad day ! x.x
was having bad stomach ache + feeling of coldness + severe headache
+ backache + neck pain & fatigue for the entire whole day !
the feeling is so horrible -.-
bud im so blissful to hab dar wid mi, massaging my neck & back at times . *loves*
watched 'The Storm Warriors' at cine ;
it was disappointing luhs, somehow regretted watching .
16dec09 ` wed
Went bf hse ,
watched him slping while i sit there doin nth -
as he ton at his frens' chalet last nite .
had dinner at his hse & his dad drove mi hm aft tat .
17dec09 ` thurs
Meet bf at hougang pt ;
had lunch tgt & bought mac for his family -
watched 'Soldiers & Assassins' at ps ;
yeahs, it's nice ! =D
went his hse for dinner & his dad drove mi hm =)
18dec09 ` fri
Working at iseten , private sales .
voucher redemption was cool, but very busy .
worked from 8am till 11.30pm -
dar came to pick mi up from work, aft playing lan wid his bro & frens .
caught the last train back to my hse .
& dar cabbed hm aft sending mi hm .
too bad u cant stay over here =(
as it's nt my home ..
19dec09 ` sat
Supposingly , planned to go wildwildwet wid Gina, Amanda, Vernice, Ernest tgt wid my bf .
prepared & suddenly start raining ! -.-"
so the outing was cancelled .
went Gina's hse instead -
dar helped mi cook noodles =x
played wii & slacked .
at nite, went Tampines1 for dinner wid bf, my mum, Gina's family & Vernice's family .
did some shopping awhile ;
drove to downtowneast , slacked at mc cafe ;
adults chatting, while we played some games to kill time .
& back hm at ard 1am+ .
20dec09 ` sun
Meet bf at ehub ;
helped my dad bought movie tickets ;
& had lunch at kfc *fattening* .
went his hse aft tat ;
watched drama & etc -
went out for dinner wid his family -
aft dinner, went tpy wid bf ` walk ard .
& mrt-ed hm .
Dar's goin back to camp tmr morning ;
sadsadsadsadsad T.T
time passes so fast in tis 1 week =(
i'll be waiting for ur nxt bookout !
Photos be uploaded asap !
- lazy -
Mon
- Nutrition lesson , dry .
- Went hm st8 aft sch .
Tues
- Went ahma's hse aft sch .
- Random photo taking wid my cousin, Gina .
Wed
- Plan class outing wid Ben aft sch for short while .
- Meetup wid Ht, took photos using polaraid cam, crap & joke at Orchard .
Thurs
- Prescription lesson , went for flexibility test .
my flexibility sux to the max, pathetic .
- Meetup wid Amy mei, Kel di, Mel & Olli for badminton at sk .
played near Kel di hse, as all courts were fully booked .
Fri (today)
- Psychology lesson, super relax, BEST !
9.15am to 10am: play imagery game .
10am to 2pm: BREAK !
- Went CWP for lunch, pastamania ! =D
includes, Geraldine, Joelle, HuiXian, Ben & Me !
- Headed back to class at 12pm+ & poker time !
2.15pm: presentation on mahjong paper .
3pm: I left class & headed to settle stuffs .
AWESOME day, wid all the fun & laughers ! =D
- Rushed over to Orchard & managed to reach the office at 4pm excatly !
Did the registration stuffs & saw ex-vouchers colleagues!
& the best thing is, all of us manage to get the same position lyk b4 ! =D
but sad thing is, we're oni working for the PS, not the 4days uhs .
Went isetan supermarket wid Chengteng & her fren ; Japan food testings .
it's so yum yum yum ~
& we bought 1 packet of cold noodles each =D
Next week will be a busy week for me agn .
Mon: Nutrition project from 4.30pm to 6.30pm .
Tues: Psychology test aft sch .
Wed: Most prob, plan procotol for Prescription project .
Thurs: Currently empty slot .
Fri: Physiology test ! x.x
Did very badly for all the modules in UT 1 .
even gt myself a 'F' for 1 of the module, hopeless -.-"





Ytd ` went to work as "fairy" wid ht .
it's so paiseh luhs, every1 is lyk looking at us -
some wid strange expressions & etc .
caz we are wearing 'wings' wid us =.=
2hrs++ job experience as a "fairy" was okay =)
nt bad nt bad, esp the pay =D
thurs(tmr) gonna work agn .
- pics will be up quite soon -
Came across wid a website & a idea popped up !
Did a customise class pic for E44A ~
yeah, responses nt bad ` lols .
i dono if i should say im silly or wad,
i spent time customising instead of revising for UT !?
tat's omg luhs .
bud well, i guess it's worth it .
Here's it =)
Any1 willing to acc mi to explore 'Kitty Lab' ?
venue: expo
dates: maybe nxt thurs
price: $35 per pax
the price would definately scare ppl off =x
it's so painful .
it hurts ..
to see u to behave in tis way .
sometimes i realli hope i dun love u, this much ..
im feeling so miserable nw ..
2nov09 (mon)
Physcology UT, was kinda over-stress even b4 the start of UT luhs .
resulted in slight headache ;
Aft UT, travel all the way back hm `
gt a lil wet from the rain =.=
end up, fever + sorethroat le x.x
3nov09 (tues)
Recovered from fever & etc ;
but but .. slight cough arise =.=
& tues lesson was cool ~
didnt hab much tasks to do for the whole day ,
& since we do not hab to prepare anything during 2nd breakout ,
we decided to go cwp for lunch !
collin drove us (mi, huixian, joelle, adeline, jamie, geraldine, chris) over to cwp ~
& ben bike-ed there to meet us .
we had Sakae Lunch Buffet for an hr ~ =D
yummiess ~ & we tabao-ed back some icecream mochi back to class ;
heh , rare occassion ehhs ~
3rd meeting - went lab ~ learnt some basic things abt the gym machines .
& tada ~ end of class at 3pm !
went TRCC wid ben, huixian & collin for UT-study ,
spent 1/2hr there & tat's wad we did ..
mi: trying to study but nth goes in =x
ben: playing psp
huixian: study till fall asleep!
so.. we decided to go off le .
& blaaa, long journey hm agn .
4nov09 (wed)
Physio ~ lab session ~
did nth much there, take random photos of the machines oni ` lols .
might post it when i get the photos ` heh .
aft lab, went back classrm & rot =.=
caz, 'the-blur-me' forgotten to bring lappy charger !
so .. i've gt no lappy to use from ard 11am till end of class =.=
played psp & "compete" djmax2 wid ben -
& alamak, kanna thrashed! =x
2pm+ , listen 6p & end class at ard 4pm .
*cough getting serious*
Aft sch.. went ahma's hse .
chatted a lil wid Gina & Amanda ~
& dinner time .
Ahma cooked beehoon wid all the fried food ! *OMG*
it's delicious BUT .. i'm having cough ! x.x
so.. eat my share, but not anything more .
but still, my cough gt worsen =.=
helped james kor to do his company proposal .
wow, 1st rl attempt heh =x
learnt abit during sports business class & tried to apply it here ~ heh .
3/4 completed it & i went to play wii =x
& went hm ard 11pm+ .
5nov09 (thurs)
Morning ` james kor drove mi to sch ;
(1 of my reward of helping him do the proposal =D)
cough cough cough x.x
UT aft sch & bla, i couldnt concentrate =.=
due to the irritating cough im having .
Aft sch, went sk find mel & kel di -
& they forced mi to go c doc `
they tried for more than 1/2hr , but to no avail =x
reason 1: i've been taking TCM medi for the past few days ,
so dun intend to change 1st
other reasons, no nid mention here =)
anyway, i still appreciate the fact tat both of u cared for my health ;
from the way u guys forced mi to c doc, thx bros =)
aft on, went gym ~
run 10mins nia & some workup .
chatted & slacked awhile -
& dinner at 9pm+ .
& bus-ed all the way back hm x.x
6nov09 (fri)
Black friday for mi ! -.-
i hate Samantha ! zZz .
she's been picking on mi for 2weeks alr -.-
every1 sees it, obviously .
aft other team's presentation, she'd randomly cor my name & ask mi to ask qns =.=
previous weeks, cor my name for several times .
so.. tis week, i told her, i've gt no qns .
& she did nt let mi off .
she kept finding chance to ask mi stuffs =.=
it's lyk wth ..
it's not as if im the oni one in the class ` fk off -.-"
& bla, she gave mi, my 1st 'C' in tis semester =.=
dread attending her class, but well, PERSERVANCE! -.-
Aft sch.. went to find my mum at sk .
had dinner tgt & i decided to c doc .
& seriously, i regretted -.-"
consveration wid the doc is less than 2mins .
& the replies i get is all those neutral ans = no ans -.-"
prescribe mi wid medi & tat's it .
total bill cost: $51 -.-"
&&& , my cough didnt got any btr aft drinking it during weekends up till nw(mon) !
I want to recover from my cough !!
the feeling is so terrible !
arghhs .
Boy,
i'' always be urs .
& u'll always be mine .
iloveu !
UT lata on,
i dono hw am i going to go for the test .
no confidence at all .
my flu, cough & sorethroat are seriously gone case .
my brain arent working properly nw .
awwws, half-dead x.x
Watched 'Love Happens' sneak preview last week . Watched "500 days of Summer" previous last week .
not up to expectations uhs ` such a pity .
rating 5-6/10 .
& alamak ! regretted watching =.=
rating 4-5/10 .
School
Pretty not bad so far .
been enjoying most of the lab sessions =D
esp pcyshology ones ` heh =D
labelled as "top player" for 2 weeks .
feeling was kinda great, bud dun think i deserve it luhs .
caz there's ppl that play much btr than mi, just tat faci didnt notice .
Prevention injury lab sessions was good too,
get to learn & experience the "walking stick" thingy =)
Presciption lab lessions was great too,
get to measure our body composition, which measures our fats & etc !
& the pinch test was interesting too =D
Physiology lab lessions was kinda cool too,
but the theories part is really making mi headache x.x
couldnt really cope at all luhs,
screwed x.x
BGR
it's getting a lil heated up recently .
disagreements , disagreements & more disagreements .
even a simple issue can cause us to hab arguments .
bud managed to solve it quite soon aft -
bud still.. it did created an impact to a certain extent .
bud again, i still love him .
Random Photos
Designed 1mth ago, when i was so into drakos wid my buddies for 1week+ =x
my current new wallpaper =D
Just like any ordinary days, I've to attend sch ;
board bus3 as usual, & have to change to bus39 aft on -
& i tink my eyes hab some probs =.=
i mistook bus89 as bus39 ! T.T
& i didnt realise it until the bus reached sk .
i stunned for 3secs & i alighted at the 2nd stop -
& i walked back to the 1st stop to take bus161 to woodlands .
& yeahs, im still early for sch =)
It was lucky tat i was sms-ing on the "bus39" .
if nt, usually i'll be slping on bus =x
if im slping, i tink i'll realise tis at dono which bustop .
&
it was lucky tat i board bus89 instead of any other random bus .
if nt, i'll be ending up at some kuku places, which i may lost my way .
& ended up not coming for sch ` heh .
So yeps, unlucky yet lucky incident ~


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❤Brief updates ..
Fri - His bookout day !
Aft sch, meet him at sk & had Sakae Sushi for dinner =D
Sat - Lunch at his hse & shopping at Bishan =D
Sun - Marina barrage, suntec, dinner at potong pasir wid his family =D
Mon - He came to fetch mi at woodlands aft sch ! *loves*
Went his hse for dinner & sent him book in *sad*
Counting down to coming sat ..
i miss all the lil moments wid him -
awwws .
Omgs, i gt so mani overdue pics yet to be uploaded x.x
im so so lazy .
Today's module is psychology ` one of my fav modules out of the 5 =)
we were given a task to use icecream sticks & bluetacks to form a highest structure .
the process was kinda fun & we were quite motivated to do so . (bud my team still lose =x)
which is our topic for the day, Motivation -
& blablabla, our 1st break was delayed till ard 10.30am .
however, extend till 11.20am duhs =)
so, i went dwn to buy drinks & fruits wid Ben & Collin -
& cont to do our wks ;
2nd break starts ard 12.30pm if i rmb correctly .
& we've to rush our ppt for the 3rd meeting .
i didnt have any ideas on what to do for my slide ,
& thx to ben for guiding mi along luhs =D
Oh yea, a special thx to my dear gal, ht =D
she's so sweet to drop by my class to pass me a hotdog bread during lunch!
& she didnt give mi any advance notice tat she's coming .
surprising ehs =D
bud yeps, im touched ^^
Okays, presentation aft tat .
so draggy ~ end class at 4pm+ -
went ht class to meet her for some sharing abt her bgr tingy =x
bus903 to woodlands ` went cwp arcade for short while ;
played the bball game & went for a short shopping .
bought socks, chit-chat & left .
Tapped in mrt & suddenly, i dun feel lyk takin train hm ;
so, i tapped out & decided to take bus168 funny mi =x
Bus168 ` bus43 - to PR & went whitesands meet my mum .
had dinner & the diy yoghurt for dessert *yummies*
bus17 hm aft tat ` so slpy .
Did RJ with the help of wq ~ tytyty ^^
he gave mi suggessions & today is one of my longest RJ i've written =x
though it's just 393words in total ` heh .
Currently, im waiting for bf's call .
oni receieve 1 msg from him for the whole day, so sad .
perseverance ! T.T
waitng waiting waiting ..
taken ytd ~
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